realized that i don't like to be pressurized.
or rather, i have an extremely quick reaction to being pressurized.
hahaa
like easily pressed down if i'm pressurized. not much resistance. so my threshold to stress is very low.
haha.
cos i'd already pressurize myself. hahaa.
i'm kept in a constant state of equilibrium, like not too free (or else i'd get bored and tired easily), or not too stressed (then i'd stop work. haha)