i love my chi 'cos she's got green eyes =)
then i asked myself. will i still love her if she has yellow eyes?
hahaa. i dunno if i will love her as much. LOL.
so sad ah. just because of an eye colour difference :)
but i guess as human beings we have preferences?
hahaha.
that's why we're attracted by some things, and not others.
but chi is so cute =)
and i really prayed for her eyes to be green instead of yellow. LOL.
I realized through GC.. (it's just one of the side things...) that there are certain traits of being melancholic which affect my preferences.

1) preference of having certainty in things.. this'll affect the kind of job i want, the need to do up appointments, the natural desire to plan. hahaha. but i guess along the way, through interactions with others, i'm learning to be able to deal with uncertainty, and to even enjoy it as uncertainty comes :)

2) i prefer to think about possibilities in the future. dunno if this is a mel trait though. hahahaa. this includes morbid possibilities of dying and meeting with accidents. hahaha. ah wells :)

you know.
till now i seldom experience times when i'm not thinking about something.
hahaa
stoning is a foreign word to me.
and usually happens only when i'm so tired i can fall asleep whenever i close my eyes a little longer than 2 seconds :)