i still can't find my balance of payments notes:|
had the 'inspiration' to actually go on blackboard and see if the teachers are kind enough to post the papers online...but apparently, i'm not enrolled into the course for econs. instead, i have extra courses like physics, maths S paper and chemistry.
how amusing.
can't stand it. going to cook spaghetti again.
i have a feeling i'm going to become obese by the end of this year at the rate i'm eating...after the 1 and a half month of pure mugging before the As...
cooking has a calming effect:P
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
I did it in 18 seconds.
I deserved an A-!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!
i haven't really been properly studying these two days :| started playing backgammon on the net and didn't really keep track of time. quite an easy game to play. hahaa.
it feels as if the common tests were over and holidays are coming again:|
and i've been doing and thinking about other stuff other than econs and bio. thinking about university (again:| still thinking between nus and smu. different stuff to consider:|), thinking about end of year (wow. that's fast), playing games, buying stuff to stock up at home (spaghetti, butter waffles:D), feeding the cat who periodically comes to my house for food (more specifically lunch time and dinner time), looking for my bop forex notes that suddenly went missing (okay, that's gotta do a little with econs), planning, watching cartoons...
i think i'm procrastinating.
nonono. scratch that. i am procrastinating.
i don't feel the urgency of studying for my dear adorable tests anymore:|ECONS! KEYNESIAN. ah. i love keynesian. dunno why pple say it's horrible. hahaha:D
i'd better go and get a verse from the bible to keep in mind whenever i wish to procrastinate from now on:|
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
i have half a mind to actually just abandon studying econs and go out or something. the construction work downstairs is really irritating me.
scanning my computer now... downloaded AVG anti-virus system 'cos my macafee doesn't seem to update itself. goodness knows why. anyway, the anti-virus system is completely free and you can get it from here with no strings attached:) hahaha. advertiser. comes complete with updates and all..
ooh. the construction work stopped. okay. cool. time for econs:D
scanning my computer now... downloaded AVG anti-virus system 'cos my macafee doesn't seem to update itself. goodness knows why. anyway, the anti-virus system is completely free and you can get it from here with no strings attached:) hahaha. advertiser. comes complete with updates and all..
ooh. the construction work stopped. okay. cool. time for econs:D
Monday, June 28, 2004
idiosyncrasy is an unusual personality trait:)
disastrously sleepy right now. hahaha. maths was better than i thought. still not very fun. question 2(i), 3, 4 and 5 were all... well. not very friendly to me:) surprisingly the back questions were easier.
'cos those questions had trigo and differentiation! i never studied these two. quite cool to be able to realise that what type of integration to use immediately though. hhahaa:D and gosh. they cheated our feelings. said we've gotta studied coordinate geometry, vectors and complex numbers...well. in the end, very little of each of these three came out. there was no need for vectors at all 'cos it was a 3D trigo question:)
gp...haha. had a nice time writing the gp compo.. wrote question 5 which was something like 'the young people today never had it better. Do you think this is true in Singapore?' relatively fun to write. hahaha:D comprehension was not very friendly though... it's not that the questions are difficult..it's just that afternoon's not a very nice time to do paper..the afternoon snoozes caught up with me and i had a hard time keeping awake. thank God for huiling's two sweets which actually lasted through the entire 3 hours:D wow. God multiplied the volume of the sweet:D
we met in the morning to pray for the exams:D quite an interesting time. hahaha.
let me be proactive about rest.
disastrously sleepy right now. hahaha. maths was better than i thought. still not very fun. question 2(i), 3, 4 and 5 were all... well. not very friendly to me:) surprisingly the back questions were easier.
'cos those questions had trigo and differentiation! i never studied these two. quite cool to be able to realise that what type of integration to use immediately though. hhahaa:D and gosh. they cheated our feelings. said we've gotta studied coordinate geometry, vectors and complex numbers...well. in the end, very little of each of these three came out. there was no need for vectors at all 'cos it was a 3D trigo question:)
gp...haha. had a nice time writing the gp compo.. wrote question 5 which was something like 'the young people today never had it better. Do you think this is true in Singapore?' relatively fun to write. hahaha:D comprehension was not very friendly though... it's not that the questions are difficult..it's just that afternoon's not a very nice time to do paper..the afternoon snoozes caught up with me and i had a hard time keeping awake. thank God for huiling's two sweets which actually lasted through the entire 3 hours:D wow. God multiplied the volume of the sweet:D
we met in the morning to pray for the exams:D quite an interesting time. hahaha.
let me be proactive about rest.
Sunday, June 27, 2004
taking a break from studying..continuing later. hahaha:D doing maths questions..
i know it's supposed to be quite a bad idea to study late the night before...but then i dun have exams on tuesday...nor on wed. so yup. hahaha:D after tonight, there's time for ample rest again:D
i have no idea why the common tests this time feel so much more like real exams. hahaha:D it's strange. 'cos the last batch of common tests felt...normal. i think it's 'cos we had a lot of time to study this time and 'cos the j1s are having their exams. hahaha:D
ooof.
was studying with xinyi, joanna, meizhen and lincoln at emerald bk this evening when we decided to make a pact to study every sunday till the A levels from now on. hahaha:D we even signed a contract (made by me!) though it wasn't really formal and everything. going to touch up on it when we have time, so that should there be anyone deciding not to study out of pure laziness, the contract will be flashed to the person to scare him/her. hahahaa:D kiddin' actually it's to see who's coming 'cos we're changing the location weekly.
whoever wants to join us can join us! hahaha:D so cool. i think if there're a lot of pple, we'll just split back into our own caregroups.
yeah!
went to steph's house to get the formula list to photocopy (didn't photocopy in the end 'cos came home too late), then walked from steph's house to fungi's house to pass her the envelope. her doorbell works! got quite a shock when her dad opened the door and called out my name. ended up staying for a while at her house at the suggestion of her dad to stay for a while and chat. *grInz*
hey fungi, happy birthday once again:D we'll keep in touch, yah? hahaha.
i know it's supposed to be quite a bad idea to study late the night before...but then i dun have exams on tuesday...nor on wed. so yup. hahaha:D after tonight, there's time for ample rest again:D
i have no idea why the common tests this time feel so much more like real exams. hahaha:D it's strange. 'cos the last batch of common tests felt...normal. i think it's 'cos we had a lot of time to study this time and 'cos the j1s are having their exams. hahaha:D
ooof.
was studying with xinyi, joanna, meizhen and lincoln at emerald bk this evening when we decided to make a pact to study every sunday till the A levels from now on. hahaha:D we even signed a contract (made by me!) though it wasn't really formal and everything. going to touch up on it when we have time, so that should there be anyone deciding not to study out of pure laziness, the contract will be flashed to the person to scare him/her. hahahaa:D kiddin' actually it's to see who's coming 'cos we're changing the location weekly.
whoever wants to join us can join us! hahaha:D so cool. i think if there're a lot of pple, we'll just split back into our own caregroups.
yeah!
went to steph's house to get the formula list to photocopy (didn't photocopy in the end 'cos came home too late), then walked from steph's house to fungi's house to pass her the envelope. her doorbell works! got quite a shock when her dad opened the door and called out my name. ended up staying for a while at her house at the suggestion of her dad to stay for a while and chat. *grInz*
hey fungi, happy birthday once again:D we'll keep in touch, yah? hahaha.
whoa...
i woke up this morning feeling all jittery and anxious 'cos the fact that maths common test is tomorrow suddenly hit me.
i think it's the idea of maths common test being the first paper...hahaha:D i dun feel anxious about GP or bio or econs...hahaha:D
i'm suddenly reminded of mrs chan's words from last yr to last yr's j2s... 'it's time for an exponential increase in grades':P
normally if it's just for me, i'll like to be able to simply waffle through everything. hahaa. but i can't now. everything i'm doing, i'm going it for God. and one particular verse is stuck in my heart ... 2 Timothy 2:15 'Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved, a workman who does not need to be ashamed and who correctly handles the word of truth'.
last day:)
i look forward to revising integration though... actually i do love maths..i love maths when i can do all the questions:P hahaha:D it's such a nice feeling to be able to complete one qn after another without stopping. hahaha.
'i will say of the Lord,"He is my refuge and my fortress,
my God, in whom i trust"'
i woke up this morning feeling all jittery and anxious 'cos the fact that maths common test is tomorrow suddenly hit me.
i think it's the idea of maths common test being the first paper...hahaha:D i dun feel anxious about GP or bio or econs...hahaha:D
i'm suddenly reminded of mrs chan's words from last yr to last yr's j2s... 'it's time for an exponential increase in grades':P
normally if it's just for me, i'll like to be able to simply waffle through everything. hahaa. but i can't now. everything i'm doing, i'm going it for God. and one particular verse is stuck in my heart ... 2 Timothy 2:15 'Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved, a workman who does not need to be ashamed and who correctly handles the word of truth'.
last day:)
i look forward to revising integration though... actually i do love maths..i love maths when i can do all the questions:P hahaha:D it's such a nice feeling to be able to complete one qn after another without stopping. hahaha.
'i will say of the Lord,"He is my refuge and my fortress,
my God, in whom i trust"'
wooohooo. hahaha:D going for a gala premiere for the first time was an interesting experience. hahaha:D
spiderman 2's gala premiere was held at cathay cineleisure:D hehe.
sis had to surrender her hp to the security at level 1 'cos it can take photos... then we went up to level 2 and there were ushers to usher us especially through buttercup coffee to the other side instead of having to walk one big round..hahaha:D that was the first 'privilege'. then we went up to the fifth level...they actually closed the entire ticketing booth area on level 5 from 7-10pm especially for this event and there was dinner! hahaha. there was a buffet...quite a high class one. haha... as well as people wearing quite formal wear walking around... drinks came in champagne glasses (goodness knows why) and food was refilled constantly. it looked kinda like a formal party actually, with people gathering in small groups and talking amongst themselves. quite an interesting atmosphere.
saw lots of tcs artistes... saw wong qing hai (hahaha! qing's choice!), jeff wong, lai yilin, cai ying ying (melissa), pan lingling and her husband and her two sons, huang biren, zeng shi mei(priscilla) and some other channel 5 and channel 8 artistes i can't remember the names of...also saw the members of train! hahaa.
mrs goh chok tong was actually standing beside me before i realised that she was standing beside me ..only realised it when the cameras started to gather around. sister and i were quite trapped 'cos we had the tcs artistes in front of us and mrs goh chok tong beside us and the wall behind us. hahaha.
got signatures 'cos sister wanted them...wanted to help qing get the autograph of wong qing hai...we tailed him but he was eating, so we decided it's not good to disturb, then after eating, he was talking to his friend and then he went into the theatre.
before going into the theatre, we had to go through a security scan again and before going into the theatre, we were each given a lollipop stuck inside a spiderman thing..dunno wat it's called. at our seats, there was a notebook with spiderman featured on the front page.
and spiderman 2 was good! gosh. the shooting, the cinematography was wonderful! but quite scary at the front part. and the sound. whoa. the sound system was...
whoa. the sound was so visual.
and after the movie ended (go watch it!!! 4 and a half stars recommendation!), we were all given a packet of drink. hahaha.
i think the whole aim of a gala premiere is to make the guest feel pampered. haha. quite amusing.
interesting experience anyway. but nothing compared to the star whom i met in the afternoon!
He rocks!
He's more dashing than the most dashing person and has made millions and trillions of people fall in love with Him. Over the years, all other stars fade away, but gosh! People fall over in love with Him again and again and again, all through the century, all through the years.
When you focus on your attention on Him, gosh...nothing else can take your breath away more than Him. He makes think of Him alone and all my troubles, all my worries, they become so teeny weeny you can hardly see them.
and the best of all, i can talk to Him everyday! what more can i ask for?;)
spiderman 2's gala premiere was held at cathay cineleisure:D hehe.
sis had to surrender her hp to the security at level 1 'cos it can take photos... then we went up to level 2 and there were ushers to usher us especially through buttercup coffee to the other side instead of having to walk one big round..hahaha:D that was the first 'privilege'. then we went up to the fifth level...they actually closed the entire ticketing booth area on level 5 from 7-10pm especially for this event and there was dinner! hahaha. there was a buffet...quite a high class one. haha... as well as people wearing quite formal wear walking around... drinks came in champagne glasses (goodness knows why) and food was refilled constantly. it looked kinda like a formal party actually, with people gathering in small groups and talking amongst themselves. quite an interesting atmosphere.
saw lots of tcs artistes... saw wong qing hai (hahaha! qing's choice!), jeff wong, lai yilin, cai ying ying (melissa), pan lingling and her husband and her two sons, huang biren, zeng shi mei(priscilla) and some other channel 5 and channel 8 artistes i can't remember the names of...also saw the members of train! hahaa.
mrs goh chok tong was actually standing beside me before i realised that she was standing beside me ..only realised it when the cameras started to gather around. sister and i were quite trapped 'cos we had the tcs artistes in front of us and mrs goh chok tong beside us and the wall behind us. hahaha.
got signatures 'cos sister wanted them...wanted to help qing get the autograph of wong qing hai...we tailed him but he was eating, so we decided it's not good to disturb, then after eating, he was talking to his friend and then he went into the theatre.
before going into the theatre, we had to go through a security scan again and before going into the theatre, we were each given a lollipop stuck inside a spiderman thing..dunno wat it's called. at our seats, there was a notebook with spiderman featured on the front page.
and spiderman 2 was good! gosh. the shooting, the cinematography was wonderful! but quite scary at the front part. and the sound. whoa. the sound system was...
whoa. the sound was so visual.
and after the movie ended (go watch it!!! 4 and a half stars recommendation!), we were all given a packet of drink. hahaha.
i think the whole aim of a gala premiere is to make the guest feel pampered. haha. quite amusing.
interesting experience anyway. but nothing compared to the star whom i met in the afternoon!
He rocks!
He's more dashing than the most dashing person and has made millions and trillions of people fall in love with Him. Over the years, all other stars fade away, but gosh! People fall over in love with Him again and again and again, all through the century, all through the years.
When you focus on your attention on Him, gosh...nothing else can take your breath away more than Him. He makes think of Him alone and all my troubles, all my worries, they become so teeny weeny you can hardly see them.
and the best of all, i can talk to Him everyday! what more can i ask for?;)
Friday, June 25, 2004
i realise that i have high expectations of the people around me in some areas.
why ah?
i think it's 'cos i know that i can do it, and i know that if i can do it, other people can do it too.
but everyone's different, yah?
yes. everyone's different.
xinying, remember that okay?
okay!:D
anyway, a piece of good news! hahaha. a link from 5 yrs ago is connected! hahaha. so unexpected. so intriguing. yes! may more links be made!:D friendster rocks. hahaha.
finally found my autograph book which went to hide itself for a little while...
so interesting.
nina! hi to you too. hahahaha.
why ah?
i think it's 'cos i know that i can do it, and i know that if i can do it, other people can do it too.
but everyone's different, yah?
yes. everyone's different.
xinying, remember that okay?
okay!:D
anyway, a piece of good news! hahaha. a link from 5 yrs ago is connected! hahaha. so unexpected. so intriguing. yes! may more links be made!:D friendster rocks. hahaha.
finally found my autograph book which went to hide itself for a little while...
so interesting.
nina! hi to you too. hahahaha.
gosh. my brain neurons feel like they've thickened or something after an entire afternoon of maths.thank God for twin who's there to be my maths advisor. hahaha:D
qing was doing econs and twin was doing gp...and physics. serene macs grew colder and colder as we studied...thankfully the afternoon snoozes were away or else i'll really just fall asleep. hahaha:D
thank God for mamee's cheese flavoured rice-sticks which we kept attacking as well. and for qing who treated me to an ice cream cone. hahaha.
we realised that 98.7fm kept playing songs from the same band...we heard two songs from linkin' park, two songs from westlife and can't remember who else...quite a lot of pple. oh! we heard some songs twice. hahaha.
saw steph on 153 on the way there..hahaha. quite amusing. i went up the bus and then there was steph. so strange. hhaaa.
saw shauna and her sister today too..haha. shaun's got an interesting hairstyle now.
oooh. trace cut her hair even shorter. so jitsy is being pressurized from most sides to get her hair cut...maybe i should try convincing huixian to cut too...hmm. jits said she'll cut after exams though:D
God spoke to me just through the verse John 14:1 and Phil 4:4-7. i will trust You Lord! i will trust You!
qing was doing econs and twin was doing gp...and physics. serene macs grew colder and colder as we studied...thankfully the afternoon snoozes were away or else i'll really just fall asleep. hahaha:D
thank God for mamee's cheese flavoured rice-sticks which we kept attacking as well. and for qing who treated me to an ice cream cone. hahaha.
we realised that 98.7fm kept playing songs from the same band...we heard two songs from linkin' park, two songs from westlife and can't remember who else...quite a lot of pple. oh! we heard some songs twice. hahaha.
saw steph on 153 on the way there..hahaha. quite amusing. i went up the bus and then there was steph. so strange. hhaaa.
saw shauna and her sister today too..haha. shaun's got an interesting hairstyle now.
oooh. trace cut her hair even shorter. so jitsy is being pressurized from most sides to get her hair cut...maybe i should try convincing huixian to cut too...hmm. jits said she'll cut after exams though:D
God spoke to me just through the verse John 14:1 and Phil 4:4-7. i will trust You Lord! i will trust You!
-i'll sing to You Lord a hymn of love
for Your faithfulness to me
i'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
through it all-
was talking to qing last night too. hahaha. about long time ago memories and what-nots. i really pity those policemen who have to solve a crime that has been committed like 12 or 20 yrs ago... we were trying to trace pple and events 5 yrs ago and it was already quite hard. hahaha.
studying with twin and qing later. they can make friends with each other. hahaha:D three more days for maths! gosh. let me get into maths mood. do maths. maths! math. beth. macbeth:P
i love math, okay?:D
math is my favourite subject. well, it isn't really, but it shall be. hahaha. math is my favourite subject! yeah! i love trigonometry, i love integration, i love differentiation:D hahahaha. and statistics! how can i forget statistics:D they're such a joyful bunch of topics to study for. the seemingly gray border between every different type of distribution unless you know each of their specific characteristics.
thrilling;)
gosh. was looking for lyrics when i saw something in the hopemm folder which said 'worship night 16th june...' did it really happen?
-You are my desire
no one else will do
'cos nothing else can take Your place
to feel the warmth of Your embrace-
for Your faithfulness to me
i'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
through it all-
was talking to qing last night too. hahaha. about long time ago memories and what-nots. i really pity those policemen who have to solve a crime that has been committed like 12 or 20 yrs ago... we were trying to trace pple and events 5 yrs ago and it was already quite hard. hahaha.
studying with twin and qing later. they can make friends with each other. hahaha:D three more days for maths! gosh. let me get into maths mood. do maths. maths! math. beth. macbeth:P
i love math, okay?:D
math is my favourite subject. well, it isn't really, but it shall be. hahaha. math is my favourite subject! yeah! i love trigonometry, i love integration, i love differentiation:D hahahaha. and statistics! how can i forget statistics:D they're such a joyful bunch of topics to study for. the seemingly gray border between every different type of distribution unless you know each of their specific characteristics.
thrilling;)
gosh. was looking for lyrics when i saw something in the hopemm folder which said 'worship night 16th june...' did it really happen?
-You are my desire
no one else will do
'cos nothing else can take Your place
to feel the warmth of Your embrace-
Thursday, June 24, 2004
\1 life... live it for Jesus.\
was talking to twin on the phone when what she said shocked me and made me realise that indeed, how unpredictable and fragile life can be. the urgency of everything strikes me once again. and how timely God places everything amazes me as well. thank God that the sister is now with Jesus.
...
i seriously don't know what to say. hahaha. i wish that people will just see that Jesus is the only way, the only truth and the only life... everyone of us has a God-sized hole...and only Jesus can fill it... nothing else. regardless of pop-stars, studies, relationships...it'll never fill the vacuum in our heart for God's love. You can gain the whole earth, but if you forfeit your soul, what's the use. you'll never be truly fulfilled, truly joyful. don't people realise that we feel the slightest nudge of emptiness inside us, it's already God trying to tell us that 'hey! you need me in your life. Deny it no more.' and that's the statement i'll leave behind tonight.
Deny it no more.
was talking to twin on the phone when what she said shocked me and made me realise that indeed, how unpredictable and fragile life can be. the urgency of everything strikes me once again. and how timely God places everything amazes me as well. thank God that the sister is now with Jesus.
...
i seriously don't know what to say. hahaha. i wish that people will just see that Jesus is the only way, the only truth and the only life... everyone of us has a God-sized hole...and only Jesus can fill it... nothing else. regardless of pop-stars, studies, relationships...it'll never fill the vacuum in our heart for God's love. You can gain the whole earth, but if you forfeit your soul, what's the use. you'll never be truly fulfilled, truly joyful. don't people realise that we feel the slightest nudge of emptiness inside us, it's already God trying to tell us that 'hey! you need me in your life. Deny it no more.' and that's the statement i'll leave behind tonight.
Deny it no more.
had cg at tampines today..hehe. we ate at burger king together and wrote cards of encouragement to the person on the left and right of us 'cos exams are coming and as the bible say in proverbs - 'he who refreshes others will himself be refreshed'. yeah well:) got something from jiali which quite surprised me. haha.
anyway, we went down an aged home which i can't remember the name of... just remembered that it's at 130 hougang ave 1 and was terribly hard to find. hahaa. felt strange there 'cos we didn't really know what to do..the brothers and sisters started to disperse around to talk to the old folks and i did the same. i never really know how to interact with them 'cos i don't have grandparents. some old folks were quite willing to chat, some not so willing, some wanted to chat but i couldn't understand them...gwen kept singing songs to fill up the silence gap and song dedications from the old folks were flying around. i wish we could do something more than just entertaining them like this.. they need company which we can't provide in just an hour or so. nevertheless, hope some of them enjoyed the company:)
it's doing cip that made me consider the path of a social worker or a lifetime volunteer... the down syndrome kids, the people in the one room flats, the elderly in aged homes and hospitals... i don't want to just touch-and-go:P
yet i know that my strength is not in there. it's not completely my heart's desire to go to that path. hmm. dunno. i process better and express better when i talk everything out. and sometimes what i speak surprises myself even.
i guess that's why i was 'aaron' and jitsy was 'moses' hahahaha! right jitsy?
anyway after the trip to the aged home, going home was quite confusing 'cos everyone seemed to be unsure of how to get to anywhere. was following the west sisters when i realised that they were going to take a bus. i figured that if i kept walking in the same direction, i'll reach kovan sometime or another 'cos when i jumped onto dancing's car last time, the car passed by that area before, so i roughly knew the general direction of where kovan mrt is, just that i don't know how far it is. kept walking and walking till i reached an area which looked where jean lived. hahaha. so i continued walking. my target was a macs after turning left at a junction 'cos i remembered it from last time. was starting to doubt if where i was walking to was correct 'cos it took a long time to reach that macs but eventually, i reached my target. hahahaha:D yeah!
when i was walking alone to kovan mrt station, i couldn't help being acutely aware of one of my weaknesses.. pastor jeff is right. it's only through our various weaknesses that we can truly see how much we need God. His mercy, His grace and His providence.
anyway, we went down an aged home which i can't remember the name of... just remembered that it's at 130 hougang ave 1 and was terribly hard to find. hahaa. felt strange there 'cos we didn't really know what to do..the brothers and sisters started to disperse around to talk to the old folks and i did the same. i never really know how to interact with them 'cos i don't have grandparents. some old folks were quite willing to chat, some not so willing, some wanted to chat but i couldn't understand them...gwen kept singing songs to fill up the silence gap and song dedications from the old folks were flying around. i wish we could do something more than just entertaining them like this.. they need company which we can't provide in just an hour or so. nevertheless, hope some of them enjoyed the company:)
it's doing cip that made me consider the path of a social worker or a lifetime volunteer... the down syndrome kids, the people in the one room flats, the elderly in aged homes and hospitals... i don't want to just touch-and-go:P
yet i know that my strength is not in there. it's not completely my heart's desire to go to that path. hmm. dunno. i process better and express better when i talk everything out. and sometimes what i speak surprises myself even.
i guess that's why i was 'aaron' and jitsy was 'moses' hahahaha! right jitsy?
anyway after the trip to the aged home, going home was quite confusing 'cos everyone seemed to be unsure of how to get to anywhere. was following the west sisters when i realised that they were going to take a bus. i figured that if i kept walking in the same direction, i'll reach kovan sometime or another 'cos when i jumped onto dancing's car last time, the car passed by that area before, so i roughly knew the general direction of where kovan mrt is, just that i don't know how far it is. kept walking and walking till i reached an area which looked where jean lived. hahaha. so i continued walking. my target was a macs after turning left at a junction 'cos i remembered it from last time. was starting to doubt if where i was walking to was correct 'cos it took a long time to reach that macs but eventually, i reached my target. hahahaha:D yeah!
when i was walking alone to kovan mrt station, i couldn't help being acutely aware of one of my weaknesses.. pastor jeff is right. it's only through our various weaknesses that we can truly see how much we need God. His mercy, His grace and His providence.
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
-i'm living for this cause,
i lay down my life into Your hands-
Yo people! take the plunge and cut your hair today! hahaha. qing! this is especially for you:D hesitate no more! you need not have to stand the feeling or moist strands of hair sticking to your neck and weighing ur head down when you run. feel the freshness and freedom short hair brings! jitsy too!
hahaha:D
anyway...went to 'fetch' jitsy from toa payoh macs today...walked into macs, found them, went near them, then huichun looked at me in a shocked expression, jitsy turned around, had the same expression and both of them burst out laughing:P how friendly.
studied with jits and guan today. hehe. i dun think it was very productive for them..it was quite productive for me a while after we started and when i listened to 'for this cause' on jit's walkman at a rather high volume. hehehe:D
yeah. starting to pick up the speed... let's pray that it continues on:D
i lay down my life into Your hands-
Yo people! take the plunge and cut your hair today! hahaha. qing! this is especially for you:D hesitate no more! you need not have to stand the feeling or moist strands of hair sticking to your neck and weighing ur head down when you run. feel the freshness and freedom short hair brings! jitsy too!
hahaha:D
anyway...went to 'fetch' jitsy from toa payoh macs today...walked into macs, found them, went near them, then huichun looked at me in a shocked expression, jitsy turned around, had the same expression and both of them burst out laughing:P how friendly.
studied with jits and guan today. hehe. i dun think it was very productive for them..it was quite productive for me a while after we started and when i listened to 'for this cause' on jit's walkman at a rather high volume. hehehe:D
yeah. starting to pick up the speed... let's pray that it continues on:D
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
hehehe.
jiali and i were studying early in the morning at istana park today...hahaha. interesting morning. hahaha.
at first we were studying near the water, then the sun came and we shifted to the chairs. i think 'cos it's early in the morning, i started to feel sleepy..hahahaa. quite disastrous considering that u're trying to memorize stuff about growth and development:P short chats here and there helped though. so did jiali's lakerols.. hahahaha:D
the transition from morning to afternoon came subtly when i became more awake, jiali started to feel a little sleepy (izzit?:D) and birds took over the place of flies in istana park...hahaa. 'cos there's this malay lady who was feeding them with bread:)
lunch was at long john's! which looked really spacious with mirrors on both sides...hahaha. studying after lunch wasn't particularly productive 'cos the afternoon snoozles start to creep up on you...was trying to understand differential equations:| (learnt from weez that only the very first part is tested. cheat my feelings. hahahaha:D)
i haven't gotten the pictures for holy comm night!!! hahaha. ziwei got hers! i want mine! hahahaha:D
jiali and i were studying early in the morning at istana park today...hahaha. interesting morning. hahaha.
at first we were studying near the water, then the sun came and we shifted to the chairs. i think 'cos it's early in the morning, i started to feel sleepy..hahahaa. quite disastrous considering that u're trying to memorize stuff about growth and development:P short chats here and there helped though. so did jiali's lakerols.. hahahaha:D
the transition from morning to afternoon came subtly when i became more awake, jiali started to feel a little sleepy (izzit?:D) and birds took over the place of flies in istana park...hahaa. 'cos there's this malay lady who was feeding them with bread:)
lunch was at long john's! which looked really spacious with mirrors on both sides...hahaha. studying after lunch wasn't particularly productive 'cos the afternoon snoozles start to creep up on you...was trying to understand differential equations:| (learnt from weez that only the very first part is tested. cheat my feelings. hahahaha:D)
i haven't gotten the pictures for holy comm night!!! hahaha. ziwei got hers! i want mine! hahahaha:D
hehe...
just finished my 31 mins walk from junction 8 to weezi's house to the outside busstop to my house's void deck...hahaha. it was 10 mins from bishan mrt station to weez's void deck...then not counting the time going up and down, it was 10 mins to the outside busstop and 11 mins to walk into my flat. hehehe.
surprisingly fast:D yeah!:D
here's a .swf file that's quite interesting:D hehee. just put ur cursor over the man's face and see what happens:D
just finished my 31 mins walk from junction 8 to weezi's house to the outside busstop to my house's void deck...hahaha. it was 10 mins from bishan mrt station to weez's void deck...then not counting the time going up and down, it was 10 mins to the outside busstop and 11 mins to walk into my flat. hehehe.
surprisingly fast:D yeah!:D
here's a .swf file that's quite interesting:D hehee. just put ur cursor over the man's face and see what happens:D
of course i must clarify something.
i dun find it funny that some people are butches and all that. it's nothing funny.
i love the people. and i love my friend.
but i hate the sin.
anyway, i do believe that sometimes it's just a misunderstanding of the deeper levels of love towards friends that do cause people to start wondering about other things. and the mind does 'wonders', causing people to keep pondering about it. and females. well. females. we do 'feel' a lot sometimes.
anyway, that's my contribution about the whole thing after a few years of seeing stuff, of feeling stuff, or going through stuff and sharing stuff.
hehehe. goodnight!
i dun find it funny that some people are butches and all that. it's nothing funny.
i love the people. and i love my friend.
but i hate the sin.
anyway, i do believe that sometimes it's just a misunderstanding of the deeper levels of love towards friends that do cause people to start wondering about other things. and the mind does 'wonders', causing people to keep pondering about it. and females. well. females. we do 'feel' a lot sometimes.
anyway, that's my contribution about the whole thing after a few years of seeing stuff, of feeling stuff, or going through stuff and sharing stuff.
hehehe. goodnight!
hahaha!
came online with the intention of asking jiali what the five languages of love are 'cos i heard it during word for life today...thank God that she's online. hahaha:D
was talking to eunice in the meantime and i nearly laughed my head off. we were talking about haircuts and somehow the conversation shifted to butches in nybbgt.
seriously speaking i think it's a misconception of some people that girl basketballers are mostly butches (referring to incident in first three months when we ourselves were being called butches by a bunch of guys:P)...and people who spike their hair ARE NOT ALWAYS butches as well 'cos SOME PEOPLE just generally like to spike their hair and dun mind spending at least 10 mins a day in the morning doing so (eg. shuwen:D)
right?:D
but it turns out that there are pple in nybbgt who have decided to choose a different inclination from the behaviour of most people and have decided to show these inclinations publicly, which kinda caused a little alarm and phobia at cutting really short hair to my dear friend whom i was talking to.
hahahahaha!
came online with the intention of asking jiali what the five languages of love are 'cos i heard it during word for life today...thank God that she's online. hahaha:D
was talking to eunice in the meantime and i nearly laughed my head off. we were talking about haircuts and somehow the conversation shifted to butches in nybbgt.
seriously speaking i think it's a misconception of some people that girl basketballers are mostly butches (referring to incident in first three months when we ourselves were being called butches by a bunch of guys:P)...and people who spike their hair ARE NOT ALWAYS butches as well 'cos SOME PEOPLE just generally like to spike their hair and dun mind spending at least 10 mins a day in the morning doing so (eg. shuwen:D)
right?:D
but it turns out that there are pple in nybbgt who have decided to choose a different inclination from the behaviour of most people and have decided to show these inclinations publicly, which kinda caused a little alarm and phobia at cutting really short hair to my dear friend whom i was talking to.
hahahahaha!