we bought flowers for yingxin:) *beamz* one blue rose and two orange roses wrapped up nicely with pale blue paper and a huge silver ribbon:) 'cos yingxin likes the colours orange, blue and silver... *heh*:) hope she likes them. and hope the flowers don't die on me...
so poor thing...she seems a tad resigned to her fate. oh wellz.
if it's me, i'll definitely feel terribly saddened and distraught. study until so hard, then in the end, aiyah. and it's half of the elect as well...i would just give up lit or something. four years of studying, and all that will determine your future is your performance these few days. rather crap don't you think?
i don't know how to describe...but i feel as if i had better things to do in life than to worry too much about the results of my O level exams...though attempting to put in my best, it seems as though the results from it doesn't matter much anymore. it is a strange feeling. but i feel more at peace...so i guess i shouldn't mind about it too much, considering that the exam pressure is still placed upon myself.
and i've been having dreams. lotsa dreams. dreams with lots to contemplate about once a person wakes up, dreams full of emotions and thoughts. i don't mind them i guess, some are even rather delightful...but it drains my energy pretty badly. i wake up feeling okay, but my energy will be sapped by lunchtime. *zaaap* no more energy. *hehe*:):):)
i feel weary. haha. one day of exams then i'm already like that...next week i'll die. *makes action of slashing throat* hopefully tonight's sleep will make me feel energized again tomorrow...and not just for the morning:)