hoho.
my thought stream ceases (and i get a peer into what it means to stone) when i'm sick and drowsy cos of medicine and cos my body's fighting off hostile whatever it is that's causing me to be sick.
is that what it means to be a normal person? i realized i hardly had any thoughts today cos half the time i hardly knew how the world is like.
i can hardly remember anything much of today either.
i don't think i quite like this :(
i liked it better when my thoughts were flying in my head, and the world presented itself in various possibilities.
being in this subdued state makes me more conscientious though (like for e.g. makes me wanna clean up my room. hahahaa)
maybe i should make it a habit to clean up a bit of my room everyday before i sleep. haha