Wednesday, July 17, 2002

- someday you'll see things my way -
ahz... as i was telling trace, i don't mind knowing how it'll feel to be able to feel like another person...'cos everyone feels and views things differently:) i don't mind knowing how fungi, or qingz, or trace, or grace, or wanling, or sze, or weez, or yunlei, or isobel, or jitsy, or huiyuan, or yileng views something that happens:) it's rather interesting to think that the same incident can be felt in different ways by two different people in the same situation:)
let me share about how i feel about being alone at the end of the life journey.
i guess a few days ago i'll say that i'll feel very sad, there's no way i can live without any company, or such..and blah. but now i feel a tad differently. perhaps what's with you at the end of your life journey is not that important afterall, it's what you have done in your life that's more important. (not the results that matter, but the process) that even if friends do not acknowledge anything u've done, or forget about it, or whatever things may just happen (goodness knows what), there's no need to feel too sad, or disappointed...at least you know that you have done something and that's what's most important.
come to think of it, most of the old sayings ring rather truely.
hahaha:)
i'm learning from darren hayes to live without regrets:)
of course, it's always easier said than done. i acknowledge that fact alright.

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