today's an eventful day. eventful not in terms of the things to do. eventful in terms of my emotions. i was angry and shocked, both in the same day. whoa. emotional fatigue.
angry 'cos of my dad's ridiculous claims and accusations. i've already explained the situation but it didn't seem to have gone across. even more ridiculous is his suggestion:P
shock 'cos of something i heard today. shocked. shocked till i don't know what to say.
so that's my day.
was being indignant and thinking about why i should respect someone who's not worthy of respect. and the answer of 'you weren't worthy to be loved, but God love you anyway' came to mind. oh well. took a while for that statement to really sink in. it's so hard to understand something when emotions have taken over. self control really is needed.
and to think just at the lift, i was thinking about the verse 'love is patient, love is kind'. thinking about how i should strive (with the work of the Holy Spirit in me) to be the kind of person who'll still love when no one else can love... simply because i have God's love in me.
haha. when you say you wanna grow, God really moulds.