exhausted.
but thankful for today :)
hope many people were as touched as i was.
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thinking today that i need to firm up the way i self care.
was reminded of this when David shared something about how he'd get drained at the end of the week if he's been ministering to pple.
it reminds me of my job.
and how at the start of my job, after meeting just one client or two, due to the intense nature of the sharing, i was rather drained. could feel heartbeat getting faster, brain frying and all that thing. hahaa. couple this with continual non-privacy of my office, and it was horrendous.
along the way, i learned to cope, but mainly also 'cos there're people whom i can continually talk online to :) like pockets of joy.
haha.
but i also realized tt it's not very efficient, 'cos i can feel a difference in myself during holidays and during workdays. and it's not 'cos of the work. i think i have a low threshold for stress (maybe? hahaa)
so need to find more proper self care. haha.
like finding the right balance between meeting people, spending time with God and being alone. haha