-i wanna know You inside and out
better than i even know myself
by heart by soul
that's how i want to know You
keep You as close as
breath is to life
and watch Your love unfold
by heart by soul-

in school now, supposed to be planning my time for this week. hahaa. realized that the end of the semester is officially here! gosh. it seems like just yesterday that i've had my matriculation or something:)
it's been some time since the deejaying at litez as well:) enjoyed myself when i was deejaying but it got to a point of mild irritation when you realize that your 'life' in habbo (if there's such a word to describe the activities in habbo itself) is kinda disrupted by people around demanding that you deejay at that moment. have yet to officially settle a theme for the times when i deejay. running out of songs though. and considering that i don't download songs, that can prove to be a mild problem. hahaa.

-or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall
but afterall
there's a light in your eyes i used to see
and a song in your words you spoke to me
was i wrong to believe you were waiting here for me
there's a light in your eyes
did you leave that light burning for me?-

exams start on the 22nd of november:) woohoo.
i have a lot of things to type about..but have that conscious awareness that my blog have become quite public and all kinds of people might actually read it. lol. nevertheless, i shall attempt to acquire the skill of self-delusion. my blog is mine, and mine alone. for my eyes and my enjoyment.
not
not much happened in life. except for a breakthrough in thoughts about some stuff (wonderful) and a slight awe and amazement about the things people already do at my age. setting up a website and achieving in a game? that idea goes beyond my head. all of a sudden, the candle making venture that we were supposed to have continued with pokes me from the deep depths of my memory once again. lol.
i have dreams that go beyond just a candle making venture. hahaa. i have dreams that involve the arts faculty and its people. i have dreams that involve another country and the people there. i have dreams that involve the little seminary in joo chiat itself. i have dreams that involve a lot of sacrifice and a lot of love and courage (of which i know i am unable to obtain at this moment). yet i have the confidence that each day, what i do, experience and learn propels me towards the dream which i have in mind. and if this dream is funded by my dear Father from up above, there is no doubt in my mind that all things will be found in Him.
yes:)
the installment of great ambitions in everyone awaits the fulfillment of these great ambitions and is dependent upon the source of strength for the person to fulfill all these things. (xinying's spot of inspiration, copyright 2005)
LOL