I'm really tired of working for the sake of working/ for earning money.
I think earning money is important, but I've kinda lost track of the passion behind why I wanted to do what I'm doing in the first place. Gotten a little burnt out and a little jaded. Until it came to a point when my hours are evaluated with regards to the amount of salary I earn.
I feel like my passion had been eroded through the years, that I no longer study/learn because I really want to. I'm not working because I enjoy it (even with all the nonsense paperwork that has to be done). haha. I used to be like this. When I was volunteering/working as a research assistant, I was like 'I will do this cos I enjoy it'.
I worked as an admin assistant for 3 months (totally forgot abt this) typing lists of APA references for the language therapist masters programme in NUS. I don't remember doing it with the amount of dread that I face doing case recordings at the current moment.
passion and interest can buffer a lot of things.
Am re-evaluating what I can do through what God has placed in me that I'm excited about.
Re-evaluating what I should be doing and where I should go :)