Sunday, December 29, 2002
oooooh. i shall take the last few minutes of my internet time to type out this blog...
having a stomachache now but what the heck. can't possibly run to the toilet and back again. hahaha:) reminds me of a cartoon. ah wellz. nvm:)
was just re-reading (and deleting) e-mails that have been residing in my hotmail inbox for an eternity. went on a shmoooozal of an emotional rollercoaster ride. aww shucks. i do miss the times when i still type like thIs:) *grInZ* lots of gOoD huMoUr arOunD, vErY niCe inDeEd... seems like a whole year's worth of memories are being stored in the inbox...ze good and ze very, vErY -bad-.... hahaha:)
ah wellz. shall type about this nice girl who (in my opinion) looked like she should be heading for the beach instead. oh. but she's very nice:) *beamz* nice girl in the library. seems to be about our age too.
ah yes. why she's nice. 'cos of my need for a comp to check the stupid e-mails, and her kindness in offering to give up ze comp when she still has like 15 mins or so left. nice nice nice people ze library.
i have 5 mins left. sighz. so boring.
having a stomachache now but what the heck. can't possibly run to the toilet and back again. hahaha:) reminds me of a cartoon. ah wellz. nvm:)
was just re-reading (and deleting) e-mails that have been residing in my hotmail inbox for an eternity. went on a shmoooozal of an emotional rollercoaster ride. aww shucks. i do miss the times when i still type like thIs:) *grInZ* lots of gOoD huMoUr arOunD, vErY niCe inDeEd... seems like a whole year's worth of memories are being stored in the inbox...ze good and ze very, vErY -bad-.... hahaha:)
ah wellz. shall type about this nice girl who (in my opinion) looked like she should be heading for the beach instead. oh. but she's very nice:) *beamz* nice girl in the library. seems to be about our age too.
ah yes. why she's nice. 'cos of my need for a comp to check the stupid e-mails, and her kindness in offering to give up ze comp when she still has like 15 mins or so left. nice nice nice people ze library.
i have 5 mins left. sighz. so boring.
dreams. let me talk about dreams. i can't really remember my dreams too well these days...all that i know is that i have very realistic dreams once again. horrendously realistic dreams. much more realistic than life itself. now i wonder if my dreams are the place where i escape into from the cruelty of life, or if waking up from my dreams enable me to escape instead.
computer man coming again at 5pm.
hopefully by tonight my comp would be fixed.
*frownz*
sms me people!!! i'm so bored. and so detached from all of you. goodness gracious. or call me:):):)
computer man coming again at 5pm.
hopefully by tonight my comp would be fixed.
*frownz*
sms me people!!! i'm so bored. and so detached from all of you. goodness gracious. or call me:):):)
ho-humm. i have a lot of time left. how? sighsighsigh. what a waste of $2.
should have saved it up for more important stuff...like my stupid m1 subscription fees...goodness knows how i'm going to watch a movie, go to coffee bean, eat at marche's/seoul garden's, have enough money for breaktime everyday in school and pay my $28 + goodness knows how much miscellaneous fees with $50. i shall do my best i guess. shouldn't have offered to pay...i'm sure dad won't mind paying once more:):):)
oooh. the n key here sucks like anything. doesn't work well for me.
should have saved it up for more important stuff...like my stupid m1 subscription fees...goodness knows how i'm going to watch a movie, go to coffee bean, eat at marche's/seoul garden's, have enough money for breaktime everyday in school and pay my $28 + goodness knows how much miscellaneous fees with $50. i shall do my best i guess. shouldn't have offered to pay...i'm sure dad won't mind paying once more:):):)
oooh. the n key here sucks like anything. doesn't work well for me.
ah wellz. whether it's going to publish or not...i'm currently in the library, typing this stupid thing out, probably with people outside this place waiting to use this comp. really horrendous i tell you. typing extra fast now, rambling as well. my stupid comp was supposed to be fixed yesterday...but after scanning the whole hard disk for 2 hours ++ as instructed after repairing it, it won't let me go to any webpage at all. i can go online, i can go mudding, i can go on msn...but i can't go to any websites. really horrendous too.
Monday, December 23, 2002
Friday, December 20, 2002
-i've been thinking and here's what i've come to conclude,
sometimes the distance is more than two people can use-
volunteered for the salvation army again yesterday... *grInz* was at somerset mrt waiting for qingz when vivien called to say that the bus for the two old folks currently manning the kettle has come..so i hurried up to the kettle. ah wellz. it felt strange doing alone. hehehe:)
then qingz came. and jits called. hahaha:) she helped us the whole entire time. thankz jits!!!:):):)
weez and sze swung by to donate too:) and they were sitting down there, talking to us. hahah:) provided nice company:) *grInz*:)
and we saw samantha, on her way to takashimaya to help in something about old folks...miss lim told her to go or something:) and after a long while, we saw miss lau, miss lim and mrs low popping up at the same time. so funny:)
-i sing for you, i sing for mother,
been praying for the world-
i had to forfeit the bbq/gathering/reunion just for the sleepover. wondering now if it's a wise choice to make. ah wellz...at least i've been keeping in touch nicely with all of them...just don't know if i'm going to be able to keep in touch with my secondary school friends as wellz:) heh.
-if all the kings and all the leaders could see you head this way
they would hold the earth in their arms, they would learn to watch you, yeah-
ooooh. found out that kim hong and jerome are both going to nyjc. wonderful:):):) i wonder if jerome is still as short and charismatic as before. lol. the fishball prince. life in the first three months shouldn't be too bad with a close friend and the fishball prince. *grInz* wonder who else's going to nyjc though.
sometimes the distance is more than two people can use-
volunteered for the salvation army again yesterday... *grInz* was at somerset mrt waiting for qingz when vivien called to say that the bus for the two old folks currently manning the kettle has come..so i hurried up to the kettle. ah wellz. it felt strange doing alone. hehehe:)
then qingz came. and jits called. hahaha:) she helped us the whole entire time. thankz jits!!!:):):)
weez and sze swung by to donate too:) and they were sitting down there, talking to us. hahah:) provided nice company:) *grInz*:)
and we saw samantha, on her way to takashimaya to help in something about old folks...miss lim told her to go or something:) and after a long while, we saw miss lau, miss lim and mrs low popping up at the same time. so funny:)
-i sing for you, i sing for mother,
been praying for the world-
i had to forfeit the bbq/gathering/reunion just for the sleepover. wondering now if it's a wise choice to make. ah wellz...at least i've been keeping in touch nicely with all of them...just don't know if i'm going to be able to keep in touch with my secondary school friends as wellz:) heh.
-if all the kings and all the leaders could see you head this way
they would hold the earth in their arms, they would learn to watch you, yeah-
ooooh. found out that kim hong and jerome are both going to nyjc. wonderful:):):) i wonder if jerome is still as short and charismatic as before. lol. the fishball prince. life in the first three months shouldn't be too bad with a close friend and the fishball prince. *grInz* wonder who else's going to nyjc though.
-who knows what miracle you can achieve,
when you believe, somehow you will-
had an unusual dream last night. *grInz* first dream in which...i'm not in it as myself:)
i dreamt that i'm in a family whereby i have two older sisters and one younger sister...my dad's dead and my mum is goodness-knows-where as well. my family deals with killing some kind of a stupid monster. and somehow or another, i knew beforehand that on this particular trip in which only my older sisters and my younger sister are going to, the monster will kill the oldest sister and my younger sister. and my second older sister will come back and scream at me ' you knew! '
so on the day itself, when my sisters were loading the rifle, i was just staring blankly at them...and before they left the door, i suddenly felt this flood of emotions and decided to hug my younger sister...and said to her that 'dad will find you soon'
and to my second oldest sister, i patted her head and said 'you're a good sister.'
the oldest sister seems to have gone.
woke up feeling sad.
-the conversation has run dry,
that's what's going on, nothing's fine, i'm torn-
when you believe, somehow you will-
had an unusual dream last night. *grInz* first dream in which...i'm not in it as myself:)
i dreamt that i'm in a family whereby i have two older sisters and one younger sister...my dad's dead and my mum is goodness-knows-where as well. my family deals with killing some kind of a stupid monster. and somehow or another, i knew beforehand that on this particular trip in which only my older sisters and my younger sister are going to, the monster will kill the oldest sister and my younger sister. and my second older sister will come back and scream at me ' you knew! '
so on the day itself, when my sisters were loading the rifle, i was just staring blankly at them...and before they left the door, i suddenly felt this flood of emotions and decided to hug my younger sister...and said to her that 'dad will find you soon'
and to my second oldest sister, i patted her head and said 'you're a good sister.'
the oldest sister seems to have gone.
woke up feeling sad.
-the conversation has run dry,
that's what's going on, nothing's fine, i'm torn-
Thursday, December 19, 2002
i got into nyjc:)
so predictable. how unfun.
hahhaa. now i'm a cowsie. how fun.
pardon me. it was only the day before when i was taking a nice peaceful shower when the thunderous realisation boomed into my delicate gray matter - that we won't be in the same class anymore.
that i won't be sitting next to tracy and yun lei, that i won't be going for recesses with qing and jitz and goodness knows who else...that there won't be a whole group of us playing basketball, or soccer, during recess anymore.
doesn't sound so dramatic now...but at that moment of peace and serenity, having such awful implications dropping onto you isn't exactly very pleasant. hehe.
so predictable. how unfun.
hahhaa. now i'm a cowsie. how fun.
pardon me. it was only the day before when i was taking a nice peaceful shower when the thunderous realisation boomed into my delicate gray matter - that we won't be in the same class anymore.
that i won't be sitting next to tracy and yun lei, that i won't be going for recesses with qing and jitz and goodness knows who else...that there won't be a whole group of us playing basketball, or soccer, during recess anymore.
doesn't sound so dramatic now...but at that moment of peace and serenity, having such awful implications dropping onto you isn't exactly very pleasant. hehe.
ze following is for ze two friends who go gaga at mark chay: (copy and pasted...dun blame me if it's in pieces 'cos some sections are not suitable for thy innocent eyes)
Born 18 February 1982, 20-year-old Mark Chay, is arguably Singapore’s best male swimmer in competitive swimming. Blessed with a cherub’s face and a perpetual cheeky grin, Mark Chay cuts a swoon-some figure with his stunningly wide shoulders, swimmer’s bod (baby-fats notwithstanding) and well filled-up trunks.
The young swimmer’s achievements in the pool are indeed impressive by regional standards. Mark represented Singapore at the SEA Games in Jakarta (1997), Brunei (1999) and recently in Kuala Lumpur (2001) where he won a total medal tally of 3 golds, 1 silver and 1 bronze. He also represented Singapore in the Olympic Games in Sydney last year and was named the Singapore Sportsboy of the Year 2000 and Singapore Sportsman of the Year 2002.
When informed that he had been awarded the Sportsman of the Year 2002 award, the well-mannered hunk was extremely modest and quickly defused any speculations that he would soon eclipse the achievements of his mentor Ang Peng Siong with these words: “Definitely Uncle Siong has always been the standard of Singapore sporting excellence. He’s the benchmark. His achievements are inspiring. I am flattered that I am associated with him. But it is tough to be his successor.”
One of the first elite athletes to come under the Singapore Sports Council’s new Athlete Career and Training programme, Mark will have his total development (including career and education) mapped out for at least four to five years and will spend the next five years of his life studying and training in the United States.
Born 18 February 1982, 20-year-old Mark Chay, is arguably Singapore’s best male swimmer in competitive swimming. Blessed with a cherub’s face and a perpetual cheeky grin, Mark Chay cuts a swoon-some figure with his stunningly wide shoulders, swimmer’s bod (baby-fats notwithstanding) and well filled-up trunks.
The young swimmer’s achievements in the pool are indeed impressive by regional standards. Mark represented Singapore at the SEA Games in Jakarta (1997), Brunei (1999) and recently in Kuala Lumpur (2001) where he won a total medal tally of 3 golds, 1 silver and 1 bronze. He also represented Singapore in the Olympic Games in Sydney last year and was named the Singapore Sportsboy of the Year 2000 and Singapore Sportsman of the Year 2002.
When informed that he had been awarded the Sportsman of the Year 2002 award, the well-mannered hunk was extremely modest and quickly defused any speculations that he would soon eclipse the achievements of his mentor Ang Peng Siong with these words: “Definitely Uncle Siong has always been the standard of Singapore sporting excellence. He’s the benchmark. His achievements are inspiring. I am flattered that I am associated with him. But it is tough to be his successor.”
One of the first elite athletes to come under the Singapore Sports Council’s new Athlete Career and Training programme, Mark will have his total development (including career and education) mapped out for at least four to five years and will spend the next five years of his life studying and training in the United States.
(part 2)
Outside the competition pool, Mark Chay has made numerous TV appearances and appeared in fashion spreads clad only in his trunks for a number of local magazines in Singapore. A former student of Anglo Chinese School and Anglo Chinese Junior College, he is currently serving his national service at the Institute of Naval Technology & Operations (INTO) with the Republic of Singapore Navy.(Confession by author: The mere thought of my favourite swimmer clad in his navy uniform has the effect of making my eyes roll back in their sockets and sending me into an ecstatic swoon similar to those experienced by ancient medieval saints after they were pierced by God).
Mark Chay’s favourite pastimes would include playing bridge online, visiting www.swimnews.com for the latest results and statistics of swimming meets around the world and of course, spending time on his alma mater ACJC’s (Anglo Chinese Junior College) website at www.acjc.edu.sg.
His favourite dishes would include chicken rice which comes in the shape of a ball and home-cooked Peranakan food prepared by his grandmother. (Mental note to author's self: I will enroll in Peranakan cooking classes at the local community centre this weekend).
As for his goal in life, the sexy national swimmer had this to say: “One of my goals is to be an Asian Games winner – and make an Olympic final. I want to see how that goes. Those are very long-term plans. That may not happen this year, but I will try.”
Thus while Mark Chay continues to work hard at achieving his goal, this resourceful writer will continue staking-out at Mark’s favourite training grounds (oh please, do you honestly think I will reveal everything?) while fantasizing about the moment my favourite water baby administers some vigorous mouth-to-mouth resuscitation to yours truly.
Until then, I will continue to work hard at perfecting my drowning-lass-in-distress routine...
Outside the competition pool, Mark Chay has made numerous TV appearances and appeared in fashion spreads clad only in his trunks for a number of local magazines in Singapore. A former student of Anglo Chinese School and Anglo Chinese Junior College, he is currently serving his national service at the Institute of Naval Technology & Operations (INTO) with the Republic of Singapore Navy.(Confession by author: The mere thought of my favourite swimmer clad in his navy uniform has the effect of making my eyes roll back in their sockets and sending me into an ecstatic swoon similar to those experienced by ancient medieval saints after they were pierced by God).
Mark Chay’s favourite pastimes would include playing bridge online, visiting www.swimnews.com for the latest results and statistics of swimming meets around the world and of course, spending time on his alma mater ACJC’s (Anglo Chinese Junior College) website at www.acjc.edu.sg.
His favourite dishes would include chicken rice which comes in the shape of a ball and home-cooked Peranakan food prepared by his grandmother. (Mental note to author's self: I will enroll in Peranakan cooking classes at the local community centre this weekend).
As for his goal in life, the sexy national swimmer had this to say: “One of my goals is to be an Asian Games winner – and make an Olympic final. I want to see how that goes. Those are very long-term plans. That may not happen this year, but I will try.”
Thus while Mark Chay continues to work hard at achieving his goal, this resourceful writer will continue staking-out at Mark’s favourite training grounds (oh please, do you honestly think I will reveal everything?) while fantasizing about the moment my favourite water baby administers some vigorous mouth-to-mouth resuscitation to yours truly.
Until then, I will continue to work hard at perfecting my drowning-lass-in-distress routine...
Wednesday, December 18, 2002
hmmmz. look at this:
You are affected by the following:
Spell: change sex for 2 hours
Spell: bless for 103 hours
Spell: armor for 80 hours
crappified nonsense. i levelled. i was at a nice and innocent level 3 (except that jits spoilt my description) until i accidentally levelled today...without realising that i had noexp off.
it is relatively depressing.
oooh. till now i have personally talked to a total of two IMMs.
the first talk came as a frightful accident. i was happily killing off mobs in mudschool when vilgan summoned me into his IMM home and told me not to clear out mudschool...'cos other newbies would want to kill the mobs too. ah wellz. and he followed me around the whole time without me knowing about it.
second time was to sarlock. who very nicely helped me retrieve my corpse from castle vlad-shamir...which is at least 45 levels above me. i was wandering about the hidden path when i stumbled into the castle and this mob just killed me in two slashes. (not surprising 'cos it probably was at a level much higher than me too). so i asked for a cr on newbie channel...and apparently i can't go back into the area 'cos i'll get killed again...so somehow or another, Sarlock helped me:) *beam*
ah wellz.
had a not so nice dream again yesterday. oh it started out nicely...showing scenes of nanyangals shopping for christmas stuff about in one shopping centre (goodness knows why)...i remembered exchanging something for a bag as well. hehe:)...to shorten everything, in the dream, after a friend and i got out of the shopping centre, and walked for a while, we heard an explosion. turning back, we saw that it came from the shopping centre and the whole place just collapsed. last thing i remember was thinking about how there're still people inside the shopping centre and they'll be injured.
i dun particularly like the idea of having not-so-nice-dreams...hopefully they'll return to nice normal dreams:) happy dreams:) dreams that i've been having for the past goodness knows how many hundred years.
You are affected by the following:
Spell: change sex for 2 hours
Spell: bless for 103 hours
Spell: armor for 80 hours
crappified nonsense. i levelled. i was at a nice and innocent level 3 (except that jits spoilt my description) until i accidentally levelled today...without realising that i had noexp off.
it is relatively depressing.
oooh. till now i have personally talked to a total of two IMMs.
the first talk came as a frightful accident. i was happily killing off mobs in mudschool when vilgan summoned me into his IMM home and told me not to clear out mudschool...'cos other newbies would want to kill the mobs too. ah wellz. and he followed me around the whole time without me knowing about it.
second time was to sarlock. who very nicely helped me retrieve my corpse from castle vlad-shamir...which is at least 45 levels above me. i was wandering about the hidden path when i stumbled into the castle and this mob just killed me in two slashes. (not surprising 'cos it probably was at a level much higher than me too). so i asked for a cr on newbie channel...and apparently i can't go back into the area 'cos i'll get killed again...so somehow or another, Sarlock helped me:) *beam*
ah wellz.
had a not so nice dream again yesterday. oh it started out nicely...showing scenes of nanyangals shopping for christmas stuff about in one shopping centre (goodness knows why)...i remembered exchanging something for a bag as well. hehe:)...to shorten everything, in the dream, after a friend and i got out of the shopping centre, and walked for a while, we heard an explosion. turning back, we saw that it came from the shopping centre and the whole place just collapsed. last thing i remember was thinking about how there're still people inside the shopping centre and they'll be injured.
i dun particularly like the idea of having not-so-nice-dreams...hopefully they'll return to nice normal dreams:) happy dreams:) dreams that i've been having for the past goodness knows how many hundred years.
Tuesday, December 17, 2002
i could only remember one image from my dream last night..
the scene of a decaying baby waving its arms and legs about, until the flesh is gone and all that is left is not a skeleton of the baby, but a clay mould. the shape of the baby...just like a piece of clay, waiting for glass eyes to be put in, the nose to be pinched and defined and all the fingers and toes to be drawn in.
could be the after-effects of reading too many sci-fi stories these days... i'm finally reading the whole pile of Asimov books waiting for me. 'breathmoss' was particularly interesting, and touched deep.
the scene of a decaying baby waving its arms and legs about, until the flesh is gone and all that is left is not a skeleton of the baby, but a clay mould. the shape of the baby...just like a piece of clay, waiting for glass eyes to be put in, the nose to be pinched and defined and all the fingers and toes to be drawn in.
could be the after-effects of reading too many sci-fi stories these days... i'm finally reading the whole pile of Asimov books waiting for me. 'breathmoss' was particularly interesting, and touched deep.
Monday, December 16, 2002
-There is much power in a single touch, and sometimes much sorrow in the lack of it-
hmz. we went to the beach.
rode on the aqua bike:) *grInz* the aqua bike was fun...but terrible expensive:) *heh* it was nice knowing that u're on the water...moving on the water actually:) we had relatively turbulent waves at one point of time though...
oh gosh. i dun really have much to say... wanna have your own experience? go to siloso beach and find out:)
went to weez's house to play playstation.
ah wellz. i have a lot to say. just that i don't know how to express myself once more. too many things clog up my brain...*heh*
something happy to note though:) vivien smsed back to say that she saw our (our being qing and me)'s decoration and she said the deco's really nice...and she thanked us for being so motivated...hahaha:) *cheerz*
oh gosh. my net suddenly went so fast it amuses me...instead of the normal 3. something kb/s it's supposed to have...it jumped to 5. something kb. goodness. downloading 'die another day' by madonna. hahaha. got a bit hooked on it this morning when i listened to it...strange how a song suddenly pops out at you after so long.
-For every sin, I'll have to pay
I've come to work, I've come to play
I think I'll find another way
It's not my time to go-
hmz. we went to the beach.
rode on the aqua bike:) *grInz* the aqua bike was fun...but terrible expensive:) *heh* it was nice knowing that u're on the water...moving on the water actually:) we had relatively turbulent waves at one point of time though...
oh gosh. i dun really have much to say... wanna have your own experience? go to siloso beach and find out:)
went to weez's house to play playstation.
ah wellz. i have a lot to say. just that i don't know how to express myself once more. too many things clog up my brain...*heh*
something happy to note though:) vivien smsed back to say that she saw our (our being qing and me)'s decoration and she said the deco's really nice...and she thanked us for being so motivated...hahaha:) *cheerz*
oh gosh. my net suddenly went so fast it amuses me...instead of the normal 3. something kb/s it's supposed to have...it jumped to 5. something kb. goodness. downloading 'die another day' by madonna. hahaha. got a bit hooked on it this morning when i listened to it...strange how a song suddenly pops out at you after so long.
-For every sin, I'll have to pay
I've come to work, I've come to play
I think I'll find another way
It's not my time to go-
Sunday, December 15, 2002
i'm sleepy. not used to getting up at 7am now that i've been getting up at 9 ++. ah wellz.
have to go early to aunt's house. cousin's wedding:) *grInz* we're going there to receive the groom. hahaha:) groom's going to be there early. like 8+... ah wellz. mum said that groom's afraid of not marrying my cousin. hehee:)
had a not-so-pleasant dream last night...consisted of two entire different segments. hehe:) first part consisted of me, qingz, jitsy and isobel going to some studio or something and actually two famous people. *beamz* two korean stars. hahaha:) then we went out the studio and i was spouting some stuff about...think i was feeling melancholy in my dream or something. and qingz was asking me stuff too. then we sat on a bus to the interchange. and that's all that i can remember.
now that i think of it...it seems to be a sequel to this mrt dream that i had a few days ago. how fun.
the second part of dream was plain mean. i dreamt that i was being pursued by people...to be killed or something. (note: throughout the whole dream, i still didn't run. ah wellz.) the first section showed me being tortured by the people (*boggle*) and i managed to run away...and my whole family was trying to save me or something. dad was driving me away from all the people chasing after me...and we didn't know where to go, so we crashed into this departmental store where they had this life big enough to contain vehicles (*cough*?) but people started to press on the lift and coming in... and we wanted to close the lift but they insisted. so we had to allow all the people to come in...and there were a lot of packages as well. anywayz, when we reached the fifth storey, the people chasing us actually peered in to see, but we were covered by all the people around...and when they asked 'anyone called xinying here?', my mum spoke up and said 'no', ah wellz.
when we reached the first storey, i remembered telling my dad that the police station is most probably the safest place for me to be in...and he tried to drive me to the police station, going against the traffic. but he couldn't reach fast enough...and so i dropped at this place with two shops...one of which is a gift shop which i went to before. 'cos i was thinking, they can't possibly grab me in front of other people. hehehe.
anywayz, in the gift shop, i remembered mustering up my courage to ask this person the name...always wanted to ask...but ah wellz. and told the person my situation and asked to get escorted to the police station. think that's when my dream ended...'cos the stupid alarm starting sounding.
ah wellz. still a not-so-pleasant dream.
have to go early to aunt's house. cousin's wedding:) *grInz* we're going there to receive the groom. hahaha:) groom's going to be there early. like 8+... ah wellz. mum said that groom's afraid of not marrying my cousin. hehee:)
had a not-so-pleasant dream last night...consisted of two entire different segments. hehe:) first part consisted of me, qingz, jitsy and isobel going to some studio or something and actually two famous people. *beamz* two korean stars. hahaha:) then we went out the studio and i was spouting some stuff about...think i was feeling melancholy in my dream or something. and qingz was asking me stuff too. then we sat on a bus to the interchange. and that's all that i can remember.
now that i think of it...it seems to be a sequel to this mrt dream that i had a few days ago. how fun.
the second part of dream was plain mean. i dreamt that i was being pursued by people...to be killed or something. (note: throughout the whole dream, i still didn't run. ah wellz.) the first section showed me being tortured by the people (*boggle*) and i managed to run away...and my whole family was trying to save me or something. dad was driving me away from all the people chasing after me...and we didn't know where to go, so we crashed into this departmental store where they had this life big enough to contain vehicles (*cough*?) but people started to press on the lift and coming in... and we wanted to close the lift but they insisted. so we had to allow all the people to come in...and there were a lot of packages as well. anywayz, when we reached the fifth storey, the people chasing us actually peered in to see, but we were covered by all the people around...and when they asked 'anyone called xinying here?', my mum spoke up and said 'no', ah wellz.
when we reached the first storey, i remembered telling my dad that the police station is most probably the safest place for me to be in...and he tried to drive me to the police station, going against the traffic. but he couldn't reach fast enough...and so i dropped at this place with two shops...one of which is a gift shop which i went to before. 'cos i was thinking, they can't possibly grab me in front of other people. hehehe.
anywayz, in the gift shop, i remembered mustering up my courage to ask this person the name...always wanted to ask...but ah wellz. and told the person my situation and asked to get escorted to the police station. think that's when my dream ended...'cos the stupid alarm starting sounding.
ah wellz. still a not-so-pleasant dream.
Saturday, December 14, 2002
(part 1)
we had a very interesting 'sight-seeing' session this afternoon during our shift for the salvation army:)
first person we saw was Lisa...who we didn't expect at all. *heh* and then we saw janice (former debater of nanyang) and jinin (sec 3 junior)...and i saw suat ying, my former classmate:) hahaha:) and we saw lots and lots of little children...*beamz* people are more generous today too...there were quite a few 10 dollar notes.
but the highlight of the day came at 3 something. the reason why we stayed till then was 'cos the girl's friend who's taking over the next shift is late or something...girl's rather friendly:) her name's wai ying:)
before i go onto the highlight, let me point out another person whom we saw...and conversed with. actually she came up to us to donate some coins...then she went on to tell her life story. (summarized version)
how she used to be a mental patient...and now she's cured...but her job's not good...and they actually want to fire her ...how she lost all her pride being a toilet cleaner (she's actually quite young) and how her mum remarried and she doesn't have a place to stay in...then something about her mum always saying that she's lazy. ah wellz. poor thing though. salvation army apparently helped her in getting a home and all that...
we had a very interesting 'sight-seeing' session this afternoon during our shift for the salvation army:)
first person we saw was Lisa...who we didn't expect at all. *heh* and then we saw janice (former debater of nanyang) and jinin (sec 3 junior)...and i saw suat ying, my former classmate:) hahaha:) and we saw lots and lots of little children...*beamz* people are more generous today too...there were quite a few 10 dollar notes.
but the highlight of the day came at 3 something. the reason why we stayed till then was 'cos the girl's friend who's taking over the next shift is late or something...girl's rather friendly:) her name's wai ying:)
before i go onto the highlight, let me point out another person whom we saw...and conversed with. actually she came up to us to donate some coins...then she went on to tell her life story. (summarized version)
how she used to be a mental patient...and now she's cured...but her job's not good...and they actually want to fire her ...how she lost all her pride being a toilet cleaner (she's actually quite young) and how her mum remarried and she doesn't have a place to stay in...then something about her mum always saying that she's lazy. ah wellz. poor thing though. salvation army apparently helped her in getting a home and all that...
(part 2)
anywayz, we were listening to this person...and then she went off, and i looked at qingz and saw this glazed look on her face...and i asked her 'why do you look so dazed?'.
her reply came as 'i just saw miss universe 2000'. or something similar.
hahaha:) yepz, that's the highlight...i kinda exclaimed and turned around and perhaps eunice olsen (miss singapore universe 2000) heard me exclaim, 'cos she turned around too:) and she actually walked back...with this guy by her side (ho-hummm...) and asked us 'are you selling something?'
and of course we said no and explained that we're giving out the calenders to people who donate to us:) *grInz*
and of course she donated:) the guy too:):):)
and in case anyone doesn't know who miss singapore universe 2000 is...she's the co-host of 'wheel of fortune' with bernard lim:)
she's really tall! and prettier in real person than on tv:) the guy with her looked really good too. hahaha:)
ah wellz. those are the good moments. the bad moments' that for the whole 3 and a half hours, we were waiting for friends whom we had arranged to come support us....and NOBODY turned up. so sad.
anywayz, we were listening to this person...and then she went off, and i looked at qingz and saw this glazed look on her face...and i asked her 'why do you look so dazed?'.
her reply came as 'i just saw miss universe 2000'. or something similar.
hahaha:) yepz, that's the highlight...i kinda exclaimed and turned around and perhaps eunice olsen (miss singapore universe 2000) heard me exclaim, 'cos she turned around too:) and she actually walked back...with this guy by her side (ho-hummm...) and asked us 'are you selling something?'
and of course we said no and explained that we're giving out the calenders to people who donate to us:) *grInz*
and of course she donated:) the guy too:):):)
and in case anyone doesn't know who miss singapore universe 2000 is...she's the co-host of 'wheel of fortune' with bernard lim:)
she's really tall! and prettier in real person than on tv:) the guy with her looked really good too. hahaha:)
ah wellz. those are the good moments. the bad moments' that for the whole 3 and a half hours, we were waiting for friends whom we had arranged to come support us....and NOBODY turned up. so sad.
Friday, December 13, 2002
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-with the magic in his eyes
checking every girl in sight
grooving like he does the mambo-
i'm still unable to memorize the whole of the ketchup song. ah wellz. nvm about it:) at least the chorus is in my head.
i forgot to mention that we saw my senior yesterday too:) *grInz* wee teng...she started to promote njc...and canoeing once more. said something about they have a lack of females...and that if i go in she'll take care of me. hahaha:) people going to njc...go join canoeing (?) and look for my senior.
nothing to blog about. nothing to think about. nothing to talk about. my life's at a stand-still.
checking every girl in sight
grooving like he does the mambo-
i'm still unable to memorize the whole of the ketchup song. ah wellz. nvm about it:) at least the chorus is in my head.
i forgot to mention that we saw my senior yesterday too:) *grInz* wee teng...she started to promote njc...and canoeing once more. said something about they have a lack of females...and that if i go in she'll take care of me. hahaha:) people going to njc...go join canoeing (?) and look for my senior.
nothing to blog about. nothing to think about. nothing to talk about. my life's at a stand-still.
Thursday, December 12, 2002
eekz. i used to many smses today too. by the looks of it, i'll finish my 400 smses before the end of this month. how nonsense.
ah wellz. before i start...anyone know of anyone with a newborn at about 1-2 months old? want him to go on tv? a scene with zoe tay will allow the newborn to earn $100:) tell me within these two days...that means by 14th december. thankew.
yesyesyes. today. today has been crazy. we went for the sushi buffet...and ate so much i nearly vomitted. thankz to all those laughing...'cos when ur stomach's bloated, then u laugh, then ur stomach muscles squeeze against the food, and the food starts to go the wrong way:) *grInz*
after the buffet, we went to the arcade. hahaha. ah wellz. didn't really have much time in there 'cos qingz and i had to zoom off to somerset for the volunteering thingie.
basically we just sat there the whole time smiling at people around and ringing the bell. hahaha. some irritating guy who was selling wands came up to us and wanted to buy the bell. *boggle* i lent him mine for a while and he shook so hard the stupid thing fell apart. luckily i managed to get it back. got him to donate though.
guan zhen was VERY kind. *hehe* she dropped by somerset just to see us:) *grInz* and she stayed with us till 7pm...ringing the bell and saying thanks, merry christmas or have a nice day to the people who donated:):):)
and the station manager of somerset actually came up and talked to us...chatted with us about how some lady had to book the space to collect donations...his working hours...*heh* really friendly guy:)
and we saw lots and lots of little kids. *grInz* who waved back at us when we waved to them. hahaha:)
qingz and i decided to bring some stuff there to decorate the donation box next time. *grInz*:):):):):)
ah wellz. before i start...anyone know of anyone with a newborn at about 1-2 months old? want him to go on tv? a scene with zoe tay will allow the newborn to earn $100:) tell me within these two days...that means by 14th december. thankew.
yesyesyes. today. today has been crazy. we went for the sushi buffet...and ate so much i nearly vomitted. thankz to all those laughing...'cos when ur stomach's bloated, then u laugh, then ur stomach muscles squeeze against the food, and the food starts to go the wrong way:) *grInz*
after the buffet, we went to the arcade. hahaha. ah wellz. didn't really have much time in there 'cos qingz and i had to zoom off to somerset for the volunteering thingie.
basically we just sat there the whole time smiling at people around and ringing the bell. hahaha. some irritating guy who was selling wands came up to us and wanted to buy the bell. *boggle* i lent him mine for a while and he shook so hard the stupid thing fell apart. luckily i managed to get it back. got him to donate though.
guan zhen was VERY kind. *hehe* she dropped by somerset just to see us:) *grInz* and she stayed with us till 7pm...ringing the bell and saying thanks, merry christmas or have a nice day to the people who donated:):):)
and the station manager of somerset actually came up and talked to us...chatted with us about how some lady had to book the space to collect donations...his working hours...*heh* really friendly guy:)
and we saw lots and lots of little kids. *grInz* who waved back at us when we waved to them. hahaha:)
qingz and i decided to bring some stuff there to decorate the donation box next time. *grInz*:):):):):)
*heh* i think i used a tad too many smses yesterday... ah wellz. i hope i don't exceed. on the other hand, the number of minutes used are little in comparison to the stupid smses (alliteration!)
had a hard time trying to waste the battery. i had to switch on the radio and play games at the same time. even so i didn't sleep till 2.45am or something similar. ah wellz. nevermind about it:)
oooh-da. qingz and me volunteered to help the salvation army in their collection of donations:) *beamz* we're going to be in the last shift for today and the second shift for saturday, at somerset:):):) it's really nothing much. u just sit there and try to attract people's attention to donate. i think. hehehe. and thank them when they do. ah wellz. actually u just have to look after the donation thingie...'cos people may steal the money:)
escapades. i like the word escapades these days.
wedding dinner yesterday night was awesome. help at the grand copthorne hotel or something similar i can't really remember the name, anywayz, yes, it was a huge reception. lotsa people. and half of the people probably don't even know the bride and bridegroom. heh. food was nice. in abundance though. and they threw all the extra food away. *sigh* what a waste of good food. the people at my table started discussing about what's the type of bean in dish four. 'cos none of us can exactly figure in out...
had a hard time trying to waste the battery. i had to switch on the radio and play games at the same time. even so i didn't sleep till 2.45am or something similar. ah wellz. nevermind about it:)
oooh-da. qingz and me volunteered to help the salvation army in their collection of donations:) *beamz* we're going to be in the last shift for today and the second shift for saturday, at somerset:):):) it's really nothing much. u just sit there and try to attract people's attention to donate. i think. hehehe. and thank them when they do. ah wellz. actually u just have to look after the donation thingie...'cos people may steal the money:)
escapades. i like the word escapades these days.
wedding dinner yesterday night was awesome. help at the grand copthorne hotel or something similar i can't really remember the name, anywayz, yes, it was a huge reception. lotsa people. and half of the people probably don't even know the bride and bridegroom. heh. food was nice. in abundance though. and they threw all the extra food away. *sigh* what a waste of good food. the people at my table started discussing about what's the type of bean in dish four. 'cos none of us can exactly figure in out...
Tuesday, December 10, 2002
ooooooooh. i feel positively tired:) *grInz* from ice-skating...but now i'm broke. so sad. ah wellz. at least i managed to keep my hands off the side of the rink for almost the entire time (the only time was the few rounds to warm-up)...getting better i guess:) *beamz* ah wellz...now to work on the speed. everyone was faster than me!! *heh*
and i got my phone! yeah ah wellz. someone send me a mms. *beambeambeam* ah wellz:) too bad it can't take pictures...but the taking of pictures phone is so...bulky in comparison with the normal phone:)
oh gosh. i feel busy...will be going out everyday till next monday or something. ah.
and i got my phone! yeah ah wellz. someone send me a mms. *beambeambeam* ah wellz:) too bad it can't take pictures...but the taking of pictures phone is so...bulky in comparison with the normal phone:)
oh gosh. i feel busy...will be going out everyday till next monday or something. ah.
Monday, December 09, 2002
oh. i forgot to mention. i watched the live broadcast of Miss World 2002 on saturday night on channel i. *grInz*
pretty people. but it's rather obvious miss turkey would win. 'cos the judges had already made their decisions on the first round...when they awarded her with the best costume. she has the confidence and poise to carry it through..and the costume sorta brought out the beauty in her. *beamz* singapore didn't even get into the semi-finals. eekz.
ah wellz. anywayz, they had bbmak to perform live there. hahaa. and this italian guy called shiane or shyane or goodness knows how u spell his name. his music is really cool though:)
pretty people. but it's rather obvious miss turkey would win. 'cos the judges had already made their decisions on the first round...when they awarded her with the best costume. she has the confidence and poise to carry it through..and the costume sorta brought out the beauty in her. *beamz* singapore didn't even get into the semi-finals. eekz.
ah wellz. anywayz, they had bbmak to perform live there. hahaa. and this italian guy called shiane or shyane or goodness knows how u spell his name. his music is really cool though:)
-it's been a long time...-
*grInz* i've been terribly busy. busy with quite fun stuff. shopping is fun, if u get my drift.
oh gosh, haven't updated for four days. can't really remember anything to talk about. ah wellz.
ehz well. miss phua wants the previous 6A people to go back to poi ching and sign on a brick...'cos the school's officially moving, so they're going to move the brick to the new campus to signify our batch or something. *hahaha* and yvonne's organising a gathering... we wanted hui shan and yonglai to organise it at first, but since these two have poofed to goodness knows where, yvonne's organising it herself. it may just end up as another bbq at east coast. wonder if it'll be the same pit. *boggles*
oooh yeah. here's a pun-y(pun intended. puny/pun-y yeah??) joke:
One day two strings walk into a bar. The first string orders, but the bartender throws him out, yelling "I don't serve strings in this bar!" The other string tries to look tougher and bigger by twisting and puffing up, then marches up to the bar, and orders a drink. The bartender shouts, "Didn't you hear what I told your buddy?"
"Yeah." The string says.
"Well, aren't you a string?" the bartender asks.
The string says, "No, I'm a frayed knot." (afraid not. *gringringrin* geddit?)
ah wellz. i bought a cross-stitch kit. turns out that the completed thing will be as small as the picture in front. so sad.
*grInz* i've been terribly busy. busy with quite fun stuff. shopping is fun, if u get my drift.
oh gosh, haven't updated for four days. can't really remember anything to talk about. ah wellz.
ehz well. miss phua wants the previous 6A people to go back to poi ching and sign on a brick...'cos the school's officially moving, so they're going to move the brick to the new campus to signify our batch or something. *hahaha* and yvonne's organising a gathering... we wanted hui shan and yonglai to organise it at first, but since these two have poofed to goodness knows where, yvonne's organising it herself. it may just end up as another bbq at east coast. wonder if it'll be the same pit. *boggles*
oooh yeah. here's a pun-y(pun intended. puny/pun-y yeah??) joke:
One day two strings walk into a bar. The first string orders, but the bartender throws him out, yelling "I don't serve strings in this bar!" The other string tries to look tougher and bigger by twisting and puffing up, then marches up to the bar, and orders a drink. The bartender shouts, "Didn't you hear what I told your buddy?"
"Yeah." The string says.
"Well, aren't you a string?" the bartender asks.
The string says, "No, I'm a frayed knot." (afraid not. *gringringrin* geddit?)
ah wellz. i bought a cross-stitch kit. turns out that the completed thing will be as small as the picture in front. so sad.
Thursday, December 05, 2002
Come get your fortune read!
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Take the What Color Dragon Should You Ride? Quiz
Made By:
myway and teza
hahaha. first was this. second's brown.
Take the What Color Dragon Should You Ride? Quiz
Made By:
myway and teza
you're parents were lucky with you. you're sweet.
innocent. helpful. and cute.
what kind of child were you?
(brought you by april)
me? sweet? ehz. hmmz.
went to huiyuan's house today:)
nice house, nice room, nice brother, nice mother, nice food, nice scenary.
too far away though.
played badminton. jits' good at it:)
my right hand has no energy to type all these out. *heh*
oh yeah! we played mahjong too:) *beamz* huiyuan's brother won the most chips though. sadness.
and we had jenga. with a dare for the person who knocks it down. huiyuan the lucky chap (chapess) managed to escape without doing any dares. but then we only had three games. ah wellz.
her mum cooks nice food:) we had delicious fish and chips.
nice house, nice room, nice brother, nice mother, nice food, nice scenary.
too far away though.
played badminton. jits' good at it:)
my right hand has no energy to type all these out. *heh*
oh yeah! we played mahjong too:) *beamz* huiyuan's brother won the most chips though. sadness.
and we had jenga. with a dare for the person who knocks it down. huiyuan the lucky chap (chapess) managed to escape without doing any dares. but then we only had three games. ah wellz.
her mum cooks nice food:) we had delicious fish and chips.
yeah i forgot to mention.
finished reading 'the ransom of mercy carter' by caroline b cooney. (what can i say? i finished all of her books. *grInz*:)
it was based on a true story. truely amazing, relatively interesting. it's about this girl called mercy carter who was living at the border of where the french and the english and fighting against each other. the red indians are the french's alies...and one day these red indians came to their village and salvaged their village. they're originally viewed as savages by all of the english.
after the salvage, the red indians killed some people, scalped some (scalping. ehz. using a knife to dig away the whole section of hair at the back of ur skull? with the skin and flesh and what nots. yeah. scalping. sounds horrendous. truely brutal), and marched 100 over children and adults for 400 miles all the way to france. or something similar.
anywayz, it comes to a turn when the mercy realised that the indians aren't too bad afterall, and that she grew to their ways, and respected them. the indian who found them at the village was surprisingly nice for a red indian...and he was kind to mercy all the way thoughout the march to france. he even gave mercy the indian name of monnonock which means lonely star. there was a nice meaning to why he called her lonely star. read it yourself.
throughout the story, mercy had to remind herself of her own identity, that she's a puritan (*cough*. setting. 1700s) and of her 'english' family. she had to grapple with the internal turmoil within herself when in a new place, whereby the people are catholic. and she's living on the grounds of her family's enemies. according to them, catholics are evil and will go to hell or something. ah wellz.
anywayz, she grew to respect them. it's quite touching the way the red indians came to accept her, even with the red indian who found her calling her 'daughter'. and in the end, she actually forgoed ransom. (ransom being the people in her original country paying for her return) and stayed as with the red indians. marrying one in the end.
yeah.
everything based on a true event.
caroline b cooney said in the last page
'i believe Mercy chose to stay in Kahnawake because of love'.
i think i agree with her.
finished reading 'the ransom of mercy carter' by caroline b cooney. (what can i say? i finished all of her books. *grInz*:)
it was based on a true story. truely amazing, relatively interesting. it's about this girl called mercy carter who was living at the border of where the french and the english and fighting against each other. the red indians are the french's alies...and one day these red indians came to their village and salvaged their village. they're originally viewed as savages by all of the english.
after the salvage, the red indians killed some people, scalped some (scalping. ehz. using a knife to dig away the whole section of hair at the back of ur skull? with the skin and flesh and what nots. yeah. scalping. sounds horrendous. truely brutal), and marched 100 over children and adults for 400 miles all the way to france. or something similar.
anywayz, it comes to a turn when the mercy realised that the indians aren't too bad afterall, and that she grew to their ways, and respected them. the indian who found them at the village was surprisingly nice for a red indian...and he was kind to mercy all the way thoughout the march to france. he even gave mercy the indian name of monnonock which means lonely star. there was a nice meaning to why he called her lonely star. read it yourself.
throughout the story, mercy had to remind herself of her own identity, that she's a puritan (*cough*. setting. 1700s) and of her 'english' family. she had to grapple with the internal turmoil within herself when in a new place, whereby the people are catholic. and she's living on the grounds of her family's enemies. according to them, catholics are evil and will go to hell or something. ah wellz.
anywayz, she grew to respect them. it's quite touching the way the red indians came to accept her, even with the red indian who found her calling her 'daughter'. and in the end, she actually forgoed ransom. (ransom being the people in her original country paying for her return) and stayed as with the red indians. marrying one in the end.
yeah.
everything based on a true event.
caroline b cooney said in the last page
'i believe Mercy chose to stay in Kahnawake because of love'.
i think i agree with her.
oooh.
finished downloading 'i thought she knew'. first acapella i truely fell in love with. very nice:):):)
or maybe that's 'cos i don't usually come in contact with acapellas. hehehe:)
going to huiyuan's house later:) 'cos jitsy's bored and i'm bored and huiyuan's a mild bored and poor huiyuan now has to offer her house for two bored people to become unbored, which i think is rather unlikely:) *grInz*:)
finished downloading 'i thought she knew'. first acapella i truely fell in love with. very nice:):):)
or maybe that's 'cos i don't usually come in contact with acapellas. hehehe:)
going to huiyuan's house later:) 'cos jitsy's bored and i'm bored and huiyuan's a mild bored and poor huiyuan now has to offer her house for two bored people to become unbored, which i think is rather unlikely:) *grInz*:)
Wednesday, December 04, 2002
isobel's dream does sound like a fairy tale story. ah wellz.
aardwolf cheers me up:) *beamz* i'm 200 k richer 'cos of the v1 aardscrabble tile i've got from killing a mob. *lol* and then i had a trivia bonus mob. then global quest came on:) maybe the heavens above took pity on me. *heh*
-it makes me purified-
aardwolf cheers me up:) *beamz* i'm 200 k richer 'cos of the v1 aardscrabble tile i've got from killing a mob. *lol* and then i had a trivia bonus mob. then global quest came on:) maybe the heavens above took pity on me. *heh*
-it makes me purified-
another innocent girl suffers 'cos of prejudice from family and society.
she slit her wrists too.
and her mum complained that she made a bloody mess on the carpet. what the hell.
people just don't seem to realise that the world is harder on homosexual or bisexual people.
especially when u're in singapore. hello! there're still like more than 3/4 of the population out there shunning these people.
and it's not as if they chose it. CHOSE IT MY FOOT. would you choose a hard path voluntarily?
i despise people with such blind spots. who don't see how we're all the same. everyone in the world.
she slit her wrists too.
and her mum complained that she made a bloody mess on the carpet. what the hell.
people just don't seem to realise that the world is harder on homosexual or bisexual people.
especially when u're in singapore. hello! there're still like more than 3/4 of the population out there shunning these people.
and it's not as if they chose it. CHOSE IT MY FOOT. would you choose a hard path voluntarily?
i despise people with such blind spots. who don't see how we're all the same. everyone in the world.
-somehow somewhere i've got to choose
no matter if it's win or lose-
couldn't sleep last night...went to bed at 12.45am after reading ...then kept tossing and turning... and more tossing and turning. the time that i finally fell asleep was sometime after my dad's alarm rang (at 4am) . *growls* and i faintly remember that ej's waking up at 4+. how fun.
i was just thinking...it's easy to have crushes and all that. and fantasize about stuff (clean thoughts *cough*) and yearn for the person, hoping that by chance, the person will like you back or something. it's another thing to actually get into a relationship, to actually find out that the person u had a crush on likes u afterall. the thought is scary. 'cos you don't know what to do. there's no like 'guide for what to do in a relationship'...u have no preparation for what's coming...it's a whole new territory. kinda like one being lost in a marshland.
and i do wish people won't joke about such stuff. it'll make the already confusing world much simpler:)
-you don't know 'cos things ain't clear-
no matter if it's win or lose-
couldn't sleep last night...went to bed at 12.45am after reading ...then kept tossing and turning... and more tossing and turning. the time that i finally fell asleep was sometime after my dad's alarm rang (at 4am) . *growls* and i faintly remember that ej's waking up at 4+. how fun.
i was just thinking...it's easy to have crushes and all that. and fantasize about stuff (clean thoughts *cough*) and yearn for the person, hoping that by chance, the person will like you back or something. it's another thing to actually get into a relationship, to actually find out that the person u had a crush on likes u afterall. the thought is scary. 'cos you don't know what to do. there's no like 'guide for what to do in a relationship'...u have no preparation for what's coming...it's a whole new territory. kinda like one being lost in a marshland.
and i do wish people won't joke about such stuff. it'll make the already confusing world much simpler:)
-you don't know 'cos things ain't clear-
Tuesday, December 03, 2002
ahz. so sad. it says publishing is temporarily unavailable.
ah wellz. i wanted to say hi linda! but i guess she won't see it now anyway:) *grInz*
went to the library today with nina...met jits for lunch. she decided to go home anyway. *bonkz jitsy*
read a couple of really nonsensical books. for goodness sake, how sensible can the books get with titles like "mates, dates and inflatable bras", or "mates, dates and sleepovers"? ah wellz. at least it was really amusing:) *lol* something i got from the book:
Confucious says: Man with no garden looks forlorn. (for lawn, geddit?)
read a nice book titled "What child is this" by Caroline B. Cooney. quite sad. quite happy. full of christmas cheer and spirit. good humour and innocent thoughts. it kinda swayed my beliefs once again though. things to grapple with. i'm putting those aside for a while.
just finished another nice book:) 'things not seen' by Andrew Clements. seriously speaking, i borrowed the book 'cos the front cover looks nice. turns out to be a really soul-catching book as wellz:) innocent thoughts once more. brings out stuff rather plainly though. the whole idea reminds me of something so beautiful and fragile. something that u can gently touch and the touch will be smooth and soft. like baby's skin. a harder pressure would cause it to burst though:)
ah wellz. i wanted to say hi linda! but i guess she won't see it now anyway:) *grInz*
went to the library today with nina...met jits for lunch. she decided to go home anyway. *bonkz jitsy*
read a couple of really nonsensical books. for goodness sake, how sensible can the books get with titles like "mates, dates and inflatable bras", or "mates, dates and sleepovers"? ah wellz. at least it was really amusing:) *lol* something i got from the book:
Confucious says: Man with no garden looks forlorn. (for lawn, geddit?)
read a nice book titled "What child is this" by Caroline B. Cooney. quite sad. quite happy. full of christmas cheer and spirit. good humour and innocent thoughts. it kinda swayed my beliefs once again though. things to grapple with. i'm putting those aside for a while.
just finished another nice book:) 'things not seen' by Andrew Clements. seriously speaking, i borrowed the book 'cos the front cover looks nice. turns out to be a really soul-catching book as wellz:) innocent thoughts once more. brings out stuff rather plainly though. the whole idea reminds me of something so beautiful and fragile. something that u can gently touch and the touch will be smooth and soft. like baby's skin. a harder pressure would cause it to burst though:)
i have the feeling i should be cleaning up my hotmail inbox one day...*heh* the read e-mails staying in there use up 57% of the entire 2.0 mb space. ah wellz:)
OOH. yy's on late. and linda. and kevin. and zhuang hui. and four of my old classmates. no wonder i never see them online in the morning. or maybe i come on too late in the morning. it is now. 12.56am. tuesday morning *grInz*
went shopping! bought shorts i would NEVER have bought if i'm with my mum. my money flew away. in the end my mum the former seamstress happily told me she can buy the material and make shorts for me. *boggles* nevermind. and IKEA was a great place to be in. wonderful place:) *hahaha* though i did only recognise the place as the place where i once ate dinner with weezi's family 'cos it's after research for CHAOS or something similar, at the check-out counter. *hehe*
-the lessons that u taught me
i learnt were never true-
ooh. the stupid ketchup song is playing. must admit it's quite catchy though:) it doesn't get onto ur mind if u only listen to it on radio...but after having it played at grad night. *coughcough* it hooked my like a child to a candy:) *lol*
OOH. yy's on late. and linda. and kevin. and zhuang hui. and four of my old classmates. no wonder i never see them online in the morning. or maybe i come on too late in the morning. it is now. 12.56am. tuesday morning *grInz*
went shopping! bought shorts i would NEVER have bought if i'm with my mum. my money flew away. in the end my mum the former seamstress happily told me she can buy the material and make shorts for me. *boggles* nevermind. and IKEA was a great place to be in. wonderful place:) *hahaha* though i did only recognise the place as the place where i once ate dinner with weezi's family 'cos it's after research for CHAOS or something similar, at the check-out counter. *hehe*
-the lessons that u taught me
i learnt were never true-
ooh. the stupid ketchup song is playing. must admit it's quite catchy though:) it doesn't get onto ur mind if u only listen to it on radio...but after having it played at grad night. *coughcough* it hooked my like a child to a candy:) *lol*
Sunday, December 01, 2002
| I am the Charmer Charm is seduction without sex. Charmers are consummate manipulators, masking their cleverness by creating a mood of pleasure and comfort. Their method is simple; they deflect attention from themselves and focus it on their target. They understand your spirit, feel your pain, adapt to your moods. In the presence of a Charmer you feel better about yourself. Learn to cast the Charmer's spell by aiming at people's primary weaknesses: vanity and self-esteem. Symbol: The Mirror. Your spirit holds a mirror up to others. When they see you they see themselves: their values, their tastes, even their flaws. Their lifelong love affair with their own image is comfortable and hypnotic; so feed it. No one ever sees what is behind the mirror. |
What Type of Seducer are You?
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-now i'm watching wrestling
trying to be a tough guy
listening to rap metal
turn tables in my eyes-
downloading icq again...'cos the 2002a version still doesn't seem to work...and i thought: it's time to change to a new version anyway. so i'm downloading the 2003a version. hahhaa:)
the last episode of 'ambulance' was quite interesting:) every time after the show, they'll have a help file on some kind of illness and what-nots...like what to do when the person has an asthma attack, or frost bite, or food poisoning... stuff like that. today, they had a help file for what to do when someone has just fallen out of love. *hahaha* surprised me rather:)
but it's rather saddening to see it end...was quite a nice show, for a jap drama:) no stupid plots around. ah wellz.
oh yeah. i forgot to mention...my hurting middle toes for both feet bled. yesterday night and today morning for the left middle toe and the right middle toe consecutively. it was a plasma sort of bleeding, little red substance, very watery. more plasma than red blood cells. my poor toes. i bet it was 'cos of shopping around in new boots on wednesday. ah wellz:)
one good thing though, they no longer looked bruisy. and dun hurt anymore. *grInz*
trying to be a tough guy
listening to rap metal
turn tables in my eyes-
downloading icq again...'cos the 2002a version still doesn't seem to work...and i thought: it's time to change to a new version anyway. so i'm downloading the 2003a version. hahhaa:)
the last episode of 'ambulance' was quite interesting:) every time after the show, they'll have a help file on some kind of illness and what-nots...like what to do when the person has an asthma attack, or frost bite, or food poisoning... stuff like that. today, they had a help file for what to do when someone has just fallen out of love. *hahaha* surprised me rather:)
but it's rather saddening to see it end...was quite a nice show, for a jap drama:) no stupid plots around. ah wellz.
oh yeah. i forgot to mention...my hurting middle toes for both feet bled. yesterday night and today morning for the left middle toe and the right middle toe consecutively. it was a plasma sort of bleeding, little red substance, very watery. more plasma than red blood cells. my poor toes. i bet it was 'cos of shopping around in new boots on wednesday. ah wellz:)
one good thing though, they no longer looked bruisy. and dun hurt anymore. *grInz*
ho-humm.
in the end my own downloaded version couldn't work. the stupidity of it all. i've gotta use the version weezi sent to me. ah wellz:) i can play bomberman on my comp now. hahaha:) if u set all 5 players to bombercom, it's quite amusing. they keep having draws...
oooh. i'm so bored at home i wish i have school. hehehe
ah wellz. nevermind about it now. no inspiration. some just went "how come my level 100+ potions all have stars on it arh?" on aard.*boggles*
reread 'bring in the spring' by hannah cole yesterday. never realised noticed the stuff mentioned inside until yesterday. references to down's syndrome and physically disabled children...main character's a girl called sarah who's actually very intelligent, but because of the fact that she can't really control her muscles, she can't really control her movements and speech...thereby causing people to think that she's really stupid...just a baby who makes awful noises or something similar to that...until this teenage volunteer Bel came into her life. ah wellz.
and apparently, sheila's serious about making the tape of weilin. *hahaha* so amusing.
sam suggests another movie outing so that i can pass my autograph book to her. i dunno if i'm going to watch LOTR. ah. the troublesomeness of it all:)
in the end my own downloaded version couldn't work. the stupidity of it all. i've gotta use the version weezi sent to me. ah wellz:) i can play bomberman on my comp now. hahaha:) if u set all 5 players to bombercom, it's quite amusing. they keep having draws...
oooh. i'm so bored at home i wish i have school. hehehe
ah wellz. nevermind about it now. no inspiration. some just went "how come my level 100+ potions all have stars on it arh?" on aard.*boggles*
reread 'bring in the spring' by hannah cole yesterday. never realised noticed the stuff mentioned inside until yesterday. references to down's syndrome and physically disabled children...main character's a girl called sarah who's actually very intelligent, but because of the fact that she can't really control her muscles, she can't really control her movements and speech...thereby causing people to think that she's really stupid...just a baby who makes awful noises or something similar to that...until this teenage volunteer Bel came into her life. ah wellz.
and apparently, sheila's serious about making the tape of weilin. *hahaha* so amusing.
sam suggests another movie outing so that i can pass my autograph book to her. i dunno if i'm going to watch LOTR. ah. the troublesomeness of it all:)
Friday, November 29, 2002
ho-hmmm. i'm back online. why? 'cos i was trying to download bomberman (all thanks to weez...now i'm hooked on it *grInz*)...then it turns out that i CAN'T play bomberman. why? 'cos i need DirectX7.exe and above or something similar...which i've erased from my comp like a few months ago. so now i'm downloading DirectX8.1b.exe which is 11.5mb, and which according to the stupid computer, will take about 30 mins to download. how fun. i shall spend these 30 mins blogging then:) *hahaa*
my heart actually did a double take just now when i went to michelle's old livejournal (goodness knows why she keeps it) and saw a familiar blog address (not mine, that's for sure). 'cos just this afternoon, i was showing qingz and weez the exact same blog. the girl mentioned inside appealed for VJC through the hockey team and got in...and i though, hahaha. weez's possible future classmate. what i didn't mention is that the girl's les. she's from st nick's.
that's what caused michelle to have HER blog address mentioned in her entries...don't know whether to be amused at it, or boggle at the entry. *boggles*
ah wellz. nevermind about it. i shall have no comments...wonder when the stupid directx will finish downloading itself:)
stupid yengyong refuses to write in my autograph book...claims that she doesn't write on anyone's autograph book. remind me to bonk her head or something similar the next time. and she told me that she's scarier than me. *grInz* i'm amused.
i hope stupid directx downloads faster...it's already 11.40pm.
my heart actually did a double take just now when i went to michelle's old livejournal (goodness knows why she keeps it) and saw a familiar blog address (not mine, that's for sure). 'cos just this afternoon, i was showing qingz and weez the exact same blog. the girl mentioned inside appealed for VJC through the hockey team and got in...and i though, hahaha. weez's possible future classmate. what i didn't mention is that the girl's les. she's from st nick's.
that's what caused michelle to have HER blog address mentioned in her entries...don't know whether to be amused at it, or boggle at the entry. *boggles*
ah wellz. nevermind about it. i shall have no comments...wonder when the stupid directx will finish downloading itself:)
stupid yengyong refuses to write in my autograph book...claims that she doesn't write on anyone's autograph book. remind me to bonk her head or something similar the next time. and she told me that she's scarier than me. *grInz* i'm amused.
i hope stupid directx downloads faster...it's already 11.40pm.
-and when you look at me i swear that the beating of my heart is about to cease-
*heh* i guess yesterday's beach-out is considered as quite a success. quite fun yesterday...and i've got my autograph book autographed by quite a number of people:) and the food's not too bad...though i seriously can't remember what i ate. and the company's good too:)
ah wellz.my mood's all wrong for typing about beach-out. i was just deciding upon the jcs for PAE...and i feel so awful now. ah bother. later then.
*heh* i guess yesterday's beach-out is considered as quite a success. quite fun yesterday...and i've got my autograph book autographed by quite a number of people:) and the food's not too bad...though i seriously can't remember what i ate. and the company's good too:)
ah wellz.my mood's all wrong for typing about beach-out. i was just deciding upon the jcs for PAE...and i feel so awful now. ah bother. later then.
Thursday, November 28, 2002
-he never saw through beauty till tonight-
i'm bored. boredboredbored. and my cousin's friend hasn't called me to tell me about my interviewer job yet. boring.
-the more he gives the more he hurts-
BORED. weez's still somewhere around. and i'm still stuck with no clothes. goodness knows where my mum puts her knives as well...they're supposed to be brought to beach-out. ah wellz:) and a 1.5 litre of water...which is goodness knows where either.
-you know i miss you, i think about you when u're gone-
i'm starting to think that my mood ring's going all wrong. it's alternating between blue and dark blue. do i feel happy? actually yes. hahaha nevermind:) i wish it'll go back to green though...and amber. i've never seen it turn amber on my finger. turn amber turn amber.
-hip hop marmalade spick and span-
oh nonsense. i forgot all about jo's autograph book.
i'm bored. boredboredbored. and my cousin's friend hasn't called me to tell me about my interviewer job yet. boring.
-the more he gives the more he hurts-
BORED. weez's still somewhere around. and i'm still stuck with no clothes. goodness knows where my mum puts her knives as well...they're supposed to be brought to beach-out. ah wellz:) and a 1.5 litre of water...which is goodness knows where either.
-you know i miss you, i think about you when u're gone-
i'm starting to think that my mood ring's going all wrong. it's alternating between blue and dark blue. do i feel happy? actually yes. hahaha nevermind:) i wish it'll go back to green though...and amber. i've never seen it turn amber on my finger. turn amber turn amber.
-hip hop marmalade spick and span-
oh nonsense. i forgot all about jo's autograph book.
*grInz*
it's a bright thursday morning and i'm suffering from withdrawal from exams. oh goodness. i can't help thinking that i have exams today or something similar and that i'm supposed to be studying. instead of playing wildly. hahaha:)
nevermind about that:)
grad night. hahaha:) it was quite fun:) we were making a fool of ourselves (definitely) and it got me to think about how much i miss DSA. ah wellz. but yeah, it was fun, hilarious...rather amusing:) *haha* ermz. a bit crazy. oooh. they played the 'close to you'! *grInzgrInz*
my toes still hurt though.
i feel a bit tired...and yet we have beach-out today... *grInz* another day of fun, relaxation and laughter? hopefully:) i don't have any clothes to wear! hope weezi doesn't mind going shopping with me in the bright early wee-hours of a lazy thursday morning. *yawn*
i dreamt that i was going around shopping (goodness), that i was going on a hunt...even dreamt of a way to get back my autograph book...but i'm thankful that yileng's meeting weez to pass her my autograph book. thankz yileng and weezi!:)
lotsa people in my dream. shall i say lotsa friends in my dream?:)
-why do stars fall down from the sky
everytime you walk by
just like me, they long to be,
close to you-
yeah anywayz, met linda on the bus home yesterday (to get my forgotten ticket...which wasn't needed afterall)... she really did get 10 A1s *boggles* quite cool...apparently yong lai got 10 A1s as well. oh good gracious me. linda told me that she's going to tu4 xue3 after doing ny's papers..ah wellz:)
it's a bright thursday morning and i'm suffering from withdrawal from exams. oh goodness. i can't help thinking that i have exams today or something similar and that i'm supposed to be studying. instead of playing wildly. hahaha:)
nevermind about that:)
grad night. hahaha:) it was quite fun:) we were making a fool of ourselves (definitely) and it got me to think about how much i miss DSA. ah wellz. but yeah, it was fun, hilarious...rather amusing:) *haha* ermz. a bit crazy. oooh. they played the 'close to you'! *grInzgrInz*
my toes still hurt though.
i feel a bit tired...and yet we have beach-out today... *grInz* another day of fun, relaxation and laughter? hopefully:) i don't have any clothes to wear! hope weezi doesn't mind going shopping with me in the bright early wee-hours of a lazy thursday morning. *yawn*
i dreamt that i was going around shopping (goodness), that i was going on a hunt...even dreamt of a way to get back my autograph book...but i'm thankful that yileng's meeting weez to pass her my autograph book. thankz yileng and weezi!:)
lotsa people in my dream. shall i say lotsa friends in my dream?:)
-why do stars fall down from the sky
everytime you walk by
just like me, they long to be,
close to you-
yeah anywayz, met linda on the bus home yesterday (to get my forgotten ticket...which wasn't needed afterall)... she really did get 10 A1s *boggles* quite cool...apparently yong lai got 10 A1s as well. oh good gracious me. linda told me that she's going to tu4 xue3 after doing ny's papers..ah wellz:)
In the pre-Thanksgiving rush, we have received an early weather report from our in-house weather reporters. This is one, you should be sure to email your Mom. Turkeys will thaw in the morning, then warm in the oven to an afternoon high near 190F. The kitchen will turn hot and humid, and if you bother the cook, be ready for a severe squall or cold shoulder.
During the late afternoon and evening, the cold front of a knife will slice through the turkey, causing an accumulation of one to two inches on plates. Mashed potatoes will drift across one side while cranberry sauce creates slippery spots on the other. Please pass the gravy.
A weight watch and indigestion warning have been issued for the entire area, with increased stuffiness around the beltway. During the evening, the turkey will diminish and taper off to leftovers, dropping to a low of 34F in the refrigerator.
Looking ahead to Friday and Saturday, high pressure to eat sandwiches will be established. Flurries of leftovers can be expected both days with a 50 percent chance of scattered soup late in the day. We expect a warming trend where soup develops. By early next week, eating pressure will be low as the only wish left will be the bone.
*coughcough* sounds like the tropical cyclone...a tad like it anywayz:)
During the late afternoon and evening, the cold front of a knife will slice through the turkey, causing an accumulation of one to two inches on plates. Mashed potatoes will drift across one side while cranberry sauce creates slippery spots on the other. Please pass the gravy.
A weight watch and indigestion warning have been issued for the entire area, with increased stuffiness around the beltway. During the evening, the turkey will diminish and taper off to leftovers, dropping to a low of 34F in the refrigerator.
Looking ahead to Friday and Saturday, high pressure to eat sandwiches will be established. Flurries of leftovers can be expected both days with a 50 percent chance of scattered soup late in the day. We expect a warming trend where soup develops. By early next week, eating pressure will be low as the only wish left will be the bone.
*coughcough* sounds like the tropical cyclone...a tad like it anywayz:)
Wednesday, November 27, 2002
i had another funny (funny as in strange) dream last night...
i dreamt that i went to vjc or something similar, to try to see if there's a way i can get into the school..and somehow or another i ended up in this room when they were practicing hockey (*boggles*)...and somehow or another the teacher thought that i was there to try out (*boggles once more*) and pulled me over to try to hit the balls into the net. (which i managed to do nicely ...in the dream:) and somehow or another he dragged me into that cca, even when i'm not a student of the school! hahaha:) the teacher was very mean though. ah wellz:)
the next scene shows me sitting on a wheelchair (goodness know why) and trying to get up the slope...it wasn't too difficult, very gentle slope:) but the wheelchair's strange...'cos it doesn't have any big wheels for me to turn. ah wellz..and there were other people with wheelchairs going past me as well. i remember there were two people talking to me or something:) *hahhaa*
then we reached our destination...and before i can go into the competition (no idea why), sze and one whole bunch of people pulled me away to her house. and there we went, eating and relaxing...and at about 1.40pm (i looked at the clock) i remembered that i needed to meet nina (wonder what happened to qingz) and i went off. yeah, that's all...
hahhaa. i'm talking to someone who lives in a region about 9 hours earlier than us. how fun:) tenneses. (goodness knows how u spell it...but yeah, u get the idea) he takes... about the same subjects as us, just that he has lifetime wellness (which apparently translates to sex life) and health problems:) no exotic languages or anything. so sad. and the highest SAT score over there is 34. just 34. ah wellz:) nevermind about that:)
oooh. my level 3 garbage can fetched a 3000. how fun. the price for the manor pie in which i bought and accidentally dropped. which then proceeded to poof.
i dreamt that i went to vjc or something similar, to try to see if there's a way i can get into the school..and somehow or another i ended up in this room when they were practicing hockey (*boggles*)...and somehow or another the teacher thought that i was there to try out (*boggles once more*) and pulled me over to try to hit the balls into the net. (which i managed to do nicely ...in the dream:) and somehow or another he dragged me into that cca, even when i'm not a student of the school! hahaha:) the teacher was very mean though. ah wellz:)
the next scene shows me sitting on a wheelchair (goodness know why) and trying to get up the slope...it wasn't too difficult, very gentle slope:) but the wheelchair's strange...'cos it doesn't have any big wheels for me to turn. ah wellz..and there were other people with wheelchairs going past me as well. i remember there were two people talking to me or something:) *hahhaa*
then we reached our destination...and before i can go into the competition (no idea why), sze and one whole bunch of people pulled me away to her house. and there we went, eating and relaxing...and at about 1.40pm (i looked at the clock) i remembered that i needed to meet nina (wonder what happened to qingz) and i went off. yeah, that's all...
hahhaa. i'm talking to someone who lives in a region about 9 hours earlier than us. how fun:) tenneses. (goodness knows how u spell it...but yeah, u get the idea) he takes... about the same subjects as us, just that he has lifetime wellness (which apparently translates to sex life) and health problems:) no exotic languages or anything. so sad. and the highest SAT score over there is 34. just 34. ah wellz:) nevermind about that:)
oooh. my level 3 garbage can fetched a 3000. how fun. the price for the manor pie in which i bought and accidentally dropped. which then proceeded to poof.
Tuesday, November 26, 2002
"The greatest griefs are those we cause ourselves." - Sophocles
quite true. our only troubles and sadness will always seem greater than others. *grInz* like for example now, i feel absolutely miserable 'cos i've got a left brain migraine and i feel vomitty.
oooh. stomachache.
brink helped my sharpen my rusty sword. wonderful. byebye.
quite true. our only troubles and sadness will always seem greater than others. *grInz* like for example now, i feel absolutely miserable 'cos i've got a left brain migraine and i feel vomitty.
oooh. stomachache.
brink helped my sharpen my rusty sword. wonderful. byebye.
one last post before i go off. stupid msn's still 'signing in'. i think the new msn is faulty. how terrible. *heh*:)
while everyone's thinking that i'm being hardworking and mugging for my geog mcq at the last minute, i'm actually online typing this. hahaha:) ah wellz. the joy of finishing studying a few days earlier. bliss:)
and aard's getting boring once more. my only joy currently is to reach the 10,000 monsters killed, 5 mil and 5300 qps set for myself. the killing of mobs are no problem...just the saving up of money, and the qps. and i'm going to lose newbie channel if i go on for another 100+ hours. how saddening.
no more helping with crs, no more answering of questions by the newbies, no more playing newbie trivia. how saddening. and i do so wanna get my qps first. ah wellz. qps first. then level fast. then become a helper (hopefully), then sit at level 100 and quest once more. or maybe i should remort before doing so. ah bother.
the life in aard is a long time yet.
oooh-da. i think i hurt my left ear trying to close the earring. painful.
btw, people who read my blog. please leave a message after the beep. (i mean, leave a note in the guestbook)
while everyone's thinking that i'm being hardworking and mugging for my geog mcq at the last minute, i'm actually online typing this. hahaha:) ah wellz. the joy of finishing studying a few days earlier. bliss:)
and aard's getting boring once more. my only joy currently is to reach the 10,000 monsters killed, 5 mil and 5300 qps set for myself. the killing of mobs are no problem...just the saving up of money, and the qps. and i'm going to lose newbie channel if i go on for another 100+ hours. how saddening.
no more helping with crs, no more answering of questions by the newbies, no more playing newbie trivia. how saddening. and i do so wanna get my qps first. ah wellz. qps first. then level fast. then become a helper (hopefully), then sit at level 100 and quest once more. or maybe i should remort before doing so. ah bother.
the life in aard is a long time yet.
oooh-da. i think i hurt my left ear trying to close the earring. painful.
btw, people who read my blog. please leave a message after the beep. (i mean, leave a note in the guestbook)
i've deleted the previous post.doesn't sound very logical anyway:)
had a very tiring dream last night:) dreamt that i was trying to explain things to jitsy or something similar to that and that she didn't quite believe me. somehow or another miss lau popped up as wellz. *boggles*
dreamt that i was out shopping with nina, fungi and my mum. *hahaha* and that we were secretly buying nina's presents or something. wanna know what? cookie cutters!:) *lol* i thought it was quite amusing:)
if these dreams go on, i may be able to start writing books. oh yeah. the 'explaining to jitsy' dream consisted of books. or design necklaces...(something from a dream long ago.)
ah wellz. grad night's coming soon. how fun:) *gringringrin* last night to enjoy ourselves...with all the other students of our beloved school. *cough* beach-out too. manz. so fast. time's zooming here and there and everywhere. and i haven't exactly finished my christmas card writing yet. ooooh-da.
had a very tiring dream last night:) dreamt that i was trying to explain things to jitsy or something similar to that and that she didn't quite believe me. somehow or another miss lau popped up as wellz. *boggles*
dreamt that i was out shopping with nina, fungi and my mum. *hahaha* and that we were secretly buying nina's presents or something. wanna know what? cookie cutters!:) *lol* i thought it was quite amusing:)
if these dreams go on, i may be able to start writing books. oh yeah. the 'explaining to jitsy' dream consisted of books. or design necklaces...(something from a dream long ago.)
ah wellz. grad night's coming soon. how fun:) *gringringrin* last night to enjoy ourselves...with all the other students of our beloved school. *cough* beach-out too. manz. so fast. time's zooming here and there and everywhere. and i haven't exactly finished my christmas card writing yet. ooooh-da.
Monday, November 25, 2002
What Breed of Hamster Are You?
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i hereby declare this test as rigged. *grInz*
Sunday, November 24, 2002
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Saturday, November 23, 2002
*grInz* i'm listening to peggy hsu's 'bo1 li2 wa4' now...translated, it'll be 'crystal socks'. ooh. did you all know that peggy's a good friend of evonne?:) *lol*:):):) and that evonne like socks. ooh. i mean small animals. rodents:) like hamsters (*gringrin* great person she is)
yeah anywayz. i was just reading through all the letters i have in my box. and was just wondering if i should regret doing some stuff in the past year. like studies, CHAOS and confessions. this is what stupid jitsy said when i answered her with the above to the question of why i keep coming online and going offline:
take a look it's on displayyy...for you! says:
any particular genre?
take a look it's on displayyy...for you! says:
like, i confess, i never really liked hamsters
take a look it's on displayyy...for you! says:
or, i confess, i'm totally in love with jitsy, but that i can understand...
and this is what i replied with...
Xin Ying bonks Jit Sy on the head for being such an UTTER moron.
*grInz* so funny. i should try calling into 100.3 fm later and attempt to dedicate songs or something. ah wellz:):):)
yeah anywayz. i was just reading through all the letters i have in my box. and was just wondering if i should regret doing some stuff in the past year. like studies, CHAOS and confessions. this is what stupid jitsy said when i answered her with the above to the question of why i keep coming online and going offline:
take a look it's on displayyy...for you! says:
any particular genre?
take a look it's on displayyy...for you! says:
like, i confess, i never really liked hamsters
take a look it's on displayyy...for you! says:
or, i confess, i'm totally in love with jitsy, but that i can understand...
and this is what i replied with...
Xin Ying bonks Jit Sy on the head for being such an UTTER moron.
*grInz* so funny. i should try calling into 100.3 fm later and attempt to dedicate songs or something. ah wellz:):):)
Friday, November 22, 2002
thought i should elaborate on the wonders contained in the shelves of MPH:) one should really spare the time to rummage between the pages among the books down there:) we went into the bookstore, jitsy's eyes being caught by the lord of the rings movie something... my eyes being caught by the garfield comic books:) *hahaha* ah wellz, anywayz, i grabbed a copy of 'who moved my cheese (for teens)' and we plopped down between the shelves proclaiming 'religion' and 'new age' (jits said it's contradictory).
anywayz, we saw a book about personality types and what-nots on the way to the place of 'plop' turns out that i'm a green and jitsy's a yellow. there're only four personality type colours though:) and we were trying to figure out what ralph and jack are... ah wellz:)
ooh-de. i can't remember much (see how cold the place is?)..just that there were a lot of crappy books in the new age section ('cos we happened to be facing it)
ah wellz. the 'who moved my cheese (for teens)' book wasn't bad...relatively short. but garfield bore me after a while. so...i read stuff on interior design. *grInz*:):):) (btw, this is after lunch when we've moved to another section of MPH). ah wellz:)
anywayz, we saw a book about personality types and what-nots on the way to the place of 'plop' turns out that i'm a green and jitsy's a yellow. there're only four personality type colours though:) and we were trying to figure out what ralph and jack are... ah wellz:)
ooh-de. i can't remember much (see how cold the place is?)..just that there were a lot of crappy books in the new age section ('cos we happened to be facing it)
ah wellz. the 'who moved my cheese (for teens)' book wasn't bad...relatively short. but garfield bore me after a while. so...i read stuff on interior design. *grInz*:):):) (btw, this is after lunch when we've moved to another section of MPH). ah wellz:)
oooh. i'm not in a depressed mood or anything, just the opposite:) i feel extremely accomplished too. hahaha:)
just that i heard the song on tuesday night...and wellz, i kinda liked the lyrics:)
the idea it brings across...subtly.
went to parkway parade...(again!) for reasons best known between a few of us:) bought new earphones.. and went around window-shopping. it is i hereby conclude, an extremely boring place for window-shopping. ah wellz. anywayz, jitsy and i found a store with relatively nice clothes. *grInz* a nice long satin skirt, which goes extremely well with the bosnia style blouse (for once) will cost only about $25. beautiful combi as wellz. just that wellz, i dun think we'll be wearing it after the prom night. so we didn't buy it afterall...
nice store to keep in mind though. ah wellz, we snuggled among the nice shelves of MPH for a great deal of time. *hehe*
whole place is so cold!
i'm finishing up human geog today...the brilliant idea of doing settlements before the exams suddenly shines brighter than usual:) i only have one stupid topic left *whoooo*:):):)
just that i heard the song on tuesday night...and wellz, i kinda liked the lyrics:)
the idea it brings across...subtly.
went to parkway parade...(again!) for reasons best known between a few of us:) bought new earphones.. and went around window-shopping. it is i hereby conclude, an extremely boring place for window-shopping. ah wellz. anywayz, jitsy and i found a store with relatively nice clothes. *grInz* a nice long satin skirt, which goes extremely well with the bosnia style blouse (for once) will cost only about $25. beautiful combi as wellz. just that wellz, i dun think we'll be wearing it after the prom night. so we didn't buy it afterall...
nice store to keep in mind though. ah wellz, we snuggled among the nice shelves of MPH for a great deal of time. *hehe*
whole place is so cold!
i'm finishing up human geog today...the brilliant idea of doing settlements before the exams suddenly shines brighter than usual:) i only have one stupid topic left *whoooo*:):):)
'It Only Hurts When I'm Breathing' - Shania Twain
hope life's been good to you
since you've been gone
i'm doing fine now, I've finally moved on
it's not so bad, I'm not that sad
I'm not surprised just how well I survived
I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive
I can't complain, I'm free again
Chorus:
And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath ... to forget
Don't think I'm lying around crying at night
There's no need to worry, I'm really alright
I've never looked back, as a matter of fact
Chorus
It only hurts when I breathe
Mmm, no, I've never looked back
as a matter fact
Chorus
Hurts when I'm breathing
Breaks when it's beating
Die when I'm dreaming
It only hurts when I breathe
hope life's been good to you
since you've been gone
i'm doing fine now, I've finally moved on
it's not so bad, I'm not that sad
I'm not surprised just how well I survived
I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive
I can't complain, I'm free again
Chorus:
And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath ... to forget
Don't think I'm lying around crying at night
There's no need to worry, I'm really alright
I've never looked back, as a matter of fact
Chorus
It only hurts when I breathe
Mmm, no, I've never looked back
as a matter fact
Chorus
Hurts when I'm breathing
Breaks when it's beating
Die when I'm dreaming
It only hurts when I breathe
the time now is 6.41am and the net sure is fast *grInz*
i do have some idea as to why i'm awake so early in the morning today though:)
mum was going 'clover..clover' in the morning..that's why i woke up:) ah wellz. the last thing i remembered of my dream was some woman who disliked me a lot 'cos her daughter committed suicide. *boggles*
oh yeah, climatic types and weather studies are really confusing. i don't know which ones we're supposed to know and which ones we're not. and all those qns..i believe i've never seen them before. ah wellz:) at least i'm seeing them now..
everyone should come online this early...the net's really fast.
i do have some idea as to why i'm awake so early in the morning today though:)
mum was going 'clover..clover' in the morning..that's why i woke up:) ah wellz. the last thing i remembered of my dream was some woman who disliked me a lot 'cos her daughter committed suicide. *boggles*
oh yeah, climatic types and weather studies are really confusing. i don't know which ones we're supposed to know and which ones we're not. and all those qns..i believe i've never seen them before. ah wellz:) at least i'm seeing them now..
everyone should come online this early...the net's really fast.
the time now is 6.41am and the net sure is fast *grInz*
i do have some idea as to why i'm awake so early in the morning today though:)
mum was going 'clover..clover' in the morning..that's why i woke up:) ah wellz. the last thing i remembered of my dream was some woman who disliked me a lot 'cos her daughter committed suicide. *boggles*
oh yeah, climatic types and weather studies are really confusing. i don't know which ones we're supposed to know and which ones we're not. and all those qns..i believe i've never seen them before. ah wellz:) at least i'm seeing them now..
everyone should come online this early...the net's really fast.
i do have some idea as to why i'm awake so early in the morning today though:)
mum was going 'clover..clover' in the morning..that's why i woke up:) ah wellz. the last thing i remembered of my dream was some woman who disliked me a lot 'cos her daughter committed suicide. *boggles*
oh yeah, climatic types and weather studies are really confusing. i don't know which ones we're supposed to know and which ones we're not. and all those qns..i believe i've never seen them before. ah wellz:) at least i'm seeing them now..
everyone should come online this early...the net's really fast.
Thursday, November 21, 2002
ooooh-da. we saw miss lau today:) *grInz* at east coast. it was rather amusing...we were calling the teachers individually to ask if they're going to appear for beach-out...then joanne was calling miss lau...and miss lau asked if we're behind her. naturally we were rather confused...then she said that she's at the mcdonald's of east coast as wellz. ah wellz:) so funny. and she said she thought she saw us...*lol*:)
and she remembers our names! people of the form class and of the computer club...as for two others, hehehee. she needed a little prompting. she still looked the same though, even the hair-style's the same. i thought it was quite interesting that we actually saw her today when just earlier we were talking about whether to contact her or not.
and there were four groups of people in an entrepreneurship course or something similar to that...which caused me to end up paying $3 for a lousy stupid nonsensical something and another $1.80 for something else that i dun need as wellz. ah wellz. the horrors of impulsive buying. too much money on hand will cause that. the second group was more sincere though:)
and rgs track and field team was having training at east coast. *boggles* of all places...some nanyang girl and some guy were making out in the open as wellz. and another couple (hopefully we don't know them, they didn't turn around) was ...*coughcough* being passionate about each other under the public's eyes. our barbecue pit was right smack in the fatal position of being able to see both couples without intending to.
oh yeah, the T2 bottle's really cool:) *grInz* bought a bottle to drink today...bought the peach tea one 'cos well, it was orange with black and it definitely looked much better than the other combinations. was checking out prices in the supermarket. never realised that there was a supermarket so near east coast... never realised that we have so many interesting stuff in the supermarket as wellz:) oh wellz:):):)
i sincerely hope that beach-out would be a success...all the effort put in, the planning and what-nots:) *heh*
and mr tan is soo.... toot.
and she remembers our names! people of the form class and of the computer club...as for two others, hehehee. she needed a little prompting. she still looked the same though, even the hair-style's the same. i thought it was quite interesting that we actually saw her today when just earlier we were talking about whether to contact her or not.
and there were four groups of people in an entrepreneurship course or something similar to that...which caused me to end up paying $3 for a lousy stupid nonsensical something and another $1.80 for something else that i dun need as wellz. ah wellz. the horrors of impulsive buying. too much money on hand will cause that. the second group was more sincere though:)
and rgs track and field team was having training at east coast. *boggles* of all places...some nanyang girl and some guy were making out in the open as wellz. and another couple (hopefully we don't know them, they didn't turn around) was ...*coughcough* being passionate about each other under the public's eyes. our barbecue pit was right smack in the fatal position of being able to see both couples without intending to.
oh yeah, the T2 bottle's really cool:) *grInz* bought a bottle to drink today...bought the peach tea one 'cos well, it was orange with black and it definitely looked much better than the other combinations. was checking out prices in the supermarket. never realised that there was a supermarket so near east coast... never realised that we have so many interesting stuff in the supermarket as wellz:) oh wellz:):):)
i sincerely hope that beach-out would be a success...all the effort put in, the planning and what-nots:) *heh*
and mr tan is soo.... toot.
'harry potter and the chamber of secrets' was amazing:) *grInz*:) it was better than the last movie... but considering that for the last movie, i was stuck between talking to my sister and talking to weezi, i wasn't exactly concentrating on the film. *hahaha*:)
and draco malfoy rules! woohooo!
hey nina! this is an extremely short entry:) *grInz*
and draco malfoy rules! woohooo!
hey nina! this is an extremely short entry:) *grInz*
Tuesday, November 19, 2002
okay. as i'm typing this, i am offline. *grInz*. first time i'm typing stuff offline...but i realised that i've been spending quite a lot of time online. and i fear that the phone bills may all add up to more than 100+ dollars once more..hehehe:)
therefore, i've decided to type offline. ah wellz. and hopefully these little actions will allow me to save up on the amount of money to be spent on the internet. *hehehe*
-i'll believe in you
mei you she me yuan yin
ai qing zhi shi e zhuo ju-
hmmz. seems like there're a lot of people going for the harry potter movie thingie. personally i don't really like going out in a HUGE group. 'cos there's definitely going to be bored people...and eventually people will seperate...unless, of course, all the people in the group share a lot of common experiences and are truely bonded to each other (eg. sheares' post-OBS outing *grInz*:) hopefully, our last huge movie outing of the year will be the same:) *lol* ah wellz:)
-treasure in my life dakishimete ite
motto ai ga tsuyoka nareru you ni
soredemo fuan ni naru hi ga otozuretara
nani mo iwazu soba ni ite ne-
qing called me earlier to tell me that evonne hsu's going to be on 93.3 on friday at 1.10 for an interview, than going to co-host 'xian ge ji yi' at 9pm...ah wellz:) and she's going to appear at heeren at about 3 or 3+...*hehehehe* anyone wanna go too?:):):) heeren? yesyes?:):):) mrs yak gave permission for me to play for two days++:):):)
ice-skating too. i still haven't learnt how to ice-skate properly. (definition of ice-skating properly - being able to skate around the rink at a fast speed) and at the rate it's going, i think i'll need to relearn how to ice-skate once more. *hahaa*:) shall see when the time comes.
these are the four lines i've memorized from romeo and juliet (hopefully they're correct. i have doubts about the first line though)
two households both alike in dignity
in fair verona, where we lay our scene
from ancient grudge break to new mutiny
where civil blood makes civil hands unclean.
*lol* a small step for the world of literature, a huge step for me.
oh yes. this is my hypothesis unto why the geog paper 2 was so hard. they don't want us to slacken for the six days in-between you see..so to make us study hard for paper 1, in the attempt to push our grades up, they've decided to scare us:) *grInz* but seriously, i hope paper 1 won't be so tricky, and so strange.i love humanities...i just wish it isn't so hard to score:):):)
therefore, i've decided to type offline. ah wellz. and hopefully these little actions will allow me to save up on the amount of money to be spent on the internet. *hehehe*
-i'll believe in you
mei you she me yuan yin
ai qing zhi shi e zhuo ju-
hmmz. seems like there're a lot of people going for the harry potter movie thingie. personally i don't really like going out in a HUGE group. 'cos there's definitely going to be bored people...and eventually people will seperate...unless, of course, all the people in the group share a lot of common experiences and are truely bonded to each other (eg. sheares' post-OBS outing *grInz*:) hopefully, our last huge movie outing of the year will be the same:) *lol* ah wellz:)
-treasure in my life dakishimete ite
motto ai ga tsuyoka nareru you ni
soredemo fuan ni naru hi ga otozuretara
nani mo iwazu soba ni ite ne-
qing called me earlier to tell me that evonne hsu's going to be on 93.3 on friday at 1.10 for an interview, than going to co-host 'xian ge ji yi' at 9pm...ah wellz:) and she's going to appear at heeren at about 3 or 3+...*hehehehe* anyone wanna go too?:):):) heeren? yesyes?:):):) mrs yak gave permission for me to play for two days++:):):)
ice-skating too. i still haven't learnt how to ice-skate properly. (definition of ice-skating properly - being able to skate around the rink at a fast speed) and at the rate it's going, i think i'll need to relearn how to ice-skate once more. *hahaa*:) shall see when the time comes.
these are the four lines i've memorized from romeo and juliet (hopefully they're correct. i have doubts about the first line though)
two households both alike in dignity
in fair verona, where we lay our scene
from ancient grudge break to new mutiny
where civil blood makes civil hands unclean.
*lol* a small step for the world of literature, a huge step for me.
oh yes. this is my hypothesis unto why the geog paper 2 was so hard. they don't want us to slacken for the six days in-between you see..so to make us study hard for paper 1, in the attempt to push our grades up, they've decided to scare us:) *grInz* but seriously, i hope paper 1 won't be so tricky, and so strange.i love humanities...i just wish it isn't so hard to score:):):)
A brown backpack holds:
(K) --Golden Rose of Love-{@
a limited edition Citron action figure
-=1st Pie From Heaven=-
<=-=>Bertie Bott's Every Flavor Beans<=-=>
\|/ Mace Windu Action Figure \|/
(Glowing) The New and Improved [Helper] Guide Book
A film tin labled "Manos: The Hands of Fate"
(Collectible) Red Dragon (with Fire Breath Spell!) <1st Edition!> 1/5
( 2) a pink ice ring
IQ Point (TM)
a [Gclan] Gnome
A Slice of Pure Innocence
<*]AMAZON[*> Earrings
a pair of slightly used Thundercats Underoos
A tiny Ice Sculpture
(K) Macuiltotec's Secret Spellup Token
-Sniggles-{@
-<* Maniacal Maarek's Manor Munchies *>-
[Emerald] Medal of Honor
a flyer announcing the next Mudaholics Meeting
Idunn's Red Apple of Youth
New and Improved Shiny Thing! (now with extra shininess!)
--Nalani's Delicious Apple Pie,-{@
{*[Amazon]* *[Barbie Doll]*}
*** A Fantasy Come True ***
Coupon for a FREE Breast Augmentation
<-*-> A momentary lapse of reason <-*->
An Official License to [**> PK <**]
Santa's Erotic Candy Canes
Barbequed elf ribs
Lemon flavored Jolly Rancher
One of Wuff's Blood-Crazy combat hamsters
-*(Shala's Pink Panites)*-
skillfully carved Jack - O - Lantern pumpkin
Erotic Essence of Destruction
DarkTears Coca-Cola Bear PLUSHIE
A CHAoS Christmas Present
A Milkkbone
(K) Kaitlin's Kng-Fu Action Figure
=|= Banana Slugs & Tritons =|=
the joy of collecting manorpies. hahhaa:) oooh.da.da.la.dee.da. of course, the ice rings and the helper book are not manorpies...
(K) --Golden Rose of Love-{@
a limited edition Citron action figure
-=1st Pie From Heaven=-
<=-=>Bertie Bott's Every Flavor Beans<=-=>
\|/ Mace Windu Action Figure \|/
(Glowing) The New and Improved [Helper] Guide Book
A film tin labled "Manos: The Hands of Fate"
(Collectible) Red Dragon (with Fire Breath Spell!) <1st Edition!> 1/5
( 2) a pink ice ring
IQ Point (TM)
a [Gclan] Gnome
A Slice of Pure Innocence
<*]AMAZON[*> Earrings
a pair of slightly used Thundercats Underoos
A tiny Ice Sculpture
(K) Macuiltotec's Secret Spellup Token
-Sniggles-{@
-<* Maniacal Maarek's Manor Munchies *>-
[Emerald] Medal of Honor
a flyer announcing the next Mudaholics Meeting
Idunn's Red Apple of Youth
New and Improved Shiny Thing! (now with extra shininess!)
--Nalani's Delicious Apple Pie,-{@
{*[Amazon]* *[Barbie Doll]*}
*** A Fantasy Come True ***
Coupon for a FREE Breast Augmentation
<-*-> A momentary lapse of reason <-*->
An Official License to [**> PK <**]
Santa's Erotic Candy Canes
Barbequed elf ribs
Lemon flavored Jolly Rancher
One of Wuff's Blood-Crazy combat hamsters
-*(Shala's Pink Panites)*-
skillfully carved Jack - O - Lantern pumpkin
Erotic Essence of Destruction
DarkTears Coca-Cola Bear PLUSHIE
A CHAoS Christmas Present
A Milkkbone
(K) Kaitlin's Kng-Fu Action Figure
=|= Banana Slugs & Tritons =|=
the joy of collecting manorpies. hahhaa:) oooh.da.da.la.dee.da. of course, the ice rings and the helper book are not manorpies...
[102/102hp 130/130mn 182/182mv 3692tnl] > *[NOEXP]* You are using:
(Blue Aura) (Glowing) a hallowed light
a dirty headband
(Blue Aura) Visor of Lornaco
(Glowing) A chrome safetypin
<*]AMAZON[*> Earrings
a blue cloak
(Glowing) (Humming) Vine of Nightshade
I WUV <*]AMAZON[*>
(Glowing) (Humming) a deerskin vest
(K) (Glowing) (Humming) oOo*Thor's Gift*oOo
(Glowing) (Humming) Mini-Raider Survival Belt
a pair of deerskin sleeves
(K) (Glowing) (Humming) <*]AMAZON[*> Bracers
<*]AMAZON[*> Bracers
a pair of leather gloves
(Blue Aura) (Humming) an amethyst engagement ring
a metal ring
(Glowing) Neon Green Trousers
(K) (Blue Aura) (Glowing) (Humming) a pair of satin shoes
a delicate fan
(K) a bottle of Jim Bean
(K) (Glowing) a garbage can
a pale blue stone
(K) (Glowing) (Humming) Aura of Trivia
what i'm wearing on mud...the aura of trivia's my pride. *lol*...yileng! teach me how to do the des... as in...having a lot of lines on description...jitsy didn't explain clearly.
what i'm wearing on mud...the aura of trivia's my pride. *lol*...yileng! teach me how to do the des... as in...having a lot of lines on description...jitsy didn't explain clearly.
Unbeatables 3 yesterday was strangely... fake. too much animations done in. it looked so plastic-ey... didn't quite enjoy it..though the setting and all that was rather cool:) *grInz*
Izlong asked a strange but popular question on the board misc today...he asked: if you know you have one more day/week to live, what would you do?
if i have only one more day/week to live, i would write letters to everyone that i know. *grIngrIn* and wait to see if there's going to be any breakthrough in science which will allow me to live longer. hahaha:) or else, yeah. i'll ask for the antidote. *lol*
i've been having strange dreams these days. been having the same few places in my dreams..it's almost as if i have an alt in another world or something similar. hahah:) and the dreams are freakingly realistic. ah wellz.
-rebel and a liberator
find a way to be a skater
rev it up to levitate her
super friendly aviator -
Izlong asked a strange but popular question on the board misc today...he asked: if you know you have one more day/week to live, what would you do?
if i have only one more day/week to live, i would write letters to everyone that i know. *grIngrIn* and wait to see if there's going to be any breakthrough in science which will allow me to live longer. hahaha:) or else, yeah. i'll ask for the antidote. *lol*
i've been having strange dreams these days. been having the same few places in my dreams..it's almost as if i have an alt in another world or something similar. hahah:) and the dreams are freakingly realistic. ah wellz.
-rebel and a liberator
find a way to be a skater
rev it up to levitate her
super friendly aviator -
Monday, November 18, 2002
sighz.
i think the channel 8 show now is really stupid. extremely stupid. not watching it.
lack of good shows these days:) *grInz* so sad...ah wellz. they have the unbeatables 3 today..though it looks a tad stupid as wellz. mum's in the living room grumbling about our messiness and sister watching the stupid show in a raised volume.
thought biology today was quite okay:) *heh* though i couldn't really go qn number 8... the OR part of fungi and yeast. ah bother. the first structured qn was wonderful:) *lol*
geog, on the other hand, was really horrendous. it was the ultimate worst paper i've ever done. though it's also the longest. hahah:) i hope i didn't do too badly in it. ah wellz. let me announce it once more. due to writing extremely fast for two hours straight, i now have a nice (ugly-looking according to guan) bruise on the middle finger of my right hand. and a slight burn on the side my little finger. ah wellz. not really interesting:)
ah yes. i just remembered, alina's rabbits are...hmmz. not very normal. poor smaller rabbit:) and clover is still as cute as ever!:) *beamz* i'm glad i didn't buy another female and put it together with clover though.
life's getting boring...in my opinion anywayz. i feel as if i should be out learning something:) *peerz* even my stupid blog's getting mundane. oooh-er.
one more area before i win the stupid global quest. ah wellz. stupid plains of the north.
OOH. half the A-maths paper and 3/10 of the geog paper to go..before the O levels are over!:) *gringringrin:):):):)*
i think the channel 8 show now is really stupid. extremely stupid. not watching it.
lack of good shows these days:) *grInz* so sad...ah wellz. they have the unbeatables 3 today..though it looks a tad stupid as wellz. mum's in the living room grumbling about our messiness and sister watching the stupid show in a raised volume.
thought biology today was quite okay:) *heh* though i couldn't really go qn number 8... the OR part of fungi and yeast. ah bother. the first structured qn was wonderful:) *lol*
geog, on the other hand, was really horrendous. it was the ultimate worst paper i've ever done. though it's also the longest. hahah:) i hope i didn't do too badly in it. ah wellz. let me announce it once more. due to writing extremely fast for two hours straight, i now have a nice (ugly-looking according to guan) bruise on the middle finger of my right hand. and a slight burn on the side my little finger. ah wellz. not really interesting:)
ah yes. i just remembered, alina's rabbits are...hmmz. not very normal. poor smaller rabbit:) and clover is still as cute as ever!:) *beamz* i'm glad i didn't buy another female and put it together with clover though.
life's getting boring...in my opinion anywayz. i feel as if i should be out learning something:) *peerz* even my stupid blog's getting mundane. oooh-er.
one more area before i win the stupid global quest. ah wellz. stupid plains of the north.
OOH. half the A-maths paper and 3/10 of the geog paper to go..before the O levels are over!:) *gringringrin:):):):)*
Sunday, November 17, 2002
i watched 'a trip to Polaris' yesterday night (is that the title? can't exactly remember if it's trip or journey or what-nots)...anywayz, the chinese name was called 'xing yuan' :) *heh*
looked like a cheesy love story on the commercials...but wellz, it wasn't too bad:) quite refreshing idea as well:) a tad comical... a tad silly, rather touching. though i must say, some stuff in there were really stupid. and the last part, the ending was so...cliched.
but the ideas presented were quite nice:) new ideas. ah wellz:)
and richie yen is not too bad in his acting. *beamz*:)
looked like a cheesy love story on the commercials...but wellz, it wasn't too bad:) quite refreshing idea as well:) a tad comical... a tad silly, rather touching. though i must say, some stuff in there were really stupid. and the last part, the ending was so...cliched.
but the ideas presented were quite nice:) new ideas. ah wellz:)
and richie yen is not too bad in his acting. *beamz*:)
Saturday, November 16, 2002
*lol* this is really amusing:) *grInz* visit opera baby! today! hahaha:)
yes anywayz...my flat's going through upgrading in a year's time...the construction will start in jan/feb '04...and will last for two years...that is, if the survey is positive:) *heh* i am so going to die though...a levels. oh wellz:)
a lot of stuff added though..hahaha. and they're going to add an utility room to the house... and lifts which go to every storey. oh bother. i'm finally getting my own room though. so after the upgrading, everyone in my house will have their own rooms. how fun. and there's going to be a basketball court just at my block. like if i look out of the south windows, i'll see the court. if i look out of the north windows, i'll see the barbecue pits:) how do i know about the windows? 'cos apparently, my block's lying in the east-west position. best for demagnetizing a magnet:) *lol*:)
it's going to cost $ 19,400 though.
ah wellz. the quote of the day:
Destiny is no matter of chance. It is a matter of choice: It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved." - William Jennings Bryan
ooof. the passdoor wish will cost me 5000qp. i wonder how long i'll need to get to that much. what about my manor? 50tps. which is equal to 3750 qps. which means i need a total of 8750 qps. to get the wish and the manor. without any aard eq. hmmz.
yes anywayz...my flat's going through upgrading in a year's time...the construction will start in jan/feb '04...and will last for two years...that is, if the survey is positive:) *heh* i am so going to die though...a levels. oh wellz:)
a lot of stuff added though..hahaha. and they're going to add an utility room to the house... and lifts which go to every storey. oh bother. i'm finally getting my own room though. so after the upgrading, everyone in my house will have their own rooms. how fun. and there's going to be a basketball court just at my block. like if i look out of the south windows, i'll see the court. if i look out of the north windows, i'll see the barbecue pits:) how do i know about the windows? 'cos apparently, my block's lying in the east-west position. best for demagnetizing a magnet:) *lol*:)
it's going to cost $ 19,400 though.
ah wellz. the quote of the day:
Destiny is no matter of chance. It is a matter of choice: It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved." - William Jennings Bryan
ooof. the passdoor wish will cost me 5000qp. i wonder how long i'll need to get to that much. what about my manor? 50tps. which is equal to 3750 qps. which means i need a total of 8750 qps. to get the wish and the manor. without any aard eq. hmmz.
-so many times, i let u down
when u needed me, i was not around-
evonne's coming to singapore! and she's appearing on 'zhou wu yue LIVE yue jing cai' (channel 8, every friday 8pm)
and hopefully i can become a helper on aard:) shall get my passdoor wish first, in the mean time build up the reputation. *hahaha*:) i've gotten a few helpers to notice me. ah wellz:) hopefully when i apply, they'll help.
oof. and of all stupid reasons for a proposal, the worst one came today.
i asked...why do you want to marry now? go develop your character first:)
and he said: 'cos my cousin's married. so i need to find someone fast. do you know of anyone who will marry me?
*boggles* and i've never seen a more protective 'friend'.
i said hi to Panzer. and he asked: is panzer a guy or a girl?
i said hi to Demenius. and he asked again. Is demenius a guy or a girl? sometimes i feel like bonking his head.
oh yeah. something for myself to note: Panzer's a guy in rl. but a female in aard. *boggles again* lousy sex changing ring. i hope i don't ever get it.
oh yeah! i saw rainweaver once more. or rather rainweaver found me. hahaha:) old mudder friend. from sec 1. ah wellz.
ah. chem wasn't as difficult as i thought it would be. and the e-maths exams were really fun:) *lol*:)
i hope that bio would be nice...and simple. geog as wellz:)
-sui ran wo men shuo hao le hai shi peng you
dan wei shen me que mei you zai lian luo
ai ni bu shi liang san tian
mei tian que xiang ni heng duo bian-
ooof. o levels are passing so quickly. too quickly for my liking. i'm starting to enjoy studying chem..and physics, and poof. no more need to study. ah wellz:)
quite sad. and the years to go out to work are shortening...i think i like studying a lot. *hehee*:) working is...non productive. *blaat*
when u needed me, i was not around-
evonne's coming to singapore! and she's appearing on 'zhou wu yue LIVE yue jing cai' (channel 8, every friday 8pm)
and hopefully i can become a helper on aard:) shall get my passdoor wish first, in the mean time build up the reputation. *hahaha*:) i've gotten a few helpers to notice me. ah wellz:) hopefully when i apply, they'll help.
oof. and of all stupid reasons for a proposal, the worst one came today.
i asked...why do you want to marry now? go develop your character first:)
and he said: 'cos my cousin's married. so i need to find someone fast. do you know of anyone who will marry me?
*boggles* and i've never seen a more protective 'friend'.
i said hi to Panzer. and he asked: is panzer a guy or a girl?
i said hi to Demenius. and he asked again. Is demenius a guy or a girl? sometimes i feel like bonking his head.
oh yeah. something for myself to note: Panzer's a guy in rl. but a female in aard. *boggles again* lousy sex changing ring. i hope i don't ever get it.
oh yeah! i saw rainweaver once more. or rather rainweaver found me. hahaha:) old mudder friend. from sec 1. ah wellz.
ah. chem wasn't as difficult as i thought it would be. and the e-maths exams were really fun:) *lol*:)
i hope that bio would be nice...and simple. geog as wellz:)
-sui ran wo men shuo hao le hai shi peng you
dan wei shen me que mei you zai lian luo
ai ni bu shi liang san tian
mei tian que xiang ni heng duo bian-
ooof. o levels are passing so quickly. too quickly for my liking. i'm starting to enjoy studying chem..and physics, and poof. no more need to study. ah wellz:)
quite sad. and the years to go out to work are shortening...i think i like studying a lot. *hehee*:) working is...non productive. *blaat*
Wednesday, November 13, 2002
Noble, compassionate Jupiter and spiritual, mystical Neptune are the two rulers or key symbols for the sign of Pisces. From Neptune comes the intuitive forces, the mystical or mysterious influences in your experience, whether you allow them to be mentally or consciously active or not. Another influence of these planets as expressed through Pisces is that although you have a great deal of compassion, xin ying, you may be too passive in expressing your personal energy and soul force. Also, it will probably be much easier for you than for most people to suppress your sexual desires because of the memory of one or more past lives when you set aside your personal concerns for the good of the entire community.
Coming under the influences of Pisces, water and religion or spiritual matters are likely to have an untold influence on you. Of course, xin ying, this depends upon the way you respond to these kinds of experiences, for they have probably played an important part or at least have been innate in your experience through many lifetimes in the earth.
Pisces means or symbolizes what is naturally, or by its very nature, representative of influences of the higher soul or higher spiritual level. Hence those things of the spiritual nature should preferably be the way in which your judgments are drawn, as to whether this or that activity should be your impelling influence. Not that you should become lost in motives or in influences impelling your actions: just use those things of the spiritual import as the measuring rod of your activities and experiences.
In light of this, xin ying, the period around the birth and ministry of Jesus, the Christ, is the clearest past life for you to recall and build upon in the present. You may even remember a lifetime as part of Roman culture, where priority was placed upon position in society and in the military.
Another early Church memory might be stronger for you: the hills around Galilee and the desert near the Dead Sea where the Essenes and others gathered to meditate and study. Then too you may be emotionally drawn to painful scenes of being among early Christians who were martyred for the courage of believing in the Messiah. Regardless of specifics, you are quite likely always to be dominated by a sense of expectancy and mystery.
In later lifetimes since the early Church period, you were probably celibate, as a nun or monk of a leading religious order.
Pisces means or symbolizes what is naturally, or by its very nature, representative of influences of the higher soul or higher spiritual level. Hence those things of the spiritual nature should preferably be the way in which your judgments are drawn, as to whether this or that activity should be your impelling influence. Not that you should become lost in motives or in influences impelling your actions: just use those things of the spiritual import as the measuring rod of your activities and experiences.
In light of this, xin ying, the period around the birth and ministry of Jesus, the Christ, is the clearest past life for you to recall and build upon in the present. You may even remember a lifetime as part of Roman culture, where priority was placed upon position in society and in the military.
Another early Church memory might be stronger for you: the hills around Galilee and the desert near the Dead Sea where the Essenes and others gathered to meditate and study. Then too you may be emotionally drawn to painful scenes of being among early Christians who were martyred for the courage of believing in the Messiah. Regardless of specifics, you are quite likely always to be dominated by a sense of expectancy and mystery.
In later lifetimes since the early Church period, you were probably celibate, as a nun or monk of a leading religious order.
-'cos when ur heart is strong,
you know u're not alone
in this world of strangers-
hmmmz. we went to eat. at bukit timah plaza...and walked about:) ah wellz. there's actually a truth of dare jenga. *grInz* the dares are rather fun:) fun as in normal innocent fun:)
and when we went home, me and weez saw miss ng getting up 157. ah wellz:) hehee. she didn't see us at first... but then i went to say a hi to her. *haha* ah wellz:) oooh. turns out that miss ng lived in toa payoh before too. in lorong 8 as wellz! hahaha:) though she can't remember which block. oh wellz:)
never knew that nanyang's choral nights are so popular until i heard my friends on aardwolf discussing about it. ah wellz:)
-daylight, i see it in your eyes
daylight, i wanna be,
just you and me,
warmer than sunlight-
exam days are terrible. now i have nothing to type on my blog.
and equilibrum of all emotions is...boring. ah wellz. at least it's supposed to be good:)
oh yeah! have i told anyone? clover loves to listen to music. either that or she feels sad whenever she hears music. 'cos everytime i play some music, she'll settle down, and listen. (ears up, eyes down, whole body in resting position:) and she doesn't bite the cage after that either. ah wellz:)
but she looks so sad! my mum says that in the past life, clover must have been a human. and that her lover must have blown the flute. i found it rather funny:) *grInz*
you know u're not alone
in this world of strangers-
hmmmz. we went to eat. at bukit timah plaza...and walked about:) ah wellz. there's actually a truth of dare jenga. *grInz* the dares are rather fun:) fun as in normal innocent fun:)
and when we went home, me and weez saw miss ng getting up 157. ah wellz:) hehee. she didn't see us at first... but then i went to say a hi to her. *haha* ah wellz:) oooh. turns out that miss ng lived in toa payoh before too. in lorong 8 as wellz! hahaha:) though she can't remember which block. oh wellz:)
never knew that nanyang's choral nights are so popular until i heard my friends on aardwolf discussing about it. ah wellz:)
-daylight, i see it in your eyes
daylight, i wanna be,
just you and me,
warmer than sunlight-
exam days are terrible. now i have nothing to type on my blog.
and equilibrum of all emotions is...boring. ah wellz. at least it's supposed to be good:)
oh yeah! have i told anyone? clover loves to listen to music. either that or she feels sad whenever she hears music. 'cos everytime i play some music, she'll settle down, and listen. (ears up, eyes down, whole body in resting position:) and she doesn't bite the cage after that either. ah wellz:)
but she looks so sad! my mum says that in the past life, clover must have been a human. and that her lover must have blown the flute. i found it rather funny:) *grInz*
Tuesday, November 12, 2002
ooof.
a maths paper wasn't particularly nice...but it's much better than the prelims i guess. i think i've made a couple of mistakes in this paper though. *eekz*
hopefully...a maths paper 2 will pull me up *doubtful*... well, at least it contains my favourite topics of binomial theorem and relative velocity:) *beamz* wonderful.
we saw mr tan at mac's! hahaha. kinda strange to see a teacher out of school..in mac's. eh wellz. he has a car! 433B or something similar. all i remember was that it has two same last numbers...and there're only 3 numbers...
he didn't stop when we flagged his car though. hahaha.
and i saw mrs yong's best friend in toa payoh! at the atm machine. ah wellz.
a maths paper wasn't particularly nice...but it's much better than the prelims i guess. i think i've made a couple of mistakes in this paper though. *eekz*
hopefully...a maths paper 2 will pull me up *doubtful*... well, at least it contains my favourite topics of binomial theorem and relative velocity:) *beamz* wonderful.
we saw mr tan at mac's! hahaha. kinda strange to see a teacher out of school..in mac's. eh wellz. he has a car! 433B or something similar. all i remember was that it has two same last numbers...and there're only 3 numbers...
he didn't stop when we flagged his car though. hahaha.
and i saw mrs yong's best friend in toa payoh! at the atm machine. ah wellz.
Monday, November 11, 2002
monday morning.
nice, bright and way too early. okay, maybe not. just way too early for a day with late exams:)
woke up at 6.30. *grumble grumble* of all days. i have to choose to wake at 6.30? sometimes i don't really understand my body system. hahaha:)
geog later. geog before maths:)
and i haven't finished huiyuan's autograph book. eekz. i hope she doesn't kill or chop me into a hundred pieces. hahaha:) it's not a particularly nice period of time to write in autograph books.
nothing to write. nothing to type. i can't help thinking that i'm supposed to be revising through geog now. ah wellz. byebye. clover's ears are adorable. *beamz*:)
nice, bright and way too early. okay, maybe not. just way too early for a day with late exams:)
woke up at 6.30. *grumble grumble* of all days. i have to choose to wake at 6.30? sometimes i don't really understand my body system. hahaha:)
geog later. geog before maths:)
and i haven't finished huiyuan's autograph book. eekz. i hope she doesn't kill or chop me into a hundred pieces. hahaha:) it's not a particularly nice period of time to write in autograph books.
nothing to write. nothing to type. i can't help thinking that i'm supposed to be revising through geog now. ah wellz. byebye. clover's ears are adorable. *beamz*:)
Sunday, November 10, 2002
i found the lyrics to 'gu dan ba lei' by eVonne and 'straightforward' by stephanie:) *beamz* hahaa. printable, readable lyrics. so proud of myself. ah wellz:)
major relaxed yesterday. now i feel refreshed once again:) hahaha.
went swimming. manz. it was so crowded. so terrible. should have gone in the morning. oh wellz:) the high pressure mushroom thingie at the baby pool was fun.
then went to KFC (again). and majorly ate. (ooh-er. i'm going to grow so fat. aiyah nvm:)
then came back and watched the VCD of 'haunted office'. hehehe:) there's that cute guy acting in there (can't remember the name. ah wellz. he acted as ken in the movie:).. shu qi and karen mok. and the person who acts as ah qiong in 'zhen qing'! *grInz* it wasn't scary:P
major relaxed yesterday. now i feel refreshed once again:) hahaha.
went swimming. manz. it was so crowded. so terrible. should have gone in the morning. oh wellz:) the high pressure mushroom thingie at the baby pool was fun.
then went to KFC (again). and majorly ate. (ooh-er. i'm going to grow so fat. aiyah nvm:)
then came back and watched the VCD of 'haunted office'. hehehe:) there's that cute guy acting in there (can't remember the name. ah wellz. he acted as ken in the movie:).. shu qi and karen mok. and the person who acts as ah qiong in 'zhen qing'! *grInz* it wasn't scary:P
Friday, November 08, 2002
oooooooof.
higher chinese was much easier than our stupid prelims:) hahahaa.
but i'm still not certain of getting a good grade...'cos qing the easier the paper is, the higher they're going to raise the A1 mark.
bah.
anywayz, talked to hui yi today...she's quite a good conversationalist. hahaha:)
that's all for today. i feel headachy. waiting for bu4 dai4 he2 shang4 to come on:)
higher chinese was much easier than our stupid prelims:) hahahaa.
but i'm still not certain of getting a good grade...'cos qing the easier the paper is, the higher they're going to raise the A1 mark.
bah.
anywayz, talked to hui yi today...she's quite a good conversationalist. hahaha:)
that's all for today. i feel headachy. waiting for bu4 dai4 he2 shang4 to come on:)
-gu dan dan de tiao dao tian liang
wo bu hui mang mang mang mang wang ji yi duan ai qing
huang huang zhang zhang gen zhe shi jie xuan zhuan
ma ma fan fan tian tian hu si luan xiang
wo bu hui
wo bu yao mang mang mang mang gu yi qi pian zi ji
pin pin fan fan hu lue wo de meng xiang
gu gu dan dan ye ye kan zhe yue liang
ban bu dao
wei le ai qing kong zhuan-
the above is the chorus of 'gu dan ba lei' by eVonne hsu:)
wo bu hui mang mang mang mang wang ji yi duan ai qing
huang huang zhang zhang gen zhe shi jie xuan zhuan
ma ma fan fan tian tian hu si luan xiang
wo bu hui
wo bu yao mang mang mang mang gu yi qi pian zi ji
pin pin fan fan hu lue wo de meng xiang
gu gu dan dan ye ye kan zhe yue liang
ban bu dao
wei le ai qing kong zhuan-
the above is the chorus of 'gu dan ba lei' by eVonne hsu:)
Thursday, November 07, 2002
1. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? not reading book now.looking at the stupid comp.
2. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? this stupid comp has no mouse pad. but i forgive it for its fast internet connection:) my mousepad is still the orange with the 98.7 fm logo on it. changing it soon though.
3. YOUR FAVORITE BOARD GAME? board game. no favourites. oooh. what's it called? i dunno. all i know that i call it DUMB.
4. YOUR FAVORITE MAGAZINE? Time. hahahah
5. FAVORITE SMELL? lemon:) lemon:) and more lemon:) the smell of cool air:)
6. NON FAVORITE SMELLS? i guess i don't like the smell of decaying materials.
7. FAVORITE SOUND? *bonkz huiyuan* laughter!:)
8. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? feeling abandoned and useless. that's for me lahz:) sadness i still can get over...if i feel useless or abandoned, i'll brood and brood. of course, nowadays i've taught myself to get over most stuff. so should be fine. must learn to appreciate all stuff. even bad feelings:)
9. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNINGS? my dreaMs:)
10.HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE TELEPHONE? i'll try to get there by three rings:)
11.NAME OF FUTURE CHILD? male --- julian! female --- sze yuan. we'll see:) *grInz*:) JIT! james sounds strange.
12.MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE? to live and let go. i wish i can say love. but sometimes love is the root of many stupid unnecessary questions:)
13.FAVORITE FOOD? for now it's that lemon fish from the canteen. hahaha:)
14.CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? vanilla.
15.DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? goodness knows.
16.DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? hahha. the last time i tried...all of them fell onto the floor. now they're just on the small raised cupboard at the head of the bed.
17.STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? cooling:)
18a.WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? hmmz?
18b. WHAT CAR DO U WISH FOR? nonsensical question.
19.IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE WHO WOULD IT BE? my godmother...
20.WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? hahahaa. pisces.
21.DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? yepz:)
22.IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED WHAT WOULD IT BE? psychologist. receptionist. quite fun. though lonely. i just realised that psychologists are probably lonely too. so saddening.
23.EVER Been in LOVE? depends on my perception on stuff.
24.IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? Half full.
25.FAVORITE MOVIE/shows? hahahaha! yeah huiyuan rules! 'so close' is definitely very good:) oh. but my favourite movie is still 'sixth sense' don't know why either:) but yeah. 'so close' and 'minority report' can compete in that category. actually, so can lotsa other movies:)
26.DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? *peerz at questions* i don't get what you mean, dear question.
27.WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? my bed's solid lehz. no under-my-bed thingies.
28.FAVORITE NUMBER? 7:)
29.FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH? okay fine fine. soccer. *sticks out tongue*
30.SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? hahaha. huiyuan ahz? she's very generous!:) cheery:):):) and her autograph book is still with me.
31.NAME A PERSON WHO YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND... i'm sending to people mehz?
2. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? this stupid comp has no mouse pad. but i forgive it for its fast internet connection:) my mousepad is still the orange with the 98.7 fm logo on it. changing it soon though.
3. YOUR FAVORITE BOARD GAME? board game. no favourites. oooh. what's it called? i dunno. all i know that i call it DUMB.
4. YOUR FAVORITE MAGAZINE? Time. hahahah
5. FAVORITE SMELL? lemon:) lemon:) and more lemon:) the smell of cool air:)
6. NON FAVORITE SMELLS? i guess i don't like the smell of decaying materials.
7. FAVORITE SOUND? *bonkz huiyuan* laughter!:)
8. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? feeling abandoned and useless. that's for me lahz:) sadness i still can get over...if i feel useless or abandoned, i'll brood and brood. of course, nowadays i've taught myself to get over most stuff. so should be fine. must learn to appreciate all stuff. even bad feelings:)
9. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNINGS? my dreaMs:)
10.HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE TELEPHONE? i'll try to get there by three rings:)
11.NAME OF FUTURE CHILD? male --- julian! female --- sze yuan. we'll see:) *grInz*:) JIT! james sounds strange.
12.MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE? to live and let go. i wish i can say love. but sometimes love is the root of many stupid unnecessary questions:)
13.FAVORITE FOOD? for now it's that lemon fish from the canteen. hahaha:)
14.CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? vanilla.
15.DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? goodness knows.
16.DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? hahha. the last time i tried...all of them fell onto the floor. now they're just on the small raised cupboard at the head of the bed.
17.STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? cooling:)
18a.WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? hmmz?
18b. WHAT CAR DO U WISH FOR? nonsensical question.
19.IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE WHO WOULD IT BE? my godmother...
20.WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? hahahaa. pisces.
21.DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? yepz:)
22.IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED WHAT WOULD IT BE? psychologist. receptionist. quite fun. though lonely. i just realised that psychologists are probably lonely too. so saddening.
23.EVER Been in LOVE? depends on my perception on stuff.
24.IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? Half full.
25.FAVORITE MOVIE/shows? hahahaha! yeah huiyuan rules! 'so close' is definitely very good:) oh. but my favourite movie is still 'sixth sense' don't know why either:) but yeah. 'so close' and 'minority report' can compete in that category. actually, so can lotsa other movies:)
26.DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? *peerz at questions* i don't get what you mean, dear question.
27.WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? my bed's solid lehz. no under-my-bed thingies.
28.FAVORITE NUMBER? 7:)
29.FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH? okay fine fine. soccer. *sticks out tongue*
30.SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? hahaha. huiyuan ahz? she's very generous!:) cheery:):):) and her autograph book is still with me.
31.NAME A PERSON WHO YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND... i'm sending to people mehz?
1. IF YOU COULD BUILD A HOUSE ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD IT BE? give me a beach and i'll give you a house:) *grInz*:) actually i don't really know either...
2. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE OUTFIT OF CLOTHING? outfit of clothing. i like the clothes i wear at home more than the clothes i wear outside. at least the clothes i wear at home won't be judged by my family members:)
3. FAVORITE PHYSICAL FEATURE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX? i've realised that i only like the eyes of those of the same sex as me. opposite sex...give me the ears:) and the hands.
4. WHAT'S THE LAST CD THAT YOU BOUGHT? S.H.E CD. not for me. for me? long long time ago. ehz. the my date with a vampire soundtrack i believe...oh NO. jordan knight's CD:P
5. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO BE? give me a nice bright sunny area with the right temperature...preferably about 22 degrees celsius. i function best in this environment.
6. WHERE'S YOUR LEAST FAVORITE PLACE TO BE? somewhere dusty.
7. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO BE MASSAGED? someone massage me and i'll tell you *hahaa*
8. WHAT'S MOST IMPORTANT, STRONG IN MIND OR STRONG IN BODY? ooof. i believe in the strength of the mind.
9. DO YOU WAKE IN THE MORNING? of course!:)
10.WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE KITCHEN APPLIANCE? what a strange question. the kettle. i don't know.
11.WHAT MAKES YOU REALLY ANGRY? huiyuan, my fellow piscean! i'm angry about one same thing ---- someone accusing me of something which i didn't do. and someone forcing their beliefs on me. that'll get me really mad:) *grInz*
12.IF YOU COULD PLAY ANY INSTRUMENT, WHAT WOULD IT BE? the harp. i don't think they have harps in the modern world.
13.FAVORITE COLORS? hahha:) orange, pink and purple:)
14.WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SPORTS CAR OR SUV? no idea.
15.DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE? yepz:)
16.FAVORITE CHILDREN'S BOOK? winnie the pooh, winnie the pooh, chubby little tubby all stuffed with fluff:)
17.WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? autumn. nice, cooling, not so dead yet. mother earth's pondering, thereby having the soft season of autumn.
18.WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE HOUSEHOLD CHORE? cleaning up the place. is that considered as a household chore?
19.IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE SUPER POWER, WHAT WOULD IT BE? i only want to be able to communicate with animals. is that too much to ask? *hahha*
20.IF YOU HAVE A TATTOO, WHAT IS IT? something to do with stars.
21.THE ONE PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU WISH YOU WOULD GO BACK AND TALK TO? my past? i think me in my past would have been scared of myself from the future. but i don't mind going back to secondary one and telling her to work hard.
22.WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE DAY? monday?:) i get to see everyone again:)
23.WHAT'S IN THE TRUNK OF YOUR CAR? nothing! hahha.
24.WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SUSHI OR Hamburger? sushi:) yum yum. sushi bars!
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2. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE OUTFIT OF CLOTHING? outfit of clothing. i like the clothes i wear at home more than the clothes i wear outside. at least the clothes i wear at home won't be judged by my family members:)
3. FAVORITE PHYSICAL FEATURE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX? i've realised that i only like the eyes of those of the same sex as me. opposite sex...give me the ears:) and the hands.
4. WHAT'S THE LAST CD THAT YOU BOUGHT? S.H.E CD. not for me. for me? long long time ago. ehz. the my date with a vampire soundtrack i believe...oh NO. jordan knight's CD:P
5. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO BE? give me a nice bright sunny area with the right temperature...preferably about 22 degrees celsius. i function best in this environment.
6. WHERE'S YOUR LEAST FAVORITE PLACE TO BE? somewhere dusty.
7. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO BE MASSAGED? someone massage me and i'll tell you *hahaa*
8. WHAT'S MOST IMPORTANT, STRONG IN MIND OR STRONG IN BODY? ooof. i believe in the strength of the mind.
9. DO YOU WAKE IN THE MORNING? of course!:)
10.WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE KITCHEN APPLIANCE? what a strange question. the kettle. i don't know.
11.WHAT MAKES YOU REALLY ANGRY? huiyuan, my fellow piscean! i'm angry about one same thing ---- someone accusing me of something which i didn't do. and someone forcing their beliefs on me. that'll get me really mad:) *grInz*
12.IF YOU COULD PLAY ANY INSTRUMENT, WHAT WOULD IT BE? the harp. i don't think they have harps in the modern world.
13.FAVORITE COLORS? hahha:) orange, pink and purple:)
14.WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SPORTS CAR OR SUV? no idea.
15.DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE? yepz:)
16.FAVORITE CHILDREN'S BOOK? winnie the pooh, winnie the pooh, chubby little tubby all stuffed with fluff:)
17.WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? autumn. nice, cooling, not so dead yet. mother earth's pondering, thereby having the soft season of autumn.
18.WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE HOUSEHOLD CHORE? cleaning up the place. is that considered as a household chore?
19.IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE SUPER POWER, WHAT WOULD IT BE? i only want to be able to communicate with animals. is that too much to ask? *hahha*
20.IF YOU HAVE A TATTOO, WHAT IS IT? something to do with stars.
21.THE ONE PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU WISH YOU WOULD GO BACK AND TALK TO? my past? i think me in my past would have been scared of myself from the future. but i don't mind going back to secondary one and telling her to work hard.
22.WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE DAY? monday?:) i get to see everyone again:)
23.WHAT'S IN THE TRUNK OF YOUR CAR? nothing! hahha.
24.WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SUSHI OR Hamburger? sushi:) yum yum. sushi bars!
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hmmz. in school now. on the first level of the library, second level of the school....
i suspect that some people may be peering at this comp. oh wellz. peer all they like:) *beamz* i have nothing to hide.
jitsy and jane are currently with me, so one can probably deduce that it's after the elect literature paper and that the full lit people are still doing their lit paper:)
it wasn't too bad i guess... never wrote so much for unseen prose before...but my LOTF... *sighz* i think i'm going to be dead. didn't finish the paper! missed out the oh-so-important quote of "not enough ralph knew where a link had been snapped and fastened elsewhere". bother. grace forgot the quote. she did the same questions as me!:) *hehe*:):):)
ooof. lit. i hereby say byebye to you:) until i get the combi i want five months later in the JC i'm going to be studying in for a period of time longer than three months. which is...maths, bio, chem and lit:) *beamz*
i still haven't thought of what i'm going to take in the first three months. hehehe:)
ehz. maths, econs, bio and chem? oh wellz.
hahaha...stupid huiyuan went to try out the bcc, cc and to options on the e-mail...resulting in four same e-mails...and she sent another one explaining the uses. oh wellz:):):)
going to paste something really stupid here later. have a nice day for now:)
i suspect that some people may be peering at this comp. oh wellz. peer all they like:) *beamz* i have nothing to hide.
jitsy and jane are currently with me, so one can probably deduce that it's after the elect literature paper and that the full lit people are still doing their lit paper:)
it wasn't too bad i guess... never wrote so much for unseen prose before...but my LOTF... *sighz* i think i'm going to be dead. didn't finish the paper! missed out the oh-so-important quote of "not enough ralph knew where a link had been snapped and fastened elsewhere". bother. grace forgot the quote. she did the same questions as me!:) *hehe*:):):)
ooof. lit. i hereby say byebye to you:) until i get the combi i want five months later in the JC i'm going to be studying in for a period of time longer than three months. which is...maths, bio, chem and lit:) *beamz*
i still haven't thought of what i'm going to take in the first three months. hehehe:)
ehz. maths, econs, bio and chem? oh wellz.
hahaha...stupid huiyuan went to try out the bcc, cc and to options on the e-mail...resulting in four same e-mails...and she sent another one explaining the uses. oh wellz:):):)
going to paste something really stupid here later. have a nice day for now:)
Wednesday, November 06, 2002
hahaha:)...i'm...
*grInz* stupid emode test. sent to most of you all already i think:)
emode says that the arrangement of the general set of traits are rare... only two in 10,000 people have a similar set from me. i'm glad i'm rare. i certainly don't want to be cooked:)
it says that honest people are more optimistic as well:) oh wellz:)
yingxin's roses are blossoming very nicely. hehe:)
*grInz* stupid emode test. sent to most of you all already i think:)
emode says that the arrangement of the general set of traits are rare... only two in 10,000 people have a similar set from me. i'm glad i'm rare. i certainly don't want to be cooked:)
it says that honest people are more optimistic as well:) oh wellz:)
yingxin's roses are blossoming very nicely. hehe:)
Tuesday, November 05, 2002
we bought flowers for yingxin:) *beamz* one blue rose and two orange roses wrapped up nicely with pale blue paper and a huge silver ribbon:) 'cos yingxin likes the colours orange, blue and silver... *heh*:) hope she likes them. and hope the flowers don't die on me...
so poor thing...she seems a tad resigned to her fate. oh wellz.
if it's me, i'll definitely feel terribly saddened and distraught. study until so hard, then in the end, aiyah. and it's half of the elect as well...i would just give up lit or something. four years of studying, and all that will determine your future is your performance these few days. rather crap don't you think?
i don't know how to describe...but i feel as if i had better things to do in life than to worry too much about the results of my O level exams...though attempting to put in my best, it seems as though the results from it doesn't matter much anymore. it is a strange feeling. but i feel more at peace...so i guess i shouldn't mind about it too much, considering that the exam pressure is still placed upon myself.
and i've been having dreams. lotsa dreams. dreams with lots to contemplate about once a person wakes up, dreams full of emotions and thoughts. i don't mind them i guess, some are even rather delightful...but it drains my energy pretty badly. i wake up feeling okay, but my energy will be sapped by lunchtime. *zaaap* no more energy. *hehe*:):):)
i feel weary. haha. one day of exams then i'm already like that...next week i'll die. *makes action of slashing throat* hopefully tonight's sleep will make me feel energized again tomorrow...and not just for the morning:)
so poor thing...she seems a tad resigned to her fate. oh wellz.
if it's me, i'll definitely feel terribly saddened and distraught. study until so hard, then in the end, aiyah. and it's half of the elect as well...i would just give up lit or something. four years of studying, and all that will determine your future is your performance these few days. rather crap don't you think?
i don't know how to describe...but i feel as if i had better things to do in life than to worry too much about the results of my O level exams...though attempting to put in my best, it seems as though the results from it doesn't matter much anymore. it is a strange feeling. but i feel more at peace...so i guess i shouldn't mind about it too much, considering that the exam pressure is still placed upon myself.
and i've been having dreams. lotsa dreams. dreams with lots to contemplate about once a person wakes up, dreams full of emotions and thoughts. i don't mind them i guess, some are even rather delightful...but it drains my energy pretty badly. i wake up feeling okay, but my energy will be sapped by lunchtime. *zaaap* no more energy. *hehe*:):):)
i feel weary. haha. one day of exams then i'm already like that...next week i'll die. *makes action of slashing throat* hopefully tonight's sleep will make me feel energized again tomorrow...and not just for the morning:)
"but I guess I do find some guys attractive, and i've had crushes on guys before, but I still prefer gals more, I didn't wanna accept that I might have a 'thing' for guys at first cos i tot it was rather weird, but it's no point hiding from yourself now issit? :P I've had nice relationships with gals before, but not guys, but i can't deny that i do sometimes look at guys, hehe, complicated huh?"
- from someone i have e-mail correspondence with.
- from someone i have e-mail correspondence with.
Sunday, November 03, 2002
eekz. clover's too light to press on the keyboard. oh wellz.
chemistry today had only three people - me, weilin and melissa.
i thought it would be a little awkward...hehehe. considering that we have nothing much to say to each other. do we?:)
yeah, anywayz. we don't have much to tell each other:) just the normal basic stuff about 'ehz, where're we going to eat?' and 'what're we going to be doing at miss ng's house?' that was what we said at KFC. *heh* then i guess the conversation circle widened to 'what're we getting for miss ng?' heh. 'cos we've gotten something for miss ng the last time we went to her house (got vegetables, apple crumble, dried apricots and goodness knows what i can't remember even though i chose the stuff)...and yeah, we've decided not to break the 'tradition'. got walnut bread (really heavy! weilin says that the heavier the bread is, the better it is.), mushrooms (proper big mushrooms, courtesy of weilin's recommendation once more), oranges (hahaha melissa chose them 'cos i don't eat oranges:) and apples (*beamz* i'm not supposed to use my brain cells today to think of stuff for miss ng. but i helped choose the apples:) miss ng seemed rather surprised once more. hahaha:)
hey people...if you all are going to miss ng's house right? don't eat lunch! her mum always cooks lotsa food. the last time it was beehoon, today it was pasta. and koniyaku jelly. and otah fishcake. and noh-hiang and fishballs. oh wellz:) oh yeah! potato chips too:) hahaha:) it wouldn't have been so bad if weilin didn't have to go for dinner with her family and miss ng got us to finish food originally intended for five people:P
i feel fat. *pets tummy* hahaha:)
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chemistry today had only three people - me, weilin and melissa.
i thought it would be a little awkward...hehehe. considering that we have nothing much to say to each other. do we?:)
yeah, anywayz. we don't have much to tell each other:) just the normal basic stuff about 'ehz, where're we going to eat?' and 'what're we going to be doing at miss ng's house?' that was what we said at KFC. *heh* then i guess the conversation circle widened to 'what're we getting for miss ng?' heh. 'cos we've gotten something for miss ng the last time we went to her house (got vegetables, apple crumble, dried apricots and goodness knows what i can't remember even though i chose the stuff)...and yeah, we've decided not to break the 'tradition'. got walnut bread (really heavy! weilin says that the heavier the bread is, the better it is.), mushrooms (proper big mushrooms, courtesy of weilin's recommendation once more), oranges (hahaha melissa chose them 'cos i don't eat oranges:) and apples (*beamz* i'm not supposed to use my brain cells today to think of stuff for miss ng. but i helped choose the apples:) miss ng seemed rather surprised once more. hahaha:)
hey people...if you all are going to miss ng's house right? don't eat lunch! her mum always cooks lotsa food. the last time it was beehoon, today it was pasta. and koniyaku jelly. and otah fishcake. and noh-hiang and fishballs. oh wellz:) oh yeah! potato chips too:) hahaha:) it wouldn't have been so bad if weilin didn't have to go for dinner with her family and miss ng got us to finish food originally intended for five people:P
i feel fat. *pets tummy* hahaha:)
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i guess the day got better. the conversations came easily after that. goodness know how ... and stupid weilin kept saying bad things about me. miss ng didn't help much, she kept laughing and claiming that she really can't 'stand you all'. melissa kept on chortling. and i was trying to refrain from laughing!
ah wellz:)
melissa got this metallic lookalike cola sweets. really small, and really do look like mercury balls or something:) *beamz* miss ng refused to eat at first. hahaha:) so amusing:) got the lyrics of 'dan ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui' from melissa as wellz:)
oh yeah, as to what we've learnt, we revised seperation techniques, endothermic and exothermic reactions (i assure u i can draw the graphs very well now...and all the definitions), redox (hahaha. i'll never forget h2o2 's decomposition. never!), the drying agents and what-nots and speed of reaction (we drew five graphs on it!!) oof. and air pollutants. i feel extremely prepared for the stupid chemistry exams.
oh yeah. miss ng asks if anyone wants to learn piano (someone not as old as me) 'cos her brother wants to teach. i recommend people not to go there. her brother seems to like erratic playing. VERY ERRATIC. just ask anyone of us. hahaha:)
and i'm not fickle-minded. i'm just indecisive about stuff sometimes. if i want to do something, i might as well do it nicely. hehe. eg. drawing graphs:)
i guess the day got better. the conversations came easily after that. goodness know how ... and stupid weilin kept saying bad things about me. miss ng didn't help much, she kept laughing and claiming that she really can't 'stand you all'. melissa kept on chortling. and i was trying to refrain from laughing!
ah wellz:)
melissa got this metallic lookalike cola sweets. really small, and really do look like mercury balls or something:) *beamz* miss ng refused to eat at first. hahaha:) so amusing:) got the lyrics of 'dan ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui' from melissa as wellz:)
oh yeah, as to what we've learnt, we revised seperation techniques, endothermic and exothermic reactions (i assure u i can draw the graphs very well now...and all the definitions), redox (hahaha. i'll never forget h2o2 's decomposition. never!), the drying agents and what-nots and speed of reaction (we drew five graphs on it!!) oof. and air pollutants. i feel extremely prepared for the stupid chemistry exams.
oh yeah. miss ng asks if anyone wants to learn piano (someone not as old as me) 'cos her brother wants to teach. i recommend people not to go there. her brother seems to like erratic playing. VERY ERRATIC. just ask anyone of us. hahaha:)
and i'm not fickle-minded. i'm just indecisive about stuff sometimes. if i want to do something, i might as well do it nicely. hehe. eg. drawing graphs:)
how would you commit suicide?
YOU WOULD HANG YOURSELF. you both crave and fear death. you're fairly certain that you wouldn't actually commit suicide, but you often fantasize about it because you can't think of any other way to escape living a life that you hate. you're wary about doing anything irreversible and you have a healthy awareness of the repercussions of your actions.
this. is. a. depressing. quiz. *lol*:)
-i'm moving i'm feeling
i'm coming i'm drowning-
aargh. i'm bored. oh wellz. and goodness knows why winamp's playing all the sad songs when i put it on random. aargh.
Saturday, November 02, 2002
"geez man.. ur nick gets more and more provocative girl" - jia hui:)
hahaha. oh wellz:) i didn't do anything. i merely got "inspired" again by 'too close'. izzit my fault that they have such lyrics? it wasn't THAT bad. my nick took the less subtle lyrics... -the way that you're shaking on me, makes me want you so bad sexually-
ah wellz.
someone tell me what "i'm quite a potato" means:):):)
sad songs will only be sad if you connect to the themes presented inside. or else it'll just be another song with a slower melody:) strong themed poems are mostly written when the person has that feeling inside of them, that's why there're so many sad poems around, 'cos sadness is mostly recognised by the person. it's seldom that people truly realises when they're happy, less often when they write a poem about it:)
-my heart's been having days of snow
snow that's inside of me, nobody will know
there's nothing for me to reminisce
it is for me to put an end to this-
hahaha. oh wellz:) i didn't do anything. i merely got "inspired" again by 'too close'. izzit my fault that they have such lyrics? it wasn't THAT bad. my nick took the less subtle lyrics... -the way that you're shaking on me, makes me want you so bad sexually-
ah wellz.
someone tell me what "i'm quite a potato" means:):):)
sad songs will only be sad if you connect to the themes presented inside. or else it'll just be another song with a slower melody:) strong themed poems are mostly written when the person has that feeling inside of them, that's why there're so many sad poems around, 'cos sadness is mostly recognised by the person. it's seldom that people truly realises when they're happy, less often when they write a poem about it:)
-my heart's been having days of snow
snow that's inside of me, nobody will know
there's nothing for me to reminisce
it is for me to put an end to this-