Friday, April 16, 2010

i really really want to try the polyphasic sleep thing at times.
hahaha.
there are times when i feel like maybe i shouldn't try it 'cos it'd mean my schedule will be pretty broken up...
but there're also times like this at night when i have lots of thoughts and lots of things i wanna do and think about and type out and write and consider and i just wish that i have more 'awake' time to do all these and think about all these things.
i have a room to clean up.
i have a body to train up.
i have TONS of thoughts to type out and make sense of and consider and just muse over.
i have TONS of cases to think through and wonder how to help them better.
i have people whom i want to pray for more.
i have lots of books to read.
i want to spend EXTENDED time with God.
i have tons of movies i want to watch.
i have LOTS which i want to read about and learn.

hahaa.

it's like.
the production of the thought threads in my mind outnumber the speed of my typing by at least a 100x or something. i have tons of things stored in my mind which i hope to churn and type out, but am unable to due to the limitation of time.. and they just keep piling up and getting numbered.
such that my 'to type out and remember' list grows by a few numbers per day. hohoho.
but i guess, such is the limitation of life :)
my brain is working overtime.
i can literally feel the neurons connecting to each other and i can sense electrical activity happening in my brain. hahahaha.
and it doesn't still.
i think i should let it still first before typing.
maybe i'd read up on brain waves first :D
okay.
i'm in beta state now.
actively engaged in mental tasks. hahahaha.
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had work assignment session with my vp today :)
found it quite good. hahaha.
he's like trying to teach me certain things.
and i asked about certain things too.
think i got tired of being silent, so i just asked and asked and questioned back :X
LOL
but in the end things are clearer :) and i made my job scope more transparent.
which is good i guess :)
thank God for him. haha.

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