Tuesday, October 22, 2002

"To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; to appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded." - Emerson
i feel a tad scared. hehe:) scared of once again - the unknown. don't know if the O level biology practical is going to be difficult or not. so fast. O levels already. eekz.
it'll probably be okay once i enter the bio lab... then i'll enjoy the whole thing. *haha* adrenaline rush:) but for now... freaky.
dreamt about it yesterday. actually it's a bit bizarre. i dreamt that we were actually doing chem practical..but for some reason or another the chem practical is extremely easy...so i happily took my time doing it. turns out that there are two booklets...and after doing the first booklet with extreme ease, i didn't have time for the second. so i panicked or something similar.
heheh. but the strangest thing is that i kept telling myself that it's my biology practical and it's extremely important 'cos i'm counting on it to get an A1. ah wellz.
and some other stuff as well. another thought-provoking dream. ooh. i forgot, i dreamt that vegetative propagation will come out. too many potato drawings yesterday...and jitsy proclaiming that she has the cutest ginger. ah wellz. i hope clitoria flowers come out. my speculation is that the longitudinal section of the broad bean and the clitoria flower will come out:)
finished 'foreign bodies' by hwee hwee tan (the same person who wrote 'mammon inc'. she seems to like comparing the cultures of other countries with singapore. ah wellz. some really stereotypical perceptions of singaporeans or people of a certain religion again. and one can see several portions of her novel interlinked with what she herself believes in, or is like.
the faults of a novice.
a brilliant writer will never reveal how he/she is like.
so sad. i'm not a brilliant writer. the most i can do is be a critic. *lol*

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