i think it's really frustrating to me when I can't connect to a person, could be an occupational hazard, or could just be who I am as a person. it's especially frustrating to me since you can sense the difference between yourself and a person, but you have no idea how to bridge the gap. hahaa.
gotta continue to pray to God for wisdom in this :)

rather frustrating at times as well when people think that i'm all fun and laughter. i don't know if it's a good thing that that's the image they get, or not. i rather like to think that i'm a very serious person, and because my thoughts are very serious, and rather private at times, i would tend to temper things down so that the seriousness doesn't leak through. so in a sense, my tempering of what leaks out is done well? hahaa. but people don't believe me when I say i'm a serious person.
gotta learn to not care so much about it i guess. i have no desire to open up my thoughts to each and everyone i meet as well.
i guess people think that we're already open people cos we're very freely open with our feelings and emotions. and we share readily on what happens in our lives if asked. but check on us on more private matters, and things change.
there are quite a few aspects in my life that i reserve for the people whom i'm really close to. aspects not just with regards to thoughts, but with regards to regularity, or even some privileges. hahaa.