have been doing calculations of my finances for these few days, as well as tidying up my room, and planning out my days and weeks. i was quite restless in the first two days, but at this moment, i quite like the flow of things. haha. had the chance to have dinner with my mum, and today with both my parents, something which i've not been able to do so in a while (partly also cos i'm always out at night).

it's a pity that i'm flying off soon, since i'm just getting adapted to life in this current pace. haha. realized that i have left a lot of things hanging around (e.g. things bought but not given out, or ideas which have stayed with me, but not carried out) due to a previous lack of time, together with half-read books. i'm thankful for this period of time that i can sort the various things out in my life as well :) and i kinda need a lot of time to do settling since i flit from one thing to another. haha. i can't just spend like 8 hrs tidying my room cos i lose attention quite fast, but eventually i do come back to it (maybe after a day, and i continue to tidy up my room?). hahaa.

~2am, and my cat is sleeping~
i love my mid-year trips cos it gives me so much space to wonder and wander. haha. though after last year's STMs, travelling to explore didn't seem as meaningful as travelling with a purpose of doing something for the people overseas. haha. but still, am looking forward to seeing Japan again :)