there're times when i feel like school counselling is getting boring, or bothersome, or really not what i wanna do.
there are other times i really feel proud that i'm one, that i'm in close contact and proximity to the students, that i am in touch with what's going on in their families, that i'm in a setting to apply what i have learned.

there're times when i look at the other counsellors, their qualifications and senority, and wonder why in the world i'm in this position. like they know so much more about the systems, about where to get contacts... and blah and blah..
there're other times when i am proud to be one of the youngest school counsellors in the secondary system.. and though it's really hard, i can learn a lot of things. haha. or be able to know how things work in the ministry system much more.. e.g. how they allocate budget :P or things that're of a much more macro view in the school system.