i love habbolitez. seriously i do. i started out loving this fansite 'cos of deejaying. deejaying brought out the spontaneity and creativity in me. deejaying brought out the diligence in me. deejaying brought out the love of music in me. the love of arranging music and introducing them, that they may bring pleasure and relief and peace and enjoyment and excitement to the listeners, all at the same time.
and over time, as i get to know the admins personally, as i get to know fudgie and rongfang and some other pple personally, they became my friends. there was a period when it seemed like litez wldn't make it (literally), but we pulled through. even when there were only 2 pple deejaying in one week, we made it. and people who keep changing and maturing. fudgie who matured from her temper. fantasy who showed maturity beyond his age. fire who changed to be less firey. and litez became from a scary place of admins and sticks to more or less a family.
but litez is taking much of my time and efforts. and i do so want to do so much more for God. and i don't wanna give a half hearted commitment to litez either. so i decided to quit litez.
yet, i think my action has caused hurt to some pple and confusion to others. as the editor cum angel cum asst dj head, a sudden departure caused sticks to become angry.
i've quitted. and now i dunno if i've made the right decision.