i've realised that my soul feels troubled whenever there's threaten of change...like yesterday when i found out that junting's going to get transferred to the west unit, i just felt an immense sense of sadness...it's relatively odd. didn't quite understand it...i mean, i'm happy for hui chun that she's able to rise up to be the cg leader, and happy that we're starting a west unit... and yah, even though junting's going to be transferred, i'll still see her anyway. but i still feel sad that things won't exactly be the same. so i prayed for serenity. finally the line 'i pray for the serenity to accept things i cannot change' comes with a strong meaning...
then realised that it's 'cos i dun want the change in my life...i like the way things are, why should they change? had this feeling a couple of times, like at end of sec 1, fungi's haircut, when kevin said something...blah. all sorts of nonsense.
another thing i realised is that though the church may already be the most secure and consistent place in the world, there're still internal changes here and there (eg. restructuring)...and that the only constant and unchangeable truth is God:) makes me appreciate Him even more:)
haha...just realised again. there're only two constant things in life - change and God.