Nov 06

-with all my heart, i long to feel You
with all my soul, i long to seek You-
i vaguely remember singing this song yesterday. haha.
yeah!
the internet is distracting. so i shall blog offline. so strange. typing in notepad now. lots more time i guess.
yeah. met lots of people today. hahaha. went to starhub to study with jits and eesiew and twin. twin went to buy something, came back and said to me 'if i told you who i saw, you won't be sitting here anymore'. hahaha. she saw junting. ah well.
so the four of us went to ka jiao her and sharon (they were having shepherding)...ah well. quite interesting. and then carrie arrived. and we went back to studying. oh. saw a sister called xuelian who arrived too early for pm so invited her to join us. hahaha. saw jason too.
when we were leaving, jt has changed her sheep. haha. mingxiu was there instead. yeah!:D
service was interesting. new songs! hahaha. and we were on our first part of a new series. how exciting!
had c-e-w meeting. very exciting things happening. hahaha:D anyway, met joseph and carrie on the way to the mrt. farnie.
poor jasmine was very sick. hope she'll rest well at home:)
yeah. then went to find steph to pass her her stuff. met this former nanyangal (oh no! i can't remember her name) and someone called jessie (yes. another jessie.)
-i long to hide in the shadow of Your wings-
should i work in december? hmm.

Nov 07

i found another ants' nest...in an uncovered hole left behind due to changing of my windows. how disastrous.
studied with joycelyn at macs today. my sister was supposed to join us but she couldn't wake up:P her mum joined us for a while. haha. quite funny. she bought one whole meal and ate only the burger, leaving the sundae, the drink and fries to us. even bought two apples. healthy living!
hahaha. quite funny.
yeah well. did nyj paper, half of cj's paper, my srj is with jits and more bio stuff. ammonia to nitrites to nitrates. yes. by nitrobacter. izzit? let me check. yes. i'm correct. nitrifying bacteria, of which an example is nitrobacter. then denitrifying bacteria will convert nitrates to nitrogen gas. brilliant creatures.
i can't remember my differential equation, nor can i remember my newton-rhapson (which IS disastrous 'cos it's the only question i can definitely do)
exhausted. hahaha. but joyful:D looking forward to exams:)

Nov 08
ah. studied with twin and jitsy and michael (who took a long time to travel from pasir ris to bukit timah) at bukit timah plaza, at the place beside kfc. hahaa:) quite an empty place...few people seem to venture there. quite a tempting place to eat though...food smells everywhere.
was quite disturbed in the morning over a dream i had...then the HS prompted me to drop it and don't be bothered about it, for as long as i check my own heart constantly and look to God, it would not be an issue at all.
yeah. anyway:) quite cool:D haha.
oh yes. i've developed a phobia of singing. it's all twin and jitsy's fault. they kept laughing whenever i started to sing while listening to the cd that sengkim burned for us. if i never ever sing again, it's because of the both of them. they traumatised me.
hahaha:D
oooh. 2 weeks and 1 day before the end of As! yeah. cool! i think i'll miss studying. so sad.
ah well.

Nov 11
studied with twin and shuyi at kap macs today:) heh. quite a nice place to study, though time was short 'cos i reached there at like 4pm. haha. finished reading 'the cartoon guide to economics' which wasn't very enlightening but proved to be quite interesting.
saw the central e guys. and knew a new person called chewie. hahaha!:D shuyi's friend:D the name's so interesting:)
i haven't bought my slippers and my white shirt. gotta do it tmr.
hmmmm.
hope the uls come back soon. hahaha. then she can get confirmation, so that i can get confirmation from her:)
was at timothy's house on tues and got michael to read to me about guan's msg posted on the tagboard. a formal gathering? hmm. okay.
i'll inform the rest of the teachers and discuss with them or something. dunno how to contact mrs yak though. hahaha.
yeah:D less than 2 weeks before the As end. hahaha. the As are sapping the energy out of me. but it's okay, i can draw strength from God!:D
-there is joy in the Lord
there is love in His Spirit
there is hope in the knowledge of Him
there's a fountain that flows
like a river from heaven
abounding in love to my soul-

Nov 15
one week and three more days to the end of As. hahaha:D
anyway, tried smsing miss lee to ask if the teachers will be able to come, but she said that most of them will most prob be out of the country by the end of the month..so wellus. i still haven't thought of the plans yet. hahaha:D maybe we'll just end up at the steamboat buffet place (yet again! so boring!)
haha. there've been multiple requests for basketball. yeah.
anyway, quite fun these days. swam with jits last wed, then played table tennis with xiangyu and twin (never played with guan.hehehe). twin has the potential. hahaha. i'm losing my touch.
yeah:)
studied yesterday with joycelyn..heh. i think we like to distract each other. then hongyao joined us at 7++.
oh! if u wanna study alone, go to marine parade lib starbucks and kapok the huge sofa there...hahaha. the one near the counter. very nice place to study 'cos the music's just over ur head and it's supremely comfortable and bright and nice smelling and you'll feel cozy, yet in that alert state of mind to enjoy your studying. i shall restructure my room once the aircon and the door comes.
i've just discovered more mini occupants in the same room as i am. hahaha. maybe they'll provide amusement for the cat. thinking of ways to kill the mini occupants though. they seem to like to wander into my room before going out to the living room. how disastrous:)

nov 16
interesting day today.
got out of house at 12.30pm, but reached school at the ultimate late time of 1.45pm. gosh. the bus was dragging its wheels. i thank God i'm not late. just in time to see everyone going up to put their bags. whew.
econs paper today. hahaha. forgot to bring my jacket, but surprisingly didn't freeze to death:D God made the aircon blow at a nice temperature. it was very cold, but it was a very comfortable cold (to me. michelle, who was in the same predicament as me, said she has no blood in her hands for the last essay) and cleared my brains very nicely to think faster. no brain freeze for me. haha.
heh. i wanna share this though i think some people will kill me after i do share it.
i didn't really study a lot for my econs, was actually quite comfortably spotting... actually i didn't even spot. just that somehow or another, i felt no importance in studying for anything else except for the macroeconomic probs and policies and externalities. (of course i read through some of the others...like protectionism and what-nots, but those were only flipped through...) i'm convicted that it's the prompting for the HS and really, guess what came out? hahahaa.
first question was about externalities (totally.), forth question was about national income multiplier (which i know nothing about, except that it's influenced by mpw, which is made up of mps and mpm...know this 'cos it was in the macro prob and policies notes and some other stuff which i've only read once or something dropped into my mind) and fiscal policy(woohoo!), fifth question was about money supply and monetary policy and the last was about macroprobs in Singapore due to a falling exchange rate. i did 4,5 and 6 'cos the first question required more extensive thinking and not a mere regurgitation of the points i've learnt. but really thank God! to have studied a mere portion and have these portions coming out in the exam, i don't know what to say.
actually after properly studying about the macro probs and policies, i do find these questions so much more interesting and more fun to do than the microeconomic problems. those are so... narrow! so boring. macro is so ...case-study!is so... real-life, so intriguing how everything is nicely interwined together. a nice complex network of what happens in the world around us. i am starting to enjoy econs.

Nov18
just watched singapore idol...hehe. i think i'm starting to know why sylvester has a large fanbase...he's very sincere. thought he did 'kiss by a rose' very well..dunno why the judges didn't quite like it except for dick lee. hahaha:D it was superb. the starting was superb anyway. haha. but he's gotta work on his vocals.
and taufik! he seemed a little out-of-sorts today. no idea why though. hmmm. yet the judges seemed to like him. but it's so obvious he's a little out-of-sorts. wellus.
of course, olinda. i support olinda...but guess pple dun seem to like her image. no idea why either O_o people are just strange. ah well:) olinda has a strong voice! she reminds me a tad of fantasia. hah.
yeah! studying bio is so exciting:D hahaha.
oh! saw munbbill and hanjie at bedok library today when me, jits and michael went to study there after cg. heh. didn't even notice them till jits proded me and told me tt they were saying hi to me.
and saw mrs kuan with michelle! hahaha:D as usual, i walked past her and it wasn't till mrs kuan tapped me on the shoulder and jitsy exclaiming 'mrs kuan!' that i realised tt it's her. oops.
delifrance is always a nice place to study. hahaha. and mocha shall be my favourite type of coffee;)

nov19
yikes. cancel sign in didn't seem to work so fast O_o
oooh. so many reunions after exams. hahaha. can meet up with the nygep pple, meet up with the epirotes pple, meet up with dancing, steph, corinne, liting, lydia, desiree and rux to go out together (we must, k?:D), meet up with goodness knows who else. maybe the 03S11B pple. hahaha.
four papers more. four delightful papers. econs and bio.
i miss kimhong actually (my primary sch classmate cum og-mate). haven't really kept in touch with her since last yr. hahaha. she's like the most unassuming person i know. glad tt we're meeting up soon:)
and all the rest of you pple who have gone in non-existence ever since the start of prelims, hopefully you'll reappear. hahaha.
yeah wellus. i'm talking nonsense here. hahaha. shall go and enjoy my growth and repro notes:D so interesting!
oh. no. i forgot the scientific name of yeast. saccharomyces what? saccharomyces cerensiae. haha. all the funny names which are quite a delight to pronounce.. like. spirogyra. which is an unbranched filamentous green alga. hahaha! i remember! hahaha. nvm. dun mind me. btw, alga is the singular form of algae. yeah. do u noe escherichia coli which lives in our intestines can mulitply up to 20 times per min (or izzit per second? should be per min). so can you imagine the number of e.coli is in ur intestines right now?:D:D:D
thank God we didn't have biotech for option. i'll just be bored to death.
hahaa.

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awww. so sad. olinda got out:P
she got good vocals. anyone caught her wearing the miniskirt in 'footloose'? hahaa.
anyway. anyway. anyway. jits says tt singapore idol is messed up. i think so too. wellus.
couldn't really study well today. extremely restless. what a waste of time. oh! saw sharon in the macs at toa payoh central while i was looking for a toilet. hahahha.
ohoh!
i heard EIC on power 98 on maggie's show today. the guys are fab! haven't heard good acoustics for a long time. hahaha. they're having a concert on the 24th of dec at the studio in esplanade...high chance i'm not going. it's only $25 btw. wellus. everyone should try listening to them. they totally blew the listeners away this afternoon, including me. really good!

nov24
oh look. tomorrow's the last day of As for me:D hahaha. how exciting.
went to make my atm card today...much easier to withdraw money next time. new system in house. mum deposits money, i withdraw. guess who thought up of the idea?:)
yeah well.
muscles ache now.
i do miss basketball afterall. hahahaha.

nov27
-i wanna be a reflector
i wanna shine with Your glory
i wanna let the whole world know that You're living in me-
hehehe. has sms in the morn yesterday. intriguing. hahaha. sms led to sisters' sharing today during dinnertime which was quite interesting:)
yeah! and then went with jits after sms to Times and read books! rather. read half a book due to the lack of time. hahaha. and we proceeded to somerset to meet qing and nina but well..both of them were... so me and jits went to the toilet, then to mount zion which recently opened at somerset to look around. hahaha.
qing showed us her multiple pictures of *a-hem* her object of attraction - tay ping hui. hahaha. hah. tph reminds me of ceilings and beds and what-nots. which reminds me tt i still owe fungi mark wahlberg. oh dear.
yeah. the four of us went to the bowling place above cine...went to the wrong storey and found ourselves in front of ktv.. hahaha. then heard that the bowling alleys are under renovation (!!!) and checked them out. wellus. they were really under renovations. so sad. haha.
then we proceeded to pizza hut to eat! yeah!
and weez and huiyuan and jane joined us later! and qing left 'cos she wanted to go to john little first, then to library, then to i can't remember where. then after dinner, we saw trace and yengyong!
u know wat? i couldn't quite recognise yengyong from the back now. i saw trace and then i was like, 'who's tt caucasian girl beside her?':P hahahaha. guess what yy did to her hair O_o
yeah. then i ran out of plans of what to do. hahaha. so we walked. and parted at the traffic light. then walked yy and trace to meet arya and i can't remember his name and then we went home! (me and jits).
yeah. today.
went to nina's house to learn rollerblading! hahaha. so interesting. i fell multiple times of my butt. hahahaha. and i'm quite scared of going fast. wellus. nina said i improved! yeah! by the way, we rollerbladed to the cemetry near her house. quite a nice cemetry if i must say. a scary slope though. and mosquitoes which are too friendly:)
then lunch:D which consisted of pratas! the prata person cheated our money!
then service! hahahaha:D service was full of surprises. i never cease to be amazed at the testimonies shared. really cool!:D hahaha.
then dinner. wellus. dinner was a time of fellowship!
then me and joycelyn and jingting and shimin went to walk around... heh. sent shimin off and saw sharon and hongyao and bowen and joseph and derek's friend (oh no! i forgot his name again!) and i really can't remember who else. hahaha.
then saw tom and hongyao again while waiting for jiali and jas outside john little. haha. tom is a very friendly brother to his brother (harry)...he keeps asking us to go and 'bug his brother'. yeah wellus.
heh. and the rest of the night passed in an interesting fashion. wellus;)
then saw chiew! hahahaha. actually i thought i saw chiew. then i shouted her name. then she never turned. so i thought i saw wrongly and decided to walk behind her to try to see her face. then saw jon, who pointed me to chiew. ahhhh!
intriguing.
then mrt! gosh. my arm is feeling a bit tired from all the typing. thought i'll have no company for my train. hahaha. then the ys pple appeared. and jolene (is tt how u spell her name?)appeared and yeah! i had jolene, xiao wen and jerlyn for company! hahaha.
still looking for a job. oh! i forgot to mention!
sihui came today!:D:D:D hahahaha. okay. nvm. hahahaha. 'cos usually she can only come on sunday mornings 'cos of her family...but today she could come for youth service!:D
i can't think of a place to go for our gathering. gosh. i shall wreck my brain tonight!:D