So now I am standing at a crossroad of sorts. or perhaps i've been standing at a crossroad of sorts, but have not realised the position i am in due to other distractions..
in any case, now that certain distractions are gone, i realise that i'm standing at a crossroad of sorts. looking at scenario a or scenario b, what should i do? what should i focus on? where should i go? what can i learn out of this?
haven't continually sought God for all these.

-for the world will fade away
still my soul to You remains-

it's a gentle wind that blew yesterday night
a gentle coolness that permeates today
and hopefully a gentle desire that'll carry me through tomorrow.

i feel that i have lots to think about, but i do not know what i'm supposed to think about. hahaa.

-you're free to dance
forget about your two left feet
you're free to sing
even joyful noise is music to Me
and free to love
'cos I've given you My love
and it's made you free

free from worry
free from envy and denial
free to live, free to give, free to smile-

experiencing the kindness of God makes the world a much softer place than it really is :)