and another thought just struck me.
that sometimes a friend whom we wanna be very close to, might not want to be friends of that degree with us.
hahahaa.
i guess it goes back to reciprocation.
like many-a-times reciprocation doesn't occur.
i guess it bothered me deeply in the past when this happened.
not that it doesn't bother me now, but i guess in a sense, it just shows that maybe it's not the right timing, or the right friend.
hahaa.
and give thanks for the friends who are by us :D