sometimes i dun wish my potential to be brought out -.-
at these times i just wish that i won't face any more changes
that i won't have any conflicts
that i won't experience any more pain.
lol.
already daily i experience the pain of others, already i see the jadedness, the grayness, the ugly side of mankind, the sinful nature of human beings, the harshness of life, the unloving and neglectful sides of human beings, the expression of suppressed pain, the insecurity of tomorrow. of bitter tears. of situations that fall out of my control.
and sometimes all i really want
is to love
to be loved
to care
be cared
to see life in a more simplistic and joyful manner
to get reminded of childlikeness, of happiness, of unconditional love, of enjoyable conversations, of a comforting presence, of altruism, of laughter, of sunshine and the sea. of peace.
of hope.

i dearly dearly long to be with my Lord.