it's been a long time since i've updated. hahahah:D
a week and a day:) i'm a week and a day younger than jitsy:D
dunno wat to type...i can't possibly squeeze a whole week full of events in here...no inspiration either. been sleeping the whole day:)
let me start off with this:
Walking down the street with his friend Brad, Joe said, "I'm a walking economy!"
"What do you mean by that?" Brad asked.
"My hairline is in a recession, my stomach is a victim of inflation, and the combination of those two factors is putting me in a deep depression."
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vj...let me talk about vj:) vj's 02 orientation was terribly boring on monday...hahaha, quite interesting on tuesday, and was going to peak on wednesday night before they shooed us away from school 'cos of the SARS thingie:) i'm in cygnus!:) and our og's name means stars or maybe it's a star or something similar..i'm not very sure about it either. hmmz...was attached to s1e for the orientation...nice pple!:D hahaha. very enthu about everything:) they'll jump up and dance to every dance whenever the music starts...and not just 'whiney whiney'...
got assigned to s1d instead. for the proper class thingie. so sad. i was feeling quite attached to s1e. ah wellz:)
stephanie's in s1e...lydia's in the same class as me, and corinne and colin are both in s1b. apparently they arranged the names according to ur IC number. how nonsensical.
oh yah...forgot to mention... this OG names aquila was mean to almost every other OG...they came up to my og and went
-cygnus (clap clap) illness (clap clap)
cygnus (clap clap) illness (clap clap)
SARS!-
wat the nonsense. ah wellz:) but hui yuan's OG came up with the anti-aquila (alliteration!) cheer which goes something like...
-who wants tequila? i want i want!
who wants aquila? no one no one!
aquila aqua aquila aqua...-
then i can't remember how it's supposed to go on. hahaha:) nvm about it:)

hmmmz.
today is a very confusing day:)...hehee.
went to carrie's church service today with jits. hehee:) met her at somerset mrt station...and walked there. then met a bunch of other people outside mac's...hahaha:D really nice people:) jun ting and hui chun didn't look like they're any much older:D the most j2s...but turns out to be otherwise. *grInz*
saw the other hui qing from nygh...the volleyball (i think) hui qing. relatively surprised... hehee:D
hmm..let me just jump to why i'm confused...
i'm confused 'cos for the first time, i can actually feel god's presence in the auditorium...and when i closed my eyes, it felt like just him, and me...there wasn't anyone else around...even though i could hear everyone else singing very clearly. (who can't? it was rather loud. hehee)
and even after i sat down to listen to the pastor...i still feel him nearby. the feeling hasn't left me yet. hahaa. dunno. ah wellz:) asking everyone:)

yeah..anyway, this is the third installment:) first two are down there:)
i didn't realise carrie is my s.p until she used 'dearez' for her letter to me...as well as the letter to her s.p...ah well:) then i got suspicious...hahaha. actually carrie knew from the first day i'm her s.p 'cos i didn't attempt to hide my handwriting and all that:) so..yah:) same *grInz* and smiley faces and whatever nonsense there may be:) hehehe:)
hahaha.
very nice to have baa as my buddy. everytime i can't finish up my rice or my cups of water (ee han always gives us j1s a lot of water to drink after training...), baa will help me finish it up:) *grInz* nice buddy. hahahaa:) yeah...closer to baa, rara, jie ru, carrie and shi nee than the rest:) i feel that stella is the type of person who'll talk a lot if she opens up properly...but so far, she hasn't the opportunity to open up properly...perhaps 'cos she's got to maintain the dignity of a captain. poor her.

*grInz* yeah...this is the second part of my 'camp installment' if you haven't read the first part, it's down there. *points down* think there's gonna be a third part, which will be up there.
third day of training was about the same as the second day's...forgot to mention we went to the monkey bar after the four big rounds. hahaha. i never could climb the monkey bar when i was young...very delighted to find that i could go go across it twice in a day in camp. lol:) sort of a small achievement for me:) *beamz*
aaah. let me just go on to talk about the nice pple in camp!:D
basically, we have 10 seniors in camp with us... who are stella (team captain...she very ke lian..need to use something to stabilise her ankle bones everytime...see her peel away the stuff very xin1 tong4), shi nee (vice captain, who had the fortune ...or misfortune of having denise as her secret pal. hahaha...then she didn't get any letters 'cos denise didn't come back for camp. hahaha --- denise is another senior of ours. j2), ying yu a.k.a meh (controller), ee han a.k.a moo (center...hahha. she's very funny. she keeps saying 'nobody wants moo' 'cos her s.p didn't write to her), si ning (can't remember wat she is...jian2 feng1 i think. she's got a bball referee for a bf! the only bball referee who doesn't look like a referee apparently. hahaha), sarah a.k.a rara (she likes mojojojo *grInz* only person in j2 team with long hair. haha), kaitlyn a.k.a cat (she's the sister of one of the lao3 des... hua1 jie3 de mei4 mei4...so she's hua1 mei4), jie ru a.k.a chicken (hahaha...i got my first ever piggy back from her:D she's smaller sized than me btw), yan lin a.k.a bAa (she's my buddy for the camp! and she got 9 points for her Os too:) and last but not least Carrie (my s.p)! hahaha.
hmmz.. in the camp, everyone has a buddy to take care of/be taken care of...and everyone's supposed to pick a person's name to write to...the person whom u pick will have you as a secret pal. and you yourself will also have a secret pal:) and at the end of the three days, we're supposed to figure out who our secret pals are...secret pals are supposed to write letters, to encourage the person whom u picked...and blah blah:) so it's like...i picked carrie's name...and turns out that carrie picked my name too. hahah. so coincidental!:) we're the only two who picked each other's name...and just before the picking, me, liling and shu wen were just talking about how carrie has very nice legs. hahaha. nvm about that:)

hohoho merry christmas!:D i'm back from bball camp!:)
*grInz*...or rather, it's called basketball centralised training camp...hahaha.
very tedious training...really horrendous on the first day...when we started out with running 5 rounds under 13mins right smack in the bright early hours of the day, continued with free-throws and lay-ups and what nonsense...felt terribly vomitty and fainty after that, so i rested. hehehee:) but yah...first day mahz...really not used to the suddenly so-tough training.
then in the afternoon, we had training again. three rounds around the estate this time...continued with the lane stuff...the lane stuff was like..ehz...short distance sprinting and running stuff and what nonsense. dunno how to say...but it left everyone feeling dead. i didn't feel quite well either. actually for the whole of the first day, i felt vomitty. ah wellz:)
yeah anywayz, let me continue talking about the training before i go on to the nice parts:) tuesday morning...training started at 6.30am...till 9+. we ran four rounds around the track...on the outermost lanes...then we went to the chang2 cheng2 and sprinted up two times...okay. nyj has a chang cheng 'cos it's literally very long... if you've been to nyj, you would have gone up the long flight of steps from the track to the main building. and yah. that's how long we sprinted up. we j1s were lucky for once..we only had to sprint up two times. for the j2s, they had to do double. *grInz*
then the same stuff as the day before...except we had to do the ball handling stuff again...and eat medicine:P i dun like the eating medicine part. (eating medicine = training with the medicine ball)
then in the afternoon, we went to SPE (school of physical education) to train...'cos they have lights at their courts...and we can then train till 8 ++ in the evening or something:) 3 rounds around track as warm-up, lay-ups and a 3-on-3 game:) i like the afternoon training better:) 'cos got lao3 de to train with us xiao3 de. then their ball skills are so... whoa!. very inspiring. hahaha:) talking about them later.
saw xinyi at SPE. and some nanyangals at SPE too..think they may be from track. i'm not very sure.
yeah..then after training, liling and carrie went with miss tang and miss yau to buy our dinner...which was a nice surprise...'cos it's not rice with stuff...turns out to be beehoon with stuff instead.
which reminds me of the lame sms that asks 'do you love mee? tell me truthfully' and all that nonsense. then in the end they ask you 'how about beehoon?'

O! the many complications of life.
i just realised that this is my last week with all my friends in nyj...aarghh!!! i can't bear to leave them. can't bear to have the thought of not having me, rosa, kim hong, weiyang, you rong, darlene and xiao qian going out together almost everyday after school...or just stay back in school so that we can walk out together. ah wellz.
skipped chem lecture today (they didn't do much anyway...just went through test paper and did one more qn) and spent the whole 1 hour 20 mins talking to kim hong:) *grInz* think she felt much happier after that:) *beaMz*
hmmmz. after school today, we went out to celebrate her b-day:D went to thomson plaza...then i bought a mini cake from Four Leaves for her...then we went to the food court to celebrate:D *grInz* urged weiyang to buy a rose for her...and benjamin went with him. *grInz* it's rather convenient to have the juke box with us as well:) took the opportunity to promote darren hayes as well:) haha:)
ah wellz. the 'we' include me, kim hong, weiyang, rosa, benjamin and cuiyun... hmmz. took the same bus as benjamin home...and on the way i received some news...which add to the complicity of a lot of stuff...ah wellz.
aww shucks. i dunno how to comfort guys. how?

-such a beautiful day, such a beautiful day,
and the sun is shining, and the women are dancing
...
and there's no need to despair-
though by his pronunciation, it sounded like 'dis pear' hahaha:)
yeah! we didn't go out to *chomp chomp* afterall...they went out and called me and told me they'll call me again once they change destination but in the end some people went home and thus i didn't go out. hahaha. what a long sentence:) got b-day greetings from kim hong and the bunch...including a very nonsensical benjamin singing a deliberately offtune happy b-day song. ah wellz:)
quite amusing when i wish weiyang happy birthday and he said 'same to you!' really cornified.
went to my sister's council investiture --- pierce's first student council investiture. hahaha:) nowhere as grand as nanyang's..but ah wellz:) reception food was nice. hahha. and four of her sc mates wished me happy birthday. guess who told them:) *beaMz*
then got b-day wishes from trace, rumie and weez (again!) hahaha:) thank you gals for remembering me! :D
yeah...enjoyed myself the entire day:) hehehe. relaxed at home, watched a bit of tv, finished asimov, changed clover's cage...basically got my energy back:) i feel the enthusiasm for school once more!:) hahaha:)
anyone want some freeky fries?

hahaha:)
8.27 right now and i'm still at home:) got a headache this morning...and while i was lying happily in my bed, preparing to doze off once more, a stomachache creeps up upon me, bringing its best friend, nausea, along with it. so that's why i'm still at home:) *beamz*
left my phone on the entire night 'cos i fell asleep last night without intending to..at 12+, my mum woke me up 'cos she said the phone sounded. *grInz*:):):) thankew weez! and geraldine! (though there's a high chance she won't see this. hahaha)
and qingz! hahaha. so nice of you to call me in the morning to sing a birthday song to me:) *grInz*
and my sister was so sweet! hahaha. 'cos today's she's going off to camp...so she placed this huge box on my chair with the presents inside. ah wellz:)
hmmz. and now i dunno if i should go to school...'cos nyj has a half day due to good results :D meeting my og mates later to go out to *chomp chomp* though:) wonder if the ct's going out...hahaha:)
yeah anyway, i've chosen vj first, then nj, then nyj... and found out that stephanie and corine (wonder if that's how u spell the name) are both going to vj as well. *grInz* there's a high possibility we'll end up in the same class. hopefully:):):)
yikes. stomachache again.

so interesting. a confusing dramatic scenario presented itself in front of me ever since the morning of 5th march.
to protect the pple concerned, the guy's name is changed to w, my friend from primary school's name is changed to k, and the other girl's name is changed to r.
yesterday, i found out that w like k, and is very sad 'cos k is leaving for nj. ah wellz. yesterday, k didn't come to school...so i called k and asked her if she knows that w likes her and that k says that she knows. then i asked her if she's going to give w a chance and she said she doesn't know...later in the afternoon, k came to school and i pushed her to see w and sat her beside him.
the thing is, a few days ago, i asked r who she likes...and i found out that she likes w too. so in fear of hurting her feelings, i told a semi-lie. gave her the name of a former crush instead. and now i have to bear the consequences of the semi-lie...to contain within myself all the emotions that i feel.
ah well. that's the update on my life. being busy with ccs these days as well. hehehe.

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yeah..
i've got lots and lots of things to say...but i dunno who reads this...hahaha:) ah wellz. who cares.
stupid jc choosing. dunno where to go...either vj (if i can get in...), nj or back to nyj...hehehe:) got 9 points. very awkward mark i feel. ah wellz. vj has a wonderful library!:) hahaha. fell in love with the library...but the environment there didn't seem too...warm. dunno. just a neutral feeling i guess. so strange:) perhaps 'cos i went at the wrong day...maybe when everything's in full swing, it's much better:)
nj...hahaha. nj was better 'cos guan came to fetch me and jits...and then we went to the library...and isobel met us. then we saw fungi:) and we crashed fungi's math tutorial...ah wellz. nice atmosphere i guess. kim hong says that the people seem like grey stones walking around:) *grInz*:) so funny:)
and nyj...seriously i've never felt so connected to people that i've known for only ...one or two months. ah wellz. and without any major crisis or anything yet as well. i trust them...but of course, i trust u all as wellz:) old friends... ah wellz:) choices must be made...and when choices are made, opportunity cost is incurred.
no loss, no gain.
oh yah! i forgot to add...nyjc's studying environment really is good. hahaha:) the study area rules! air-conned...and nice and empty:) perfect place for studying...or for sleeping. depends on wat u wanna do:) hahaha...and of course...there's the person i like...but who prob doesn't reciprocate the feelings.
hahaha. so funny. sizhen's trying to be my psychologist now...haha. primary school classmate. she's very adorable. lol:)

for a moment there, i nearly forgot my password. hmm.
i dunno wat to say. i didn't get as well as many other pple...but sucks. who cares. doesn't bother me anymore...especially after i heard my og mates' results...wah. nonsense. felt so sad i wanted to cry. not 'cos of my results...'cos of them.
glad to hear that my ct mates obtained good results. hehehe:) most of them are staying, apparently...
i...dun noe about myself...been pushing the qn away.
boggling over it today though.