do allow me some time to wake up my right brain (the part where music and emotions and dunno-wat-stuff comes in:) *grInz* 'cos i feeL like my left brain (the detaiLs and listing part) is over-exerting itself. hehee:) everything's rather boring to me now:)
- strangely out of place -
listening to 98.0 now...can't seem to appreciate the music. it's an absoLuteLy horrendous feeling i tell you... not being able to feel the emotions intertwined into the music... to pour ur soul into the container of lyrics...to allow the music to enrapture ur whole beinG:) like there's a barrier (or just this unwillingness) between u and the musiC...hmmz.
and i feel terribly uneasy... like i should be finishing up the physics and geog worksheets in front of me right now and i'm being a sloth and not doing it... i should finish up the physics later:):):)
i like talking to people:) like actualLy u noe... talking to them in real-life, not just online or something...
'cos in real-life u can hear the voice, and u can actually try to visualize how the voice would look like... like perhaps very round or just a deep pool of water or maybe it's like really airy or somethinG:) then u can feel the emotions they're radiating out... and occasionally touch can be established:) it feels satisfying to be touching someone... the ruffling of the hair, the patting of the back...
just an innocent tap on the arm:) very niCe indeed:)
it's rather saddening to see that people view touching as a sort of taboo now or somethinG...like whenever touch is established, it is viewed with strange eyes...or people think too much of it. that when children are asked to hold hands, they go 'ewwww'.
well... i admit i used to be afraid of touch too... it just felt strange and abnormal to me in the past u noe... like i'll feel uncomfortable or something...but i've learnt:)anywayz... it's not exactly my fault either (hahaha... shifting the blame:) 'cos my family doesn't make contact with each other.
except my grandmother. bad memories. that was a long time ago though..when i was 5 or 6 or something. oh wellz.
- if u touch me, i won't run -
so coincidental, i quoted this line from the song playing on the radio now:)
oh cooL! 'strange relationship' is playing on power 98:) hahaha! @ 12.08 am:):):)
DARREN HAYES ROCKZ!