hmmz.
i hardly saw my og members today:) *heh*... 'cos of all the different classes, the times and what-nots...only saw them during lunch. barely 20 mins 'cos the first 20 mins were used to discuss about the cny thingie:)
yeah...the cny thingie. we're setting up booths:) *grInz* then the profit will go to wherever we want it to go to:) hehe:) interesting interesting. we're aiming for marche's apparently...suggestion from jie yu. ah wellz. don't think we'll make that much money...but yeah, it should be fun:) i'm checking out the prices tonight:)
hoho. we had our first chem practical today:) mrs tan (who also happens to be my civics tutor) is very nice! everything that i was confused about in titration...i know them now. hahaha:)
what else can i talk about? oh. my gp teacher's called mrs boo:) ehz. mrs goh is very enthusiastic about bio. hahaha. she knows the specific names of many things...like various viruses and bacteria for certain diseases, where u find them..blahblah...*grInz* we have enthu biology teachers!! hahaha:)
i love bio:) and lit:) and econs:) hohoho:) too bad i'm not doing lit. and not going to be doing lit:) *grInz*:)
ohohohoh.
it's because of us that nyjc now has an official extra combi consisting of chem, bio, maths and econs. hahahaa:) we're not too bad huh? see the major influence we have on the school. *lol*:):):)
eh yes. for those who don't know yet, i'm in band, only j1 female 'flutist'...training extra hard...for example, i'm going to be having band practice for 6 and a half hours this saturday. ah wellz. in bball too. so band and bball. yeah:)
oh twinklebells. i don't half know what u're talking about in ur blog...if u dun mind, can you explain to me one day?:)
that's about all:) i guess.
eh yes. sze ahz. ny badminton quite good:) u can ask ur friend to come over. *beamz* judo also not bad. we got gold and silver and gold for dunno-wat-nonsense. ah wellz. but a lot of pple joined judo. ah wellz:)

sze has a new cat called Aki.
i can't have a cat 'cos he/she will eat up clover:) *grInz*
ah wellz. i'm not really in the mood to blog:)
in a good mood. but not in a blogging mood:)
tutorials and practicals have already started...so sad. hehehe:) less time to spend in the library and SA and all that...

ho-humm. i want to sleep. i want to sleep. and i want to sleep.
have i mentioned i want to sleep?
yeahyeah. anywayz. it's not advisable to go for basketball training after not doing any exercise for 2 months +++.
ho-humm. and it's not advisable to have pe the next day. *grInz*
my basketball skills have GREATLY DETERIORATED. ah wellz. that's why i need to practice, practice and practice.
and practice. and practice.
yeah...then everyone can't seem to make it. *sobsob* nvm nvm nvm:)
except for jits. who apparently was going to ask me the same qn as well. hahaha:)
need to practice need to practice. need to practice a lot.
need to build up stamina within a month too....but i feel so sleepy these days...how to build???
zZzZzZz. whole ct going for cross-country competitive run. hehehe:)

ho-humm:)
i'm broke. happy but broke. we didn't celebrate yingxin's birthday yesterday 'cos apparently, qing couldn't get yingxin...so the five of us went to crystal jade to eat:) and we talked and talked and talked:) and ate and ate and ate. hahaha. saw the nyjc councillors (a whole bunch of them) walking outside crystal jade at one point of time.
then took pictures, sent jo and isobel off, and proceeded to eat at delifrance:) hahaha. at this time, jits has already joined us:) then trace went off, and qingz, jits and i walked around in wisma, where jits proceeded to shop for stuff:) stuff.
then we went home at about 6.30 in the attempt to meet qing's ct members...but didn't see them at all. ah wellz:) the mrt train jits and i were on stopped at novena for a long time, due to some 'incident'... then it stopped again at toa payoh. (of course, i've gotten off the train...leaving poor jits to wait for a long time for the train to move.)
at night, while talking to my og members on irc... jits called me and i learned that someone actually died on the ang mo kio mrt track...that's what caused the delay. got chopped into half apparently. creepy.
ah wellz:)

-that we're surrounded by the comfort and protection
of the highest powers,
in lonely hours,
the tears devour you-
*grInz* can't sleep. woke up at 7 ++ and found out that some other people can't sleep too. ah wellz.
went out with my OG yesterday to bowl... 9 of us - me, rosa, kim hong, darlene, xiao qian, colin, wei yang, javin and you rong...
my first try at bowling! hahaha. got real lousy scores though. ah wellz. practice makes perfect. shall go again:) anyone wanna go with me? bowling?:):):) and i miss archery!
oh yeah. i'm kinda broke. in addition to today's seoul garden, i would have used up allowance for next week. not very good.
-well i could be the tired joker,
pour my heart to get you in,
sacrifice my happiness,
just so i could win-
oh yeah. then after bowling, we went to eat. hahaha. okay. naturally. nvm. there was some fierce cleaning lady there... *blaat*
somehow or another, we ended up at hmv... then somehow or another, we stayed there till 6.30pm.. then somehow or another, there're only 6 of us left - rosa, kimhong, me, weiyang, javin and you rong. ah wellz.
-universe inside your heart,
u gotta let me know,
so u can be free, baby-
ho-humm. darren hayes can really write sensual music. hahahha:)
-put time in a capsule,
two minds consensual,
entwined to perfection-
ah. nothing to write. i'm looking forward to this afternoon!:):):):):):) *beaMz*

hmmz.. turns out that for the biotech thingie...there are a lot of commitments attached.
first of all, one will have to stay in nyjc after the first three months 'cos it's a one year project... secondly, one has to give up wednesdays just for the project...and thirdly, one has to join science society as their first cca. ah wellz.
yeahyeah...officially seperated into our cts today:) i'm in 03S11B...the combi of bio, chem, econs and maths:) 21 people in my class...hahaha...7 guys...and 14 girls. whoa. double:) *grInz* form teacher's mrs tan. she's...quite nice:) that's my first impression of her anywayz:):):)
ho. so the person who founded Clonaid is actually called Rael...and have a cult called the Raelian Movement...whereby he believes that aliens called the Elohim came to earth goodness knows how long ago and cloned human. ho-humm.

i'm going to be broke.

the following entry is for yesterday...except that my net went bongus yesterday so i couldn't post it:)
ho-humm. ho-humm. ho-humm.
sounds like everyone has great fun in their jcs:) *grInz* qing in hc, fungi in nj, weez in vj, sze in cj...
from shaun's lj :
"I mean like VJ is fun, but it's not the same.. which is duh cuz yah it's not the same.. it's like I find something really stupidily funny, but I turn and even thoh my OG mates have sense of humour (cept for a few biatches here and there), I know they won't get the joke cuz it's a like private joke that no one will get cept like the people you've hung about with for the past few years.. did that make sense?"....
*sigh* quite true. like what i've told jits and qing and such and everything else...everytime i hear something, i'll want to share with them...and then only my closer friends will know what i'm talking about...or being corny about. hahaha:) like all the innuendos here and there, and then so many things which reminded me of what we used to do in sec school and such. ah wellz. nvmnvmnvm.
yeah. anyway. we had cca bazaar today *grInz* which resulted in us putting our names down for lots and lots of ccas. hahaha:) it was quite amusing...i put my name down for 8... which include basketball, netball, peer support, some chinese thingie, first aid club, band, harmonica and something else which i can't remember...anywayz, they'll call.
oh. put my name down for some project about biotech too...hope i can get in:) *grInz*
i put sleepy, drowsy...incoherent...don't know what i'm babbling about. *babble babble*
-and it's hard at the end of the day,
i need some distraction, oh beautiful release,
memory seeps from my veins,
let me be empty, and weightless and maybe,
i'll find some peace tonight-

ho-humm. i'm thinking of changing the lyrics for the chorus of 'desert oasis'. jitsy. i hope u don't mind...

oh man.
one mms will cost me 50 cents to send out...that is, if the mms if less than 30 kb. if it's larger than 30 kb, i'll have to pay $1.25...out of my allocated monthly sms/mms amount. how expensive.
getting the econs notes from liyu tomorrow:) hopefully, i'll understand what they're talking about. i should have never put that down as one of my choices. ah well. nevermind about it:) too bad they didn't give me my lit, bio, chem and maths combi...but i guess it's more practical to study econs first...'cos i may not even get into the lit, bio, chem and maths combi after the first three months...that is, assuming that i don't stay in nyjc:)
-no regrets, they don't work
no regrets now, they only hurt-
ah wellz. something crappy to take note of. don't know why, and don't how..but somehow or another, everywhere i go, i hear the 'qing fei de yi' song...and whenever i hear the song, it reminds me of all the sad times we had in sec 4. blah. reminds me of the strong disillusionment i had to face with over the span of three years... reminds me of chaos (sleepless nights. or rather...1 hour of sleep almost every night...then the time when friends become a tad hostile against each other. my twin!). everything sad. so crap. hehehe.
i feel much happier in nyjc:) *grInz* not that i didn't have fun in sec 1-4, of course i did!...but there are some stuff i'd rather not get reminded about:) fun in nyjc! *haha*:) i'm sure there'll be depressing times too...but as long as they've not arrived yet, i shall continue enjoying my life in nyj:)
weezi! u can be my maths tutor or something! *grInz* so next time if i have any probs...i'll just pop up at your door and ask you for help. bug you. muahahhaa:)

oooh-da. today wasn't too bad:) just felt extremely sleepy. *grInz*
had maths (actually i'm supposed to have econs. what the beep. i didn't know i'd actually get into the odd combi i want. hahaha), PE (which i didn't attend 'cos i'm excused from it for a week...stupid cough) and GP (where i nearly fell asleep 'cos of the medicine). quite nice breaks in-between:)
ah wellz. i'm not in the same CT with any of my OG members. extreme sadness. and i do so like my og rather much:)
yeah, well. went out with kim hong, rosa, xiao qian, wei yang and colin to j8 to eat...actually, they were nice enough to accompany me to eat..haha. 'cos i didn't get the chance to go out with them yesterday. nice people:) *beamz*
cca bazaar tomorrow...and i still don't know what cca to take. ah wellz:) shall decide when the time is right:)

i didn't go to school today...woke up, went to the toilet, and felt so fainty i could hardly stand.
never ever have a fever with a cough and a cold. it's misery. pure misery. *heh*
i feel better now though...went to see the doctor... four different types of medicine though. doctor got me the non-drowsy antibiotics, but prescribed a cough medicine which causes drowsiness. i wonder what's the use of having the non-drowsy antibiotics. ho-humm. i feel blurrified.
saddening though. last chance to see my og members and i didn't go. *sigh*

eee-oooo-eeee. oooo-eeee-oooo.
the second part of my sat blog died on me.
i shan't type it all out again...
just that we had tribal games, mass dance (ballroom dancing this time), performances by all four clans on finale night and disco time! (of which they asked an external dj to come in...too bad i can't see who it is)
yeahyeah. then we had a clan picnic...clan lunch. blahblah. u get the idea:)
and due to continuous exposure to sun, rain and water from the super-splasher, in addition to running about and dancing (woohooo, the pop dance rules!), i have over-exerted myself and is now down with a fever and a horrendous cough. down should become down-hearted. downhearted with a fever and a horrendous cough. ah wellz:)
meeting the OG in the morning for one last time before we know our classes. so sad. *sniff* OG 17! epirotes!!!:):):) weilin and chookang! POTAWATOMI! POKA! *grInz*:):):)

yeah sat.
met weilin on the 105 bus...turns out that she lives in toa payoh lorong 1:) *grInz* i'm glad that she's there...or else i won't be able to exit at the right stop again. *heh*
ah. morning was boring with what nonsense of a combi and everything:) i do hope i can get into the odd combination i want:):):):):) well...they did say they try to give students their first choice:):):) and frankly speaking, i'm not too keen about taking triple science. i still want to have fun in jc u know...and not like, stay till 5 almost everyday for tutorials and practicals. *heh*
then we had the tribal pageant... it was a most amusing event...
okay we've got to choose at least one person from each tribe to compete for the title of hunk and babe of our clan...then the winners will proceed to compete with three other couples from the other clans, which are, let me remind you once more, harasupai (keepers of the water), kanza (keepers of the wind) and hoochom (keepers of the earth).
the thing is...some tribe in my clan decided to go funny...they blew up balloons and stuck it under some guy's shirt and he became a babe instead of...a hunk. really crude. but really funny:) *grInz*
ah wellz. he's our clan babe. hahaha. clan hunk's from some other tribe which i dunno about. BUT. he sure didn't look as nice as my tribe's hunk. *lol* epirotes!
yeahyeah. the funny thing is... another clan decided to cross dress too. hahaha:) and my group's 'babe' went around trying to seduce people. female councillors were running away from him...and male councillors (okayokay, clan cheftains) were trying to prevent him from getting near them *grInz* our 'babe' still managed to smooch two males though:P and he was acting so bimbo-ish that one of the clan cheftains remarked that he's acting really gay.
aw shucks. but who cares. our 'babe' won the tribal pageant. along with hoochom's hunk. (alliteration!) hehehe. he looks totally different when he's in proper attire though. and of course, he's not really gay.
ah. i'm still tired. shall type later.

oooooh-da.
my friday post went into internet space and is gone...forever. *sniff*
yeahyeah...as i mentioned in my friday post (which is missing), we were much closer on friday. blahblah. and we had this pop dance thingie which was really really fast ... to some song with the chorus of 'if you got the feeling, jump to the ceiling, ah we're getting down tonight-
oooh. it's called ' got the feelin' ' by 5ive.
*grInz* then we had the angel-mortal game...for only our tribe 'cos weilin thought of it... guys to girls and girls to guys and what-nots. i wrote to colin, you rong (who happened to be my yesterday dance partner) wrote to me, then there was an extra guy so i wrote to him too. on the spot. ah wellz. years of postcard writing has trained me for writing crap. *grInz*
and we had station games....hahaa:) this is the time when the guys and girls really got together and played, played, played!
oh wellz. i can't really remember friday...'cos saturday's activities were much, much better than friday's. *lol*

*frown*
i know a lot of people think that nyjc's really lousy and everything...but it's really not bad:)
they've got nice people! and nice teachers!
and i'm not saying this 'cos i'm going to be there for the first three months or something.
i'm seriously considering staying in there after the first three months afterall. even if i get good enough marks to get into the top 5 jcs or something.
'cos they were showing us the results of previous years...and people who have done well in their o levels, did well once more in their a levels...like if u get an A1 in o levels, there's a high chance u'll get A or B in the A levels too.

hahahaha:)
*grInz* ah wellz.
it was...fun. exhilerating. surprisingly english. funny. corny. *lol*
call me and i'll tell you the full details:)
we were all in tribes. on the island of nanyang. they used the 'lilo and stitch' thingie...ohana means family.
i'm in clan Potawatomi (i think)...which means keepers of the fire:) and i'm in the tribe Epirotx... (though u pronounce it as air-fi-royks)
ads for debates society was quite amusing... it goes 'passion, heat and a lot of tongue'. now if u think of it in another way...
the highlight of the day came when we had the mass dance...when they taught us the traditional couple dance...
which was really really long...consisted of the snap, crab walk, the hungarian, the triangle, the couple dance (which is a forty-five degrees waltz, which means that in 8 beats, u reach ur original position again...two different kinds..the second time included the girl spinning out and in and out and in again...), something, something, the pump...and last but not least the screw.
it was kinda amusing...the guy on stage was shouting 'screw to the left' and 'screw to the right' *lol*
and my OGL... weilin, was asking everyone 'do you know how to screw? do you know how to screw?' *blink*.
danced with this guy who's half a head taller than me...someone called andrew or merwin or something --- i can't remember. hehe.
and i found another person who's of the same birthday as me...called weiyang:) who looks rather like eugene from primary school:)

*hahaha*
i just re-read the 'lust/bust/rust/past' poem that isobel, jits and i did some time ago...or a long time ago. quite amusing:):):)
one of the few files which i saved from my hard disk.
i can't sleep...oooh. i can't sleep.
sleep, don't run away from me, don't exclude me from thy lovely embrace!
whisper to me with thy sound - an enchanting melody...
yearning for the moment where thy memories will melt into mine, thy dreams be mine.
oh sleep! why do thou flee so?
why art thou so cruel?
why art thou deny me the pleasure of escape, skin me of thy touch, force me into the delusion of thy affection?
oh,
hollow be my heart!
-boogie nights,
with no doubts, we are here to party-

i think msn dislikes me greatly. downloaded it...then it tells me i dun have the system requirements for it...which is really absurd 'cos when i restarted, i found it working on my desktop...then turns out that i got the wrong msn...got the one for connecting to the net instead of the chatting stuff. what the nonsense.
at least the net seems to be faster than before. could be 'cos it doesn't have a whole chunk of stuff this time to drag around. hahaha:)
-girl u can bring me, shake me, make me,
whatever takes me to please you, i'm willing to do,
'cos u're my dream come true-
new school, new friends tomorrow. meeting kim hong at the bus-stop...turns out that i can take 73 as well...hahaha. and it takes only about 5 mins to reach the destinated bus-stop too. how fun. i've gotta start getting used to a bus journey of less than 5 mins... can't sleep. so sad. *grInz*
speaking of tomorrow. things are so coincidental! just when i get the chance to earn some money, school starts. or else at 9.30am tomorrow, i'll have been whisked off to a beach to walk around and earn money. hahaha:) stupid mediacorp.
-can't get by without you, i need you more each day
the way i feel about you, there's nothing more to say
'cos i love you, oh i need you,
i can't get by without you, no way!-
*lol* i like the no way part. nvmnvmnvm:):):)
guess what? i'm in the same group as kim hong:) and we're in OG (orientation group) 17. and our group leader's name is weilin/g...

wooooohooooooo!
i'm home!!!!
the comp's fixed! got a new hard disk...(again! seems like i'm fated to change my hard disk every year...)
sighz. no more music. no more lotsa stuff. gotta download msn and icq again too:)
*heh*