a little physically tired now. but my soul is refreshed :D
i guess enfjs are the happiest when they can give. i'm rather happy when i can listen to people whom i know will appreciate me. haha.
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do i have any resentment? haha. no.
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God dropped in me an analogy on going through trials just now :D haha.
that we're like sculptures/statues trapped in marble, and the scalpel/knife to carve (i don't know what the name is) is like the trials that mould us and gets rid of the unnecessary marble such that our shape emerges. going through it is painful cos it chips at us, but the beauty of what is revealed after that is worth the pain :) and God will continue to work on us because He wants to show forth the beautiful work He has in mind when He started to work on the slab of marble, that we'd gradually become more and more of the sculpture He has in mind.
i don't know if it makes sense, but in my head it does, and personally i think that's such a beautiful picture. haha.