sometimes i wonder about the futility of life.
hahaaa.
that the pursuits of so many things in life end up to nought.
i guess maybe tt's why sometimes i'm not so interested in doing things that doesn't seem to have continuity and longevity. lol.
that these things disinterest me very quickly.
but then again, i guess one'd never know the possibility of that thing having continuity and longevity. lol.
i'm babbling.