Was just thinking about how we have the potential to attribute certain things to wrong sources (specifically attributing things to the spiritual opposition, when it could be because of unresolved things being surfaced). lol. had this thought during cg when one of the brothers was sharing about some stuff. and naturally, the first thought i had was that there was unresolved and untackled things from the past.
it's interesting :)
hmm.
think during worship after the drama yesterday, realized certain things about the whole ess process, and about myself, and suddenly felt lost. lol. and overwhelmed by that realization. and just so humbled by it. lol. and a little sad.
Haven't taken the time out to think through the whole process again. the start of ess preparation felt very long ago, even though it was only one and half months ago. guess the concept of time warps itself when things pile up. i feel as if i've been doing ess for a few months. or rather, just that i've been having rehearsals for a month or two. lol. though i feel as if i've only been working for a very short time...
i guess there're many things that could have been done better, or earlier, or more excellently. and though the product of the ess creative side seems to be alright, the creative head knows that the process had much stuff in it. the ugly sides, and the grace-filled ones.
so yup, thank God for the successful pulling off of the two esses, that nobody died along the way... and that we see fruits coming to past. and i really pray that whatever the drama has left the people with, it'll continue to plough and work in the peoples' hearts as well :)
may the impact and influence of the esses extend further than what was presented in those few hours.
may the name of the Lord continue to be praised :)