I was just reflecting on how ironic it is that I was just mentioning that I was in a bit of a hilltop period of time, when things started to come in again. haha.
Not that I'm in any sort of valley at this moment. In fact, I feel quite well spiritually and emotionally, despite the many crashes of heavy whatever-it-is-called crashing down on me.
i thank God for 2 changes which I observe.. the fact that I'm out of my depressive state of mind, as well as the fact that God has grown my heart to be more resilient through the years.
That's not to say that my life is not still defined by the word 'pain'. but other vocabulary has been added on to it. words like 'love', 'Presence', 'resilience'.