i recall a time when i was feeling disgruntled. extremely disgruntled. And i did my quiet time in the midst of my disgruntlement. but as i prayed, i took less notice of my disgruntlement, and was more focused on God. it came to a point when i started to smile and prayed more ernestly. and it was till i stopped praying that i remembered that i started out being disgruntled, but it was gone. it wasn't exactly an uplifting of emotions/burdens, as some other pple may have experienced, it's more like the in-filling of God's love and peace, similar to ointment soothing away any pains.
and tonight, just as the realisation of school reopening hits me, and a slight wave disturbed these peaceful thoughts of mine, a verse encouraged me.
i did find out something about myself though. i can't seem to do subjects which is so called in-between, like chemistry. oh bio is fine. physics is fine. chem? :P. or geog. it kinda linked to the fact that i may still hold ideas of categorization in my mind. long story.
anyway, i am going to continue on maths. shall do my best?:) yup.