i realized that i'm just over the adjustment phase in the workplace.
hahaa.
whenever there's any huge changes in my life, i take ard 6 months to adjust to it. then there'd come a day when i can feel a switch (literally) in myself, and that's when i know i'm past the adjustment phase.
when i'm past the adjustmnet phase, there's an increase in energy in the group/place that i'm in, i've managed to make sense of my purpose in that place, and i'm able to manage things as part and parcel of my daily life.
kinda like it's been accepted into my life. lol
interesting to feel the difference :D