-tell me what to believe,
won't you bring me your love
tell me what to achieve, baby
so i can move forward-

physically, i'm awake. spiritually, i'm awake.
emotionally and mentally, i'm still in snooze mode.

-analysis and theories,
what does matter really?-

after two weeks of hectice-ness, there's finally a day whereby i can wake up without setting an alarm and do what i want to do, rather than going down the day according to how it's planned. I haven't done anything much since the time i woke up..went online, checked email, blog surfed, replied a couple of smses, picked up Lexean once again to continue reading from where i stopped.

something from the magazine :)
- What's at stake is our true potential which will not be achieved by the mere fulfillments of a simple list of good-enoughs... Hiding in our mediocrity is our inability to realise that we have stopped fighting for excellence... Thanks to our obsession with material wealth, success has become distilled with a checklist of sorts: the job, the car, the address, and the goods. Why did we allow our potential and talent to become condensed into a list of material goods?

'For I know the plans I have for you.", declares the Lord. "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.' - Jeremiah 29:11

We are destined for something greater than what we are doing now.
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I'm not a very independent person. haha. i like to set a time to do things with someone else. i like to set appointments with people because it motivates me to get to somewhere and do things. yet, for this semester, there are many tutorial sessions that i'm attending alone.. which actually stirs in me a desire to skip these tutorials one time too many.. (though i never did that in the end. haha)
i prefer to set an appointment with the person, then we go our seperate ways to do the thing though. hahaa. (e.g. shopping, swimming) not so much for studying..i'll die of boredom studying alone.
so for the past 2 weeks, i had the chance to be more independent. and to grow in the area of initiating stuff in tutorials. to grow in the area of doing more things myself without appointments... hahaa.
maybe it's just more of the case of learning to overcome the initial inertia by yourself, rather than having someone else with you to overcome that inertia..