i was just doing my rare once-in-every-three-months-only-done-at-night-or-when-the-circumstances-are-right long hours thinking. and gosh. it gets more and more tiring to think. guess i postponed this thinking process for quite some time.
hahaha. yeah. after thinking must come to a conclusion.
God provided me with the conclusion. how cool can that get?:D
hahah:D
yeah!
i shall do a shared major in psychology and social work in nus in the future! (suggested by kimchun). can't imagine myself in the future. u know, like, the future IS the future...it's still far away:P not. everyone's been asking me about /the future/ how disastrous. i really know nuts about /the future/.../the present/ is something which is more immediate now. hahaha:D /the future/ is in God's hands. and i trust Him with /the future/ more than i trust /the future/ to be in my hands:)
-just keep going, just keep going-
i'll sure miss bio though. oooh. bio. with all its intricate knowledge about the detailed mechanism of God's creation. how i love thee! thy voluminous body with thy hidden treasures. thou dost noth shy away from me, but freely share thy treasures. how i will miss thee! no more the intimate knowledge of thee. no more listening to the murmurs of what thou hast to say.
oh! how my heart will ache when thy presence leaves. leave not thy shadow or a trace.
when thou leaves, i will miss thee. but now thy presence haunts me night and day.

:P

okay. i can't go on. sounds too :P to go on.
look at the time! it's 3am! i will study. yesh. hhahaa. talking nonsense. here i am to embrace the intricate details of the plant transport system. goodbye!:D