after yesterday's -negative- day...i told myself to have a positive outlook to today instead:) heh...
so i did...though the day was still not as happy as i would have liked it to be, it was much better than yesterday:) *grInz*
and my stamina dropped. and dropped. and dropped. i could only run continuously for 4 and a half rounds today. nvmnvmnvm.
and i've decided that crushes are OUT for me. so yeah. no crushes from now on.
at this moment...i'm just living day by day. not too good, not too bad, just that i feel detached once more.