I think I can be quite random in my thoughts at time.
Was just thinking about how I used to not like children.. or rather, just don't find them fascinating.. but recently think they're quite interesting. haha.
Probably got influenced by dr tan or children lovers some way or another. I still don't find them 'cute' for the sake of being cute.. but find it amazing at their learning abilities, at their innocence... lol
oh i know why. 'cos recently take care of chi.. hahaha.
was just watching itazura na kiss (it's the only one of its kind in my anime list) episode 23 whereby kotoko knows that she's pregnant.. while watching the anime whereby scenes of the family getting excited about the child was shown, i can't help thinking about how mothers who actually have a miscarriage must really feel quite traumatized.. considering that there was much anticipation and preparation for it, coupled with the bond between the mum and the child. feels painful now to think about it.
i'm sleepy. going to tan tock seng hospital for sw module tmr :) the care and counselling section. hope i learn much through it. hope i can wake up! haha.
i've recently started to formulate a list of 'wants'. things that i want (and may get in the future). but since it's a list of wants, it's fine that i don't get it either=D
lol.